Chapter 000 A Letter to All Readers

A letter to all readers

First of all, I would like to express my sincere gratitude to everyone for their love of the book.

At first, the reason I wrote this book was simply because I wanted to make a living and earn more money.

To my parents, I was not an excellent child, and even a failed child.

Without good grades and admission to a good school, I did not make them feel proud at all.

After graduation, under the expectations of my parents, I embarked on the journey of taking the civil service exam.

The process of taking the civil service exam was bumpy and torturous.

Because of my major, I could only apply for the three-no-limits exam, which was no limit on major, no limit on academic qualifications, and no limit on household registration.

If you are familiar with the civil service exam, you should also know that the competition for the three-no-limits exam is really huge.

Preparing for the exam is really torturous, and it is even more torturous to bear the expectations of my family.

And such days lasted for three years.

In three years, I experienced many, many things.

I wanted to go out to work and had arguments with my family.

Because they felt that if I didn't prepare for the exam full-time, I would not pass.

And every failure made me more worried about the future.

Excessive pressure caused me to perform poorly every time I took an exam.

Without a job and income, I gradually became closed and afraid to communicate with others.

Every night, I became very depressed.

Fortunately, my family loves me very much, and they don't dislike me because of these.

My mother is a very cute and gentle person.

My birth almost made her fall on the operating table.

Because my fetal position was not correct during the natural birth, and there was a problem with the umbilical cord, the natural birth was changed to a caesarean section halfway through.

I remember that when I was in junior high school, I entered the rebellious period. At that time, I always wanted to go against my family in everything I did.

My rebellious period came and ended quickly.

I remember very clearly that after school that night, because I was playful, I stayed outside for an extra hour during the night self-study.

It was this hour that scared my mother to tears.

Some readers may have no idea about being scared to sweat, but I have a very deep memory of this.

There are really people who are so scared that they tremble all over, their legs are so weak that they can't walk, and their entire backs are really wet, and there are really beads of sweat on their foreheads.

And all this was just because I came home an hour late in the middle of the night...

That night, she didn't blame me, she just hugged me and cried.

In fact, at that age, I really couldn't stand the scenes in the movie praising family affection, because I felt it was too fake and too embarrassing.

But that night, for the first time, I understood the feelings expressed in the movie.

From that day on, my rebellious period ended.

I have always been proud of my parents and feel extremely happy for the love I received.

I failed the college entrance examination and was only admitted to a junior college. I felt very ashamed, but they didn't feel that way.

They didn't feel ashamed, but openly showed my admission notice, which even I felt a little ashamed of.

When facing the exam, when the pressure was so great that I wanted to give up, they would let me give up the exam directly...

Their kindness is not the kind of kindness that parents brainwash their children, but the kind of kindness that I can really feel from their actions.

But everything has gains and losses.

When you get complete love, you will always think about giving back something and want to prove something.

I don't want their love for me to become cheap.

I don’t want them to be worse than other parents…

But as the days go by, I become more and more stressed and panicky.

As written in the article.

While I covet their love, I am also afraid of this love.

Sometimes I even wonder if I would live a easier life if they were not so good to me.

But I know clearly that such thoughts are blasphemy, blasphemy of feelings.

In the years of preparing for the exam, all my positive energy basically came from my family. They are really good, and I am afraid of being good.

I am afraid that I can’t give equal returns, I am afraid that I can’t take good care of them, and I am afraid that I will live a useless life…

The long-term pressure tortured me. One night, I suddenly had an idea that I had never thought of before.

‘Write a novel! ’

So I started writing.

I have no experience in writing novels. Before that, I had only read some novels, and I didn’t have the dream of becoming a novelist.

But I don’t know why, that night, I opened Tencent Documents and wrote my first story.

Of course, I failed in the first story.

Because it was too childish...

But it was not completely without benefits, because I found that I liked this feeling.

I felt that it was a kind of enjoyment, a feeling that made me very excited.

During that time, for a full thirty days, I spent more than fifteen hours every day writing novels.

A month later, I clicked on Tomato and uploaded the first book.

Failed.

Two months later, I uploaded the second book.

It was that book that made me earn my first pot of gold.

Although it was only a few hundred yuan, it still made me feel very happy.

I began to be full of hope for the future, and every night I would use the sound of typing on the keyboard to heal my unhappiness.

I would empathize with the characters, cry, and laugh...

It turned out that the dark night that I hated the most also became my favorite time.

The days that followed began to get better.

I persuaded my family and started working.

Although I hadn't entered society for a long time, it wasn't as bad as I thought.

Of course, I didn't give up writing books, but for various reasons, the performance of my books was so poor that I had to cut them off.

I'm not a noble person, and the original purpose of writing novels was indeed for money.

I write books very slowly, and I always delete and revise them. If I'm fast, I can produce two chapters in four hours, and if I'm slow, I can't even produce one chapter a day.

The time for writing books was reduced, the performance was poor, and no one read them. These factors combined made it difficult for me to persist.

I also became a eunuch writer in the eyes of readers and friends...

After stopping updating the last novel, I began to think about what I wanted to write.

It happened that my mother called me that day...

So I typed the first word under my inspiration.

The beginning of the book is very old-fashioned and has been criticized by many readers and friends.

It's true, and I can understand everyone.

However, when I wrote the thirteenth chapter, everything changed...

In fact, there were five versions of the thirteenth chapter that you have seen...

Originally, the awakening of the protagonist was in the ninth chapter.

But as I was writing, it was beyond my control.

It was also from then on that my characters were out of my control.

If you are an author who has had creative experience, you should have this feeling.

The characters in your writing are not under your control at all. They seem to have their own ideas and consciousness.

They seem to have survived.

Many times, when the author writes, there are no such plots, but as I write, they appear.

When the Drunken Sword Immortal was written to 100,000 words, my book received a small wave of traffic.

But everything that happened next, like Wang Xianxian, was beyond my expectations.

The performance of the book reached a height that I could never imagine.

Within less than a hundred chapters, my number of urgings reached more than 15,000.

Even the one against the Sword Emperor reached a terrifying 28,000.

And now, the average number of urgings for the book has reached more than 20,000.

The book is popular.

When I realized all this, my first thought was to be happy.

After the joy, there is fear and worry.

I am afraid of disappointing everyone's love for the book.

I often read the comments section and see many criticisms and praises from readers and friends.

I am very moved, but the pressure is also doubled.

I spend more time polishing the plot every day.

Many times, when the book is not well written, no one says bad things.

This is simply flattering for me.

The reason why I wrote down these thoughts today is because I know which chapter I wrote yesterday was not up to standard.

The reason why I posted it is also because I am afraid that everyone will not like my book after waiting for too long.

But after posting it, I found that my book is not so easy to be abandoned by everyone.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank all my readers and friends.

Thank you, you have given me the greatest support and strength.

I hope to bring happiness to everyone. Everyone has their own preferences.

Some people like to read books, while others don’t.

I hope everyone will not be affected by some critical remarks. Whether you scold me or criticize me, please don’t care too much.

I am already very happy to have your love and company.

In addition, I would like to explain the issue of frequent updates. Now it is mainly a critical transition period to connect the plot. With my current ability, it is difficult to update frequently.

After this period and entering a new chapter, I will definitely update frequently for you.

Thank you again for your love, and I wish you can become someone who makes the people you care about proud.

If there are readers who are experiencing what I have experienced, I also hope that my words can give you a little insignificant strength.

Dedicated to my most beloved readers.