450 Sacrifice

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Filming was over, but Renly was still standing in front of the mirror, looking at his bald head.

The crew was a little quiet, and no one made a sound. Everyone thought Renly was mourning his hair. The thick and dashing hair that used to be all gone now, everyone needs a little time.

But Will knew that Renly was adjusting to the reality that had just poured into his body. He wasn't mourning the hair, but the chain reaction of cancer, and he was sliding into the abyss bit by bit. Being caught off guard is even more heart-wrenching.

In a trance, Will seemed to see himself standing there, shaving his hair, Seth was still yelling beside him, and he himself had the urge to cry, but he couldn't cry, he could only be dumbfounded. Standing in a daze, the cancer became real like never before, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.

This is not a performance, but a reality. Even the bitterness, loss, and confusion in the bottom of his eyes are so similar, it is too real, and Will can't breathe.

Life is not a movie after all.

In the "Anti-Cancer Me" script, Will can laugh and scold, telling those sad and painful memories in a playful way, with humor and witty and funny absurdity; but in real life, Will knew, however, that the feeling of free fall into the abyss could not be stopped, dragging him into a state of mourning step by step, unable to extricate himself.

Positive and optimistic? Easier said than done.

Will never believed in the power of performance, because performance is "performance" after all. Even those actors who have gone down in history, their performances can be said to be wonderful, but they are still part of the art of film.

Rather than acting, Will believes in the power of words, because words are the cry and refraction from the soul. Every detail is so real and delicate, there are traces to follow.

But today, Will saw himself in Renly, who he really was, who he was, who he was. The emotion contained in that look, a smile, and an action are all so profound, without the slightest elaboration, but fascinated by the soul, as if his soul was entrusted in that body, and once again reproduced the vivid but painful memories. moment.

That powerful force smashed Will fiercely, and the hesitation, the fear, the panic came so violently that he almost suffocated. His whole body was trembling slightly, and he couldn't even move a finger. From the depths of his soul, he could clearly feel the stiffness and stiffness that had frozen into ice.

At the time of writing the "Cancer Me" script, Will had survived and recovered. Therefore, when writing, you can be relaxed, witty, ridiculed, and humorous.

The pain and struggle in those memories, the confusion and bitterness in those minds, all became light and cheerful. He can laugh and talk to Seth about those bittersweet clips, he can talk self-deprecating about those moments that are like walking dead, and he can write those words that originated from life but turned into art with laughter and cursing.

However, Renly gave the playful and flamboyant words a different kind of vitality. While mocking, they were very fragile. In the humor, they were dazed. In the laughter, there was a touch of sadness. The scarred soul, the light around him is dimming little by little, the pain is extreme, but he can't shout, and the sadness is extreme, but he laughs.

This is comedy. This is also life.

So, Will understands Renly's current state. He just stood there, tearfully looking at Ren Li, who was stunned in the same place, the faint loss made the hot tears fall down in large drops, unable to stop, the whole world fell into In a blur of halo.

The scene was still quiet, and the crew were a little overwhelmed. On one side was Renly standing motionless in front of the mirror, and on the other side was Will, who was torn apart. The scene just now was funny, shocking, and funny. It was complicated and the indescribable emotions slowly filled the air. For a time, everyone didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Seth looked at Renly, then at Will. His conditioned reflex was to comfort his old friend, but in the end he didn't move, his eyes fell on the back of Renly's head.

As an actor, even if it is an "unqualified" actor, Seth understands how difficult it is to perform.

In just this scene just now, Seth has completely blurred the difference between performance and reality. That powerful driving force makes all emotions rush away like a flood of dykes, unable to stop at all; what's more, Renly That hand picked up the knife and fell neatly, and completed the shooting of the entire scene in one go, without the slightest hesitation, which is even more rare.

Seth couldn't imagine how much effort Renly had put in, but he knew he couldn't do it.

However, when he wanted to comfort Renly, Seth didn't know where to start. The jerky feeling made him stand on the spot at a loss, raised his hand, and tried to pat Renly. He felt that it was too unfamiliar, and he stroked the back of Renly's head with his palm, which made it even more bizarre. He could only raise his hand and scratched his head with an embarrassed expression on his face. Constipation again.

"If you're going to attack me, you've missed your best chance." Seth was startled by Renly's voice.

Seth hurriedly put down his right hand, pretending to be okay, clenched his chin, raised his eyes and glanced at Renly quietly, then looked at Renly.

Arriving at the slight smile on Renly's face, he couldn't help showing a dry smile, "Hehe." He tried to confuse the situation just now, "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine." Renly nodded.

In fact, he is not good. Because he felt the emotion of Adam, after being hit by reality for the third time, the suffocating drowning feeling gradually became real, and the energy in his body was slowly dimmed. He didn't like this feeling. But he knew he was fine and he could keep going.

This is how the disease is, eating away at the patient's willpower all the time, consuming it little by little, and finally raising his hands and surrendering. Will is like this, Adam is like this, Chu Jiashu is like this. Also, so did Heather, so did Anne, Alex, and so on. This is something others can't help, only me, this is a battle between myself and myself, fighting alone, the so-called shouts and encouragement of the onlookers are just onlookers.

He knew that he could persevere. In the last life, he had walked the whole long road and saw the end of it. He will not be afraid and will not give up.

So, "I'm fine," Renly repeated again, as if to strengthen his persuasion. It's just that I don't know if I'm convincing Seth or convincing myself.

Turning his head, Renly saw the stunned silence of the entire crew, he raised his hand and touched his head, glanced at the mirror out of the corner of his eyes, and said with a chuckle, "I feel pretty good about myself, why, do you guys feel bad? ?"

"No! Of course not!" One after another, the voices hurriedly sounded, but because they were too urgent and too unified, they didn't feel real, and it sounded like a polite perfunctory, which made Ren Li chuckle. Everyone realized the meaning of this laughter, and couldn't help but look away, and their voices gradually decreased.

Renly didn't care, and his eyes fell on Jonathan, "How did the presentation work just now? Please tell me, you have good news, and I don't want to do it again." The playful voice made Jonathan's mouth slightly twitch. , but seeing Renly's fragile and tired face, his eyes were like pebbles soaked in spring water, warm and firm, and his nose was inexplicably sour.

As a director, also as a member of the crew. In the past two weeks, they have witnessed what Renly has gone through for this role. His physical and mental conditions are almost deteriorating. Now that he has shaved his hair, he has revealed his complete facial features. There is no cover. The incessant haggard slowly infiltrated out, as if he had truly walked a circle from hell.

Jonathan wiped away the snot left in embarrassment and laughed exaggeratedly, "Why did the sand get into my eyes all of a sudden." Then he lowered his head and rubbed his eyes before raising his head again, "Very good, this scene was good just now. . Perfect, to be exact! I can't think of any better way to do it. How about you, do you want to come over and watch the replay?"

"Of course." Renly didn't refuse, he simply nodded in affirmation, and then walked to the monitor, only to see Nathan's worried expression, his eyes were full of tears, and he didn't dare to fall. Renly pursed his lips and smiled at Nathan, and without saying anything, he turned to look at the display, waiting for the playback.

Not only Renly, but all the staff in the entire scene gathered silently.

People always say that the film industry is so magical, but for practitioners, after the secrets of the filmmaking process are revealed, that magic seems to disappear, everything is fake, there is no magic at all. But today, in Renly, they once again saw the magic of the movie, the powerful acting power that drags everyone into a magical world and truly feels the emotions of the parties involved. Bitter, but wonderful.

The playback began, and six shots from different angles were displayed on the monitor, which truly recorded all the details of the entire scene just now. The jokes, rants, humor, and bright spots between Adam and Kyle really make people laugh and bring out the comedy style of the whole movie, especially the gags played by the two people on the spot. There were bursts of laughter after bursts of laughter—now it was finally time to laugh out loud.

Especially when Jonathan was teased, everyone clapped and laughed. Such a laughing fruit is precisely the charm of film shooting, the collision of sparks of wisdom!

However, this scene is obviously not only that.

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