1178 No Way to Know

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The apartment, which is the shooting base, started to get busy. All the work this morning was over. The next step was to transfer the studio and continue to focus on the follow-up shooting. The staff began to pack up the equipment. In the trivial sound of collision, the dull and depressing sound more and more obvious.

But the two actors did not move.

Renly and Kerry were still sitting in the same place, keeping the movements of Levine and Jane. Everyone around was moving and engaged in their busy work, but their time seemed to stand still, and the same world was It was divided into two parts, one ran wild and the other stopped.

Carey watched Renly intently, replaying the performance in his mind.

In fact, more than half of the scenes deviate from the script, and the emotional turbulence and changes of Le Verne and Jane are all the result of on-the-spot performance. According to the setting, Jane has never really loved Le Vern, and Le Vern's mind has never been discovered, but in the real performance process, between the eye contact, the heartbeat at that moment becomes real, everything It all became a matter of course.

Carey truly believed that Jane was in love with Le Verne, not ever.

She envied Le Verne's talent, as well as wanton and pride, even jealousy, as if the gust of wind that could never be elusive and could not stay, free and unrestrained, the fatal attraction was enough to make people's heart skip a beat, but After all, Le Verne couldn't give her the life she wanted, so she chose Jim, even though she still loved Le Verne deeply.

So, when the beloved Levine was washed away, and the vicissitudes became dark little by little, Jane's mood was mixed and indescribable. She compromised, is it his turn now?

Such full and complex emotions, during the performance, Kerry did not need to sculpt and interpret at all, and it came out naturally, as if the whole person was immersed in that kind of emotion. At that moment, Jane became real and fresh. To come alive, is no longer just a character in the story of Le Verne-Davis, but a real existence with his own life, his own personality and his own story.

It was a peculiar acting experience, and one that Carrey had never experienced.

She recalled what Marcus had said about Renly, about the Pioneer Village singing video, about the entire "Don Quixote" album, and the performance of the first day the crew met, and she couldn't help but wonder. Breed out.

"Can I ask you a question?" Kerry asked suddenly.

Renly raised his eyes, bit by bit detached from the atmosphere of the movie, "Does Marcus know?"

A rhetorical question without warning or clue, Kerry didn't keep up with the rhythm for a while, blinked, and his eyes fell on Renly for a while, and then he reacted——

Renly is still Levine, and he has not completely gotten rid of it; and their current posture has always maintained the relationship between Levine and Jane. In a trance, the triangular relationship in the movie seems to be projected into reality. Jim never knew it. Levine and Jane's affair, then what Renly asked Marcus at this time...

Kerry was both angry and funny, "This gentleman, you are not my type."

Renly didn't answer, just shrugged, noncommittal, as if to say: That's not necessarily true.

That confident look made Kerry chuckle softly, "Do you always approach girls like this? I thought you would use a more elegant and advanced method."

"Even for a noble, it's the same under the skin." Renly's answer caused Kerry to snap her fingers, and she nodded earnestly, "I like this answer."

Then Renly returned to the original topic, "What's the problem?"

This time, Kerry kept up with the jumping speed of Renly's thinking, but after a little gags, the atmosphere at the beginning was gone. Kerry also realized that the question was a little naive, and showed a shy smile, but still spoke. Asked, "I just want to ask, have you thought about giving up?"

give up.

Just like Mickey and LeVine, they finally chose to give up after going around. But no one can tell whether they gave up their careers, their dreams, their lives, or... they gave up on themselves; or, when they chose to give up on themselves, their lives stopped. pace.

Some people are alive, but they are dead; some people are dead, but still alive. Some people live immortally.

In Renly's body, Carey completely ignored age and experience. She just saw an actor, an actor who interprets performance and art with his life. She couldn't even tell whether it was expressive acting or method acting. The only thing left in her mind was shock, an indescribable but inescapable shock.

So Kerry was curious.

How did such an actor survive in Hollywood? And as the heir to a hereditary noble family, how did he come out with the weight of life?

All the confusion has become the simplest question.

The seemingly incomparably difficult question, but Renly didn't hesitate or pause, and gave the answer neatly, "Of course."

The answer was too succinct and taken for granted, so that Kerry didn't react for a while, so she couldn't help but stunned, and asked in a conditioned reflex, "Are you serious?"

Renly chuckled, "Absolutely." He nodded slightly,

Thoughts still stay on Le Verne's point of view, not detached, but the part about self-doubt and self-anxiety has always remained true, "Persistence is never easy, everyone is more or less confused, and their persistence is correct. Is it right? Was your choice wise?"

"More importantly, are you right?" This simple sentence contained countless profound meanings. For actors, especially those who calm down and study their acting skills slowly, almost everyone has asked themselves: Am I really talented? Are those so-called talents blind self-confidence that they take for granted?

On the stage in London's West End, Renly was still questioning himself. From the mediocrity of the previous life, but also from the paranoia of this life, the words of George and Elizabeth always made Renly think deeply.

"A person can still choose to persevere without talent, but he must understand what he is doing, otherwise, all perseverance will be meaningless, so giving up is a kind of relief." Renly concluded, "Just Like Strickland from 'The Moon and Sixpence.' So yeah, I've considered giving up, and more than once."

"But, why didn't you really give up?" Kerry couldn't help but ask again.

"If I say, because I'm not reconciled, would you believe it?" Renly laughed lightly, the fatigue and vicissitudes between his brows were slowly dissipating, the temperament belonging to LeVern was disappearing, and the light belonging to Renly was emerging. , that kind of chic and freedom in the bones endows a face with two qualities.

Perhaps, this is the biggest difference between Le Verne and Renly.

Kerry nodded earnestly, "I believe it."

Renly shrugged lightly, "Sometimes, holding on for too long seems to have become a habit, and giving up becomes more difficult. There are many reasons, maybe because of unwillingness, maybe because of paranoia, maybe because of fear, Maybe... just because I want to keep going. But no matter what, there is no right answer, no way to know.”

Kerry did not speak any further, fell silent, and fell into his own thoughts.

Kerry and Renly, Renly and Kerry, they could see themselves in each other.

Kerry has dreamed of becoming an actor since she was a child, but her father, a hotel management consultant, and her mother, a teacher, are not supportive, insisting that Kerry must finish college and seek a more certain future, which hinders her dream.

In 2004, at the age of nineteen, Carrey was recommended by the wife of the famous actor and screenwriter Julian-Fellows (Julian-Fellows) to audition for "Pride and Prejudice". She came out on top, performed with Keira Knightley and learned a lot.

Due to her non-professional background, on the road of acting, Carey must keep working hard, keep learning, and return to the West End of London, starting from scratch, polishing herself bit by bit, but in the dead of night, she can't help but doubt. Do you have the talent to be an actor?

Until 2008, she won the "growth education" performance opportunity through audition, which opened the door to her acting career. In the next few years, her career ushered in a period of rapid development, and she was like a duck to water and many opportunities in Hollywood.

Everything seems to be developing according to the established track, her dream has become reality, everything she once dreamed of has now been realized, logically speaking, she should be content, she should be confident, she should be calm—

But last year, because of "The Great Gatsby", Carey once again fell into self-doubt. In less than four years after entering the world of Vanity Fair, she seemed to lose herself again, began to doubt her original intention, and began to Doubting one's own abilities, like...like LeVine Davis.

So, on the first day the crew met, Carrey saw herself in Renly—or in LeVine, and her mood got a little out of control.

After the filming of today's scene, Kerry seemed to have tasted something, but it seemed too complicated to sort out. She needed to calm down and think about it.

Seriously looking at Renly in front of him, he is younger than herself, has more experience in acting, and is more talented in acting than himself, but he has never lost himself. It got interesting, and the smile on the corner of her mouth rose. She raised a question again, "So, what's the plan next? This work is about to be finished."

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