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"I admit that sometimes I may not think about things from your perspective, and only care about my own feelings."
...
She said it seriously.
It was not easy to say these words. The draft I had written before was completely forgotten at this time. I just said it according to my own thoughts.
Ji Yang lowered his eyes, his expression was a little complicated, and he paused for a while and opened his thin lips lightly, "This kind of thing is not just your problem. Maybe I can't accept it myself. At the beginning of the relationship... um... so it doesn't matter."
"I don't mean to blame you."
The more generous he said, the more Yi Yan could feel the crisis.
If Ji Yang quarreled with her, quarreled with her, argued with her, and reasoned with her, it meant that he cared about this relationship, or perhaps, in his heart, he still hoped that the two of them could have a possibility.
But what he meant now was as if he was telling her: Forget it, it's all over, I forgive you.
This sentence made people more desperate than hating her and hating her.
"I have something else to do..."
"Since we have turned the page, I think we can start over. Communication and discussion are very important. I will pay attention to this aspect." Yi Yan interrupted him hastily, "I have seen the villa. It is all good. We can move there."
She is not a stubborn person, and she does not fail to understand the importance of communication.
Everything can be discussed.
If it is wrong, it is wrong. She will admit it, and she will not use tough methods on him again, which will push him further away.
After saying that, Ji Yang was silent.
Yi Yan truly realized what it meant to be tortured. As time passed by, she dared not breathe.
"Yan Yan." Ji Yang raised his eyes and called her. His voice was still low and mellow, very pleasant to hear, but Yi Yan was flustered and grabbed his hand with her other hand.
The bottom of her eyes seemed to say: Don't be so cruel, don't...
After not seeing each other for so long, she didn't know if Ji Yang had forgotten her or erased her from his memory.
He lowered his head and looked at her hand still wearing the bracelet he gave her, and his eyes flashed.
For a long while.
Ji Yang still raised his hand, covered her hand, and pulled his hand out.
Yi Yan's heart was empty at once.
Her eyes were misty, and her nose was so sore and swollen.
She was about to cry.
"I don't want to start over again." He spoke gently and slowly, trying to explain, "It's not that you are not good enough, you are very good, but this is too tiring, I don't want to try again."
Yi Yan's breathing began to quicken, she took a breath, but didn't dare to speak out, afraid that she would choke up if she spoke out.
He didn't want to.
"I know you are very busy, and I am also very busy. During this period of time, we have lived better than two people together, and you will find someone more suitable for you." Ji Yang nodded and said, "I'll leave first."
The most heartless rejection is just like this.
It's neither salty nor bland, as if all the past will no longer exist.
Completely become the past tense.
Yi Yan was still a little bit pretentious, just proposed to resume the relationship, but at this moment, she couldn't help but hug him.
The first time to take the initiative.
Ji Yang was startled, his body was stiff, and his hands were hanging down at a loss.
She didn't say anything, but her arms around him tightened and her posture lowered a little more than usual. "I admit I was wrong. Can't you give me a chance?"
"Can't you?"
Ji Yang was in a heavy mood and spoke after a while, "Yan Yan, you can't say that about this matter."
"I understand that it is a huge concession for you, and I also know that you have made a great sacrifice, but that is not a gift. It is not that you have made a great sacrifice, and I have to compromise for this sacrifice."
"That is just a decision that seems difficult to make in your opinion. You apologized, I accept it, and I also apologize for my shortcomings. I hope you can forgive me. But if two people are together again, I don't want to experience that feeling again."
"In fact, I think that two people are together, which is giving and tolerance. I like you, so I am willing to give, tolerate, and want to take good care of you, but maybe I overestimate myself. I still can't stick to it and don't want to get back together."
"I'm sorry."
...
He left.
The words he said were still ringing in Yi Yan's ears. She watched his figure slowly disappear and slowly squatted on the ground.
He lowered his head, and tears rolled down his eyes.
She didn't say she liked him, but her heart told her whether she liked him or not.
Maybe she was too ruthless to him in the past, which made him so "hard-hearted". He must have accumulated enough disappointment in her and didn't want to start again.
She felt that she was very cruel.
She had always been high and mighty. No matter how much he gave, she didn't treat him as a lover. Ji Yang was right.
Even now, she felt that her so-called sacrifice was a great charity. She didn't think he would refuse this time.
Her heart was almost broken.
Yi Yan didn't go back. She dragged herself into the car and leaned on the steering wheel. Her mind was full of the past of the two.
She looked like she was exhausted, and her face was pale and ugly.
"Buzz buzz buzz."
The phone vibrated.
Yi Yan took another breath, stretched out her weak hand, picked up the phone and answered, "What's the matter?"
"Mr. Yi, the photos of you and Ji Yang were exposed on the Internet. Do you want to deal with it?" Secretary Cheng's heart trembled when he said it.
Oh my God.
She felt that she had seen it wrong.
"Let me see." Yi Yan hung up the phone and quickly opened Weibo.
Hot search number 5: "Ji Yang and Yi Yan suspected of getting back together"
The paparazzi was also quick enough to take a photo of the two of them in the parking lot, and it was a GIF.
In the first photo, the two of them are just back views, and she reaches out to grab Ji Yang's hand, obviously she is chasing Ji Yang.
The second photo is a dynamic photo, she rushes over and hugs Ji Yang, and perhaps because they are far away, Ji Yang's expression is not clear.
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The popularity is still rising, and netizens are shocked.