Chapter 888: Walking Out of Sadness

Actually, I understand Jiang Ruoxue's approach.

If one day she really finds me lying dead on the street or losing my memory... that will probably be the most unacceptable thing for her.

I'm afraid she will be sad about this for as long as she can remember.

This triggers her own protective mechanism, so the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain for her, and letting go is the best option.

Yes...I understand her...

Analyzing from the perspective of "human nature"...I understand...it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages...

Although I can analyze the situation in front of me with the knowledge I have learned, my heart is in knots.

I was confused for a long time, but I couldn't cry.

I don't know if I'm too sad or not that sad at all.

Anyway, I couldn't shed any tears...I just felt like a part of my soul had been taken away.

This feeling of emptiness and powerlessness prevented me from crying or laughing, and I just lived numbly.

Even when I was isolated in the real world, I had never felt this way.

In those days, the Aries game was just as I expected. It quickly attracted a large number of "participants" and became the most active game in the area. On the seventh day, someone won sixty-six pieces." "Tao" lottery jackpot.

Exchange one "Tao" for sixty-six "Tao". Looking at the entire "Land of the End", there will no longer be such a game.

"Bliss Bank" is passed down to ten, and passed on from ten to a hundred. Its unique gameplay and extremely attractive "bank" mechanism have attracted a large number of strong players with a lot of "Tao" to come here.

Whenever I go to Aries in the morning, I will see many people hired by Aries with two "Taos" and take the initiative to issue "lottery tickets" for him.

If you go to him on the tenth day, you will see a large number of "participants" holding pens and papers, analyzing the situation this time against the round of "overall comments" on the screen.

They point out the situation on the screen like experienced veterans. They can even analyze the characters of the "zodiac" and their recent mood. Every line reveals how shrewd they are, how unique their vision is, and their analysis of the entire market. How thorough.

But really smart people don't play this game at all.

As the driving force behind the scenes, Aries barely showed up. Every time he came to see him, he was reading a book in the bank's office.

I have never seen such a "zodiac sign". After he was promoted to the "earth level", he became more leisurely than the "human level".

He sits here every day collecting a huge amount of "Tao", as well as a few human lives that disappear at every turn. This attitude makes me feel confused.

Although I still talk to him every day and we discuss various things, I am becoming more and more absent-minded.

Only then did I finally realize...the sadness in my heart was too overwhelming.

Jiang Ruoxue's departure made me very sad, but I was unwilling to show my wounds from the beginning.

So I didn’t say anything to anyone.

In order not to let others notice, I didn’t even dare to show my crying or laughing.

But I would tremble when I walked, hoarse when I spoke, and be silent when I was in a daze.

I'm really sad.

The only thing thinking in my mind at this moment is how to "get out of sadness".

It's funny... I happen to know an organization that can help people overcome grief.

Although that organization seems very strange and the host of that organization is also very different, I really want to join that "mutual aid group".

Now I also understand the mentality of those people who "hurt themselves to seek medical treatment".

But when I came to the entrance of Di She's venue, I no longer wanted to go in.

Because I saw the rope hanging by the snake at the door at a glance.

Jiang Ruoxue's voice suddenly sounded in my memory: "If you feel sad, you can die!"

Yes... maybe death will make it better.

I followed the example of a snake and slowly put the rope around my neck. Then I relaxed my feet and let my whole body be pulled by the rope.

The huge pressure instantly took my breath away, and I felt like my entire head was being filled with blood.

My eyeballs and tongue protruded outward uncontrollably, and within a few seconds my vision went completely black.

All my five senses were slipping away from me...I didn't even know if I was dead.

Just when I was about to lose consciousness, I suddenly felt a pair of cold hands lifting me up. Then those hands untied the rope and lifted me to the ground and laid me flat.

"Damn that stinky girl...what are you doing?!"

A familiar voice rang in my ears, making it difficult for me to tell whether I was dreaming or not.

"Why are you hanging in front of my door?! How unlucky!" The man said again, "I have to receive guests today!"

After about a minute, I regained my vision and gradually saw the person in front of me clearly.

It was a cold and frightened snake face.

Yes, only when I opened my eyes and saw the monster did I know that I was not dreaming.

"Earth snake...?"

"Aren't you that stinky girl who failed to join the mutual aid club three times? "White Snake asked, "Why does it scare me every time it appears? "

I don’t know why, but after White Snake put me down, the sadness in my heart finally reached its peak.

I lay on the ground, covering my face with my elbows, and then I couldn't stop crying.

"Ouch..." Earth Snake was startled by my actions, "Sister, you... you have something to say... what's wrong with you?"

I also wanted to say something, but the sadness kept spreading, so I couldn't say a word.

The White Snake was at a loss in front of me.

He reached out and patted me, trying to comfort my emotions, but I don't know why, the more he patted me, the sadder I became.

I remember that I am not such a person...

If someone tried to comfort me, even if it was to reassure the other person, I would immediately pretend that nothing was wrong.

But today I seemed very hypocritical, the White Snake kept comforting me, and I kept crying.

"Oh... It's bad... How could I forget about this..." The White Snake seemed to have thought of something, and simply stopped comforting me, "Stinky girl, I'll step back a little, you cry for a while."

After he moved away from me, I really calmed down quickly.

Maybe crying for a while really helps, I haven't cried like this for a long time.

I stood up from the ground in a somewhat embarrassed manner, patted my stained white skirt, and when I looked up, the White Snake was looking at me with worry not far away.

I quickly wiped my tears and forced a smile: "Excuse me..."

"Are you feeling better, little girl?" asked the Earth Snake, "What a big deal! How can someone commit suicide in a place where you can die at any time?"

"I..." I shook my head and sighed deeply, "I... broke up with my best friend..."

"Broken up?" The White Snake raised his eyebrowless forehead, "Broken up in the "Land of the End", how strange."

Yes... I'm afraid the White Snake wouldn't understand.

In this "Land of the End" where no one can be fully trusted, I have a precious friend who I can't even see in the real world.

Unfortunately, he is gone now.