Chapter 469: Depressive Version of "Under the Sea"

For depression, general encouragement is of little use, and seemingly encouraging encouragement hits their hearts like frost.

Some people say that depression is the loss of one of the three souls and seven souls, while others say that the final result of depression is death.

The external manifestation of depression is due to continued decline in mental strength, resulting in the loss of the ability to secrete dopamine.

They are depressed, slow in thinking, and depressed. They have the urge to die all the time.

And when this happens to them, they know nothing about depression or don't pay attention to it, which promotes the worsening of depression.

Xu Nuo looked at the girl with a calm face and felt a headache coming on. Now it was difficult to deal with it.

If you are someone else who can't think about it, songs like "Daoxiang" and "Invisible Wings" are good medicine for healing.

The girl looked at Xu Nuo and suddenly smiled: "You can't help me, right?"

As if asking for a promise or asking herself, she took another step outside the railing and was about to jump down.

Xu Nuo said: "I know about depression and I understand it, maybe more than you think."

Sure enough, the girl stopped and shook her head: "No, you don't understand."

"I understand." Xu Nuo interrupted her unceremoniously.

For patients with depression, you cannot follow her thoughts, otherwise she will lead you into a ditch.

The girl still wanted to speak, Xu Nuo waved her hand, and said in a lecturing tone: "Your ability to resist frustration is too poor. Look at who is next door. Look at when we were young, you just lived too smoothly. I threw you here." In society for a few years, you definitely don’t have so many problems.”

The onlookers were in an uproar.

"Fuck, is this even allowed to be said?"

"Everyone is suffering from depression, aren't you adding fuel to the fire?"

"This is going to kill people!"

The girl's expression changed and she smiled sadly.

Xu Nuo quickly waved his hand: "Don't get me wrong, I am imitating what others have said to you. Now you should know that I understand depression, right?"

The girl was stunned for a moment, with a flash of pain in her eyes: "Yeah."

The audience breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

It's so scary.

Xu Nuo continued: "They will definitely say that you are so old and you are not a child, so you can't worry less. Don't you know it's not easy for us to raise you so big?"

The audience was stunned and thought, Damn it, isn't this what their parents often say?

Normal people would feel uncomfortable hearing this, but wouldn’t depressed people feel uncomfortable hearing it?

"You can be happy as long as you want. There's nothing to be depressed about. I think you're just free!"

"I used to have a much worse life than you. You are so happy now, so what's the point of being miserable?"

With every word Xu Nuo said, the girl's expression became more painful.

Same world, same mother, this series of life-threatening questions made the onlookers depressed.

"Nima, I want to jump down too."

"Let's form a group and jump into the river together."

"I don't even want to live anymore."

Xu Nuo did not deliberately stimulate the girl. He did this for two purposes. The first was to make her believe that she understood depression, and the second was to cause her mood swings.

Before, she looked so disheartened that nothing she said would work.

"Look, I actually understand all the depression you're talking about." Xu Nuo continued.

The girl looked sad, "I believe you understand, but what's the use of being the only one who understands? There are so few people with the ability to empathize like you, and few people can empathize with you like you."

The girl shook her head, "I can't ever meet someone like you."

Xu Nuo understood the key point immediately: "What you want to say should be that your parents and relatives can't understand it, right?"

"Well, they can't understand it, and it's useless for you to understand it."

"What if I could make everyone feel what it feels like to be a depressed person?" Xu Nuo said unhurriedly, with a very calm tone.

His tone was completely different from the one he used to stimulate the girl just now.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and a glimmer of hope gradually appeared in her eyes.

"You want to write a song?"

"Yes, I think since you are my fan, you should believe in my strength." Xu Nuo said confidently.

After hesitating for a moment, the girl shook her head: "I don't want to delay any more time. If I delay any longer, my parents will be here."

"No need to delay! I can sing now!" Xu Nuo said firmly.

"Now?"

Xu Nuo looked around and said loudly: "Do you have any musical instruments? A guitar or something else is fine. Lend it to me!"

The onlookers immediately became excited, "Does anyone have a musical instrument?"

"Did anyone bring the guitar?"

"I have a harmonica here..." Someone weakly raised his hand.

"What's the use of a harmonica? It's all about causing trouble."

"I have it, I have it, I have a guitar here."

A young man squeezed into the crowd, dressed fashionably and holding a guitar in his hand.

"Thank you!" Xunuo nodded solemnly and took it.

"The guitar is not very good, so you make do with it." The young man was still a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, that's enough."

Xu Nuo looked at the girl and said, "This song is a song I wrote based on your psychology. I believe that everyone who listens to this song can more or less understand your inner feelings."

"What's the name of this song?"

""seabed"."

The girl suddenly smiled, "You can really guess what I am thinking. Yes, the bottom of the sea is the best destination."

"Under the Sea" is an original work by Yizhi Durian. It is a song written for people with depression. It tells the story of a girl who lives in a depressing atmosphere every day. In the pain of not being understood, she finally slowly walks to the bottom of the sea.

Xu Nuo looked at her and plucked the guitar.

Lost, low, and full of endless negativity.

Everyone seemed to see an endless sea, not a blue sea, but a dark and deep color.

Like an abyss.

When you stare into the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you.

The people listening to the song around shuddered together and subconsciously wanted to stay away from the river.

The originally calm river surface seemed to have turned into a monster that would eat people.

Xu Nuo looked at the girl and sang:

"The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds..."

The lonely and powerless voice was full of depression and a feeling of despair.

The voice seemed to come from the bottom of the sea, distant and chilling.

Everyone around held their breath, and the girl's expression gradually became less calm.

"Hiding from the crowd,

Spreading like the scales of the sea,

The waves wet the white skirt,

Trying to push you back."

This is not the singing style Xu Nuo likes. This tune is very flat and depressing.

"The waves wash the bloodstains,

Wanting to warm you,

Listen to the depths of the sea,

Whose wailing is guiding,

The soul is immersed in silence."

The tone fluctuates slightly, the voice is lifeless, deep and quiet.

The audience all feel uncomfortable listening to it, especially when the evening breeze blows, there is a chilly feeling.

It's too desperate, this is a kind of despair for the world, for life.

Is depression really like this?

Some people don't believe it.

But the girl's slowly flowing tears tell them that this song is the inner world of depression.

"So depressed patients are so painful inside?"

"This is too desperate."

"I want to jump down."

There is no hoarseness, no shouting, but it is such a half-dead song, full of despair of life.

"You like the salty smell of the sea breeze,

Stepping on the wet gravel,

You said that people's ashes should be scattered in the sea."

Death was so easy to say, even the ashes were arranged.

"You asked me where I would go after I died,

whether there was anyone who loved me,

whether the world would no longer exist..."

The girl listened intently, but did not notice that someone was quietly approaching her in the corner.

It was Lin Wanqing, Xu Nuo tacitly raised his voice to attract the girl's attention.

"Always like to smile at the cold and indifferent people,

People on the shore have nothing to do with their faces,

There is no nostalgia for the world,

Everything is scattered into smoke."

This song touched the girl's heart. Although her slow thinking made her unable to understand the meaning of the song in a short time, as the song continued.

Her tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably, a little bit, slowly falling down.

Under the tears, her vision became a little blurred.

She only saw Xu Nuo singing with a guitar in the crowd, and there were shadows, as if there were lights illuminating her.

Lin Wanqing seized the opportunity, rushed over and hugged her.

The girl did not resist.

Others rushed forward and worked together to carry the girl back to the railing.

The police standing outside also breathed a sigh of relief. They had arrived earlier, but in order to prevent the girl from being impulsive, they had been hiding in the crowd waiting for an opportunity.

The girl returned to the ground, squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

"Finally rescued."

"Great."

"It was scary."

Xu Nuo breathed a sigh of relief, walked to her side and squatted to comfort her.

"Okay, okay, it's okay, you see everyone can understand you."

The girl squatted on the ground and cried breathlessly, but she didn't want to go with the police.

The police couldn't take her away by force, and a group of people were waiting for her parents to come back.

"You haven't finished singing the song "Under the Sea" yet." The girl suddenly said.

Xu Nuo was stunned for a moment, "Then I'll continue singing."

"The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds,

hiding from the crowd,

slipped into the seabed."

The girl thought the song was very nice, even better than other songs.

No matter how inspiring, warm and healing other songs are, they can't make her heart fluctuate.

But "Under the Sea" is different. This song easily resonates with her.

Not being understood is her biggest source of pain. With this song, it should be better, right?

She thought so, and the song continued.

"Too late, too late,

You used to cry with a smile,

Too late, too late,

Your trembling arms,

Too late, too late,

No one will salvage you,

Too late, too late,

You obviously hate suffocation."

The song full of despair, like a panacea, went directly into her heart, and the long-suppressed emotions finally vented.

The girl's parents finally arrived, and Xu Nuo didn't let them go up directly, but cooperated with the police to pull them aside and educate them on the severity of depression.

Sometimes ignorance is the last straw that breaks the camel's back.