Chapter 573: Live up to My Heart and Live up to You
Even if she is doomed to fail, even if she can never touch the sun at the end of the horizon, she will grow in the sun and tell him that she longs for him.
So she took a deep breath and said frankly: "Chen Nianzhi, you are like the sun in the sky, so dazzling and brilliant that people dare not look directly at or touch you."
"The thing I fear most in my life is that one day you will still be in good spirits, but I will become an old woman, hiding in the corner and watching you ascend to heaven silently."
"So I dare not touch you, or even express my longing in front of you."
"But today I want to tell you that even if the tree cannot touch the sun, it still longs for the sun."
"Whether you like me or not, I love you, just like the tree grows in the sun, and I tell you clearly in the sun that I like you."
Jiang Linglong was silent, with sympathy, resentment and helplessness in her heart, and extremely complex emotions mixed in her heart.
She softened her heart, but she couldn't say anything, just looked at Chen Nianzhi, waiting for his answer.
Chen Nianzhi frowned. He was a normal man. Although his mind was not very sophisticated, he had a lot of ideas. He could understand the beauty's intentions.
But his feelings were not cheap. He had his own sense of propriety and his will was not easily shaken by others.
He was not a person who liked someone easily. When he liked someone, he would give sincere feelings.
More importantly, he could not accept the fact that one day he would see his beloved turn into a beautiful woman withered bones. He did not want to experience the feeling of the person around him sitting in the ground.
Over the years, the departure of the people around him, such as the seventh uncle, the old uncle Chen Changyan, and Chen Qinghe, had made him feel heartbroken, so he did not want to experience this feeling again.
Over the years, he had spared no effort to support Chen Changxuan, Chen Qinghao and others because he did not want to see his old friends grow old.
If one day, all the people who were close to him and even loved him died, then even if he became a high-ranking immortal, what was the meaning of being a lonely immortal in the nine heavens?
Eternal life is lonely, but an absolutely lonely eternal life may just be a curse.
So he has been unwilling to have children all along, because he is afraid that he cannot help his children become immortals.
Unless one day he is sure to help his children ascend to immortality, he is unwilling to have children, because watching his beloved children eventually turn into dry bones, or even burying them with his own hands, this is such a painful thing.
He kept a distance from Yaya and Xianyan and others. Even if their admiration had made him feel a little turbulent, he always suppressed his thoughts.
People have different closeness, and the pain brought to him by the death of his beloved and the death of his clansmen is completely different.
For him who is determined to become an immortal, it is better to break the idea from the beginning rather than watching his beloved grow old in his arms.
But at this moment, Chen Nianzhi was silent in his heart, and the choice was in a dilemma.
Yaya's words touched his heartstrings. That feeling was like a tree that sprouted in the soil, and even in the face of wind and sun, it would grow towards the sun.
On one side is the friendship that makes his mind float, and on the other side is the invisible end of the immortal road. Looking at her aging days, how should he choose?
"How can I have both in this world, not betraying my heart and not betraying you?"
Chen Nianzhi whispered in his heart, and finally his eyes became firm: "Forget it, if I ascend to heaven one day, then even if I bear unprecedented karma, I will take you to ascend with me."
With Yaya's background, it is almost impossible to ascend to heaven in the Ziyin Realm in the human world. Maybe if he can become stronger after going to the immortal world, there is still room for him to turn around.
Jiang Linglong knows Chen Nianzhi best. Seeing his expression, her heart trembled slightly.
She felt soft-hearted and angry, but it was not easy to vent anything. She just felt that she should not have followed him at the beginning, so it was better to turn a blind eye.
She turned around and looked at the Six Desires Red Dust Banner in her hand. She couldn't help but get angrier and angrier: "Desire Demon Spirit Treasure, it's all your fault!"
In a rage, Jiang Linglong forced her true power to destroy this special spiritual treasure.
The Desire Demon Spirit Treasure was a spiritual treasure after all, and it was difficult for her to destroy it. However, Jiang Linglong, who had a sharp personality, couldn't bear it after she got angry. With a clang, she urged the Tianxu Immortal Sword to cut it.
This Desire Demon Spirit Treasure is a special spiritual treasure. Although its effect is extremely powerful, its material is the most fragile among spiritual treasures. Facing the Tianxu Immortal Sword, it was immediately cut into two pieces.
"Buzz——"
But after the Six Desires Red Dust Banner was destroyed, a pink Six Desires Red Dust Qi instantly spread out, completely covering the three people.
Chen Nianzhi: "..."
Jiang Linglong: "..."
Ya Ya: "..."
After the magic treasure was destroyed, the accumulated Six Desires Red Dust Qi was released, which was more than a hundred times stronger than the colorless and tasteless Six Desires Red Dust Qi.
The three of them were silent, but they only felt an endless heat coming from within, and all the desires in their bodies were ignited.
Suddenly, Chen Nianzhi found that the two women's creamy skin instantly turned pink, their enchanting figures seemed to be dripping with water, and their eyes were full of ambiguity.
"Ah, this..."
Jiang Linglong's mind was blank at first, and then she thought of what she had done, and her face was flushed with shame.
Under the shame and anger, she simply used the fire to cover up the embarrassment and rushed forward first: "You are my mother's!"
Chen Nianzhi was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that Jiang Linglong had kissed him. Then he felt a chill in his lower body, and then he realized that Yaya's beautiful face was raised and she was looking at him with charming eyes.
"hiss……"
"That's it!
Although Chen Nianzhidao was determined, he still felt that the past three months had been as happy as a fairy, which made him sink into it.
"嘤——"
At this moment, Jiang Linglong woke up.
She leaned into Chen Nianzhi's arms, then woke up from her daze, and then fell into silence.
Thinking of what she had done during this period, her face turned red with embarrassment, but thinking that it was herself who caused it, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
Seeing Chen Nianzhi's half-smiling expression, she simply pushed Chen Nianzhi down, then lowered her head.
Chen Nianzhi took a breath, and now it was his turn to be a little surprised: "Stop being so ridiculous, she should wake up."
"What are you afraid of? Just let her watch."