Chapter 551: Picked up the Sesame and Lost the Treasure
Lan Beichen can't help but think about the time he spent with Feng Sujin.
At that time, he didn't feel anything, but now he just thinks that it was the most cherished and happiest time for him.
Although watching the video of Jun Mohan's proposal to Feng Sujin, his emotions were a bit complicated, but it could only arouse apology and guilt in his heart.
At that time, he never proposed to Feng Sujin.
Even when the two got married later, he delayed for a long time, let alone getting the certificate.
Many things to be prepared at the wedding, he arranged for people to do.
Although Lan Beichen has pain and remorse, he clearly understands in his heart that he can't compare to Jun Mohan.
What Jun Mohan did for Feng Sujin, he couldn't compare with every one of them.
For a person like Jun Mohan, to fall in love with someone is really doting to the core.
Feng Sujin should be happy to be in love with him.
Lan Beichen watched the video several times, and he told him to give up after watching it, but after watching it over and over again, he still couldn't give up on Feng Sujin.
He sat for a while, then made a list on the paper, "Prepare these things carefully."
He knew that Jun Mohan and Feng Sujin would definitely have a wedding, even if he didn't have the courage to go, he still had to prepare gifts.
A certain subordinate looked at the items on the list and was shocked. With so many valuable items, he didn't know why Lan Shao wanted to prepare them.
But as a subordinate, he only has the duty to obey.
For Lan Beichen, no matter how precious things are given to Feng Sujin, he doesn't feel anything.
If he sent Feng Sujin something on weekdays, she would definitely not accept it.
But on her wedding day, he sent it, and she would receive it.
Lan Beichen's heart aches at the thought of Feng Sujin getting married to someone else and being the most beautiful bride at the wedding.
The pain was accompanied by regret.
At the beginning, she almost married him, really almost.
They were all going to have a ceremony at the wedding. It was he who killed himself, who left her behind.
Every time I think of that day, Lan Beichen can't face it, can't face himself, can't face the past.
He didn't even understand why he was so cruel and stupid in the first place.
Maybe it's just because of Liu Shiya, the atmosphere created by Liu Shiya, whether he leaves or comes back, hangs his heart, makes him think he is in love, and gives him a stubborn feeling of being cherished.
It was that feeling of delusion that made him ignore the people who were always by his side.
In the past, Jun Mohan said that his EQ was low, but now he realizes that he was really, really stupid, and lost treasures in order to pick up sesame seeds.
Emotionally, he also had to admire Jun Mohan, he was a very strong man, he knew what he wanted.
From the beginning, he cherished Feng Sujin.
It's not that there has been no temptation around Jun Mohan, or that there have been no other women, but he has always been Feng Sujin in his heart.
In comparison, his Lan Beichen was far worse.
Thinking about it, Lan Beichen covered his heart and couldn't help coughing a few times, feeling that the stuffy breathing in his heart was a little uncomfortable.
He knew that he couldn't think about it any more, it would be even more uncomfortable to think about it any longer.
Lan Beichen watched the video again, as if whispering to the people in the video: "Feng Sujin, I hope you will always be happy."
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