Chapter 5708. Gongsun Lin (8)

Chapter 5708

"My face was just one time when Gongsun Lei came to the basement and asked me to refine some kind of elixir. I refused. He looked at my face, his eyes turned red with jealousy, and my face was directly disfigured!"

"It's just that Gongsun Lei will understand that I have never cared about appearance to me. What I care about is that when Yue Xi saw that Gongsun Lei ruined my appearance, I expected Yue Xi to come over and do it for me. Medicine, or saying a word of concern to me, or even a hint of distress in your eyes, I would be willing to..."

"But no. When Yue Xi came to the basement and saw my face, she didn't react at all. What she was most concerned about was whether Gongsun Lei was injured. Gongsun Lei hypocritically told Yue Xi that it was me who made the move first, so she wouldn't stop. He was careful to ruin my face, but Yue Xi said it didn’t matter. Anyway, my charming face would be ruined if it was ruined..."

"Haha... If it is destroyed, it will be destroyed. At that time, Yue Xi was still my biological mother in my heart. At that moment, I gave up completely and no longer had any extravagant hopes!"

"Even the head of the family, my father, who is very doting on me because of my master's relationship, turned a blind eye after I disappeared, as if my existence or non-existence didn't matter at all!"

"Only my master discovered that I was missing after he came out of seclusion. He searched for me like crazy, but he couldn't find me at all!"

"Ever since I was disfigured, I have completely lost the desire to live. As long as I can forget everything while refining elixirs, I will not feel the pain, so I keep refining elixirs, thinking that I will die in the end. It would be nice to be burned to ashes in front of the alchemy furnace..."

"However, I didn't expect that when I was despairing, I would have the will to live again, because I lose all my spiritual power for two days every month. It was Yue Xi who gave it to my mother when she was pregnant. The poison they gave me was all transferred to my body after I was born, so Yue Xi knows very well about my body!"

"Every time when I was weak due to poison, Yue Xi would always tell me that I had an old illness in my childhood and that it would be fine if I had a good rest. Moreover, for two days every month, besides being unable to move, my whole body was extremely weak and my spiritual energy was completely lost. There really is no other impact!”

"So, every time I was poisoned, Yue Xi also knew that I couldn't make elixirs. That time, because my heart was already dead, I worked sleeplessly to refine the elixir for nearly a month, until I could no longer move after the poison. , lying in the basement and passed out!"

"When I woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day. I slept for a day and a half. You don't know how disappointed I was when I woke up. I really hoped I couldn't sleep..."

"After I woke up, I found that there was an old woman next to me. She was mute and couldn't speak. She just looked at me in a daze with red eyes. I felt strange in my heart, but I had no interest in paying attention to it!"

"Later, I learned from Gongsun Lei that this mute woman was sent to help me sort out the medicinal materials. In fact, she just wanted to imprison him here to prevent the Gongsun family from discovering it!"

"I didn't say anything. After all, at that time, I was not interested in anyone or anything. The only thing that could interest me was who could kill me. Letting me die quickly was my only extravagant wish. …”

"But even death has become a luxury for me, so I still have the mood to pay attention to others,"

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