Chapter 115 What About the One Who 19 Agreed Not to Use the Knife?
Chapter 115 19. What about the one who agreed not to use the knife?
Time continues to beat, back to yesterday.
Furukawa Hirose went to the accident scene according to the recorded time.
Around 11pm.
Sure enough, a plot triggered after arriving here.
On the TV, the screen switched, and a middle-aged man with gray hair was standing waiting for the traffic light, but his face was slightly red, and he seemed to have drank a little too much.
This is the hero's father, Masaharu Yamashita.
[The vehicle approached, and my father’s profile reappeared in my sight. 】
[I haven’t seen my father in 7 years. 】
[At this moment, it was like being hit hard by fate, and my whole soul trembled. 】
[Although my father may not be a qualified father, and I rarely get much warmth from him since I was a child, but after losing him, it was a really difficult time. 】
[It wasn’t until I saw him again, and saw him standing in front of me alive, that I realized——
No matter what, I still miss him]
boom!
The car roared past, and at the critical moment, the hero flew towards his father.
However, he was hit hard by the car and flew backwards.
The father's face was pale when illuminated by the car lights. He was stunned for a moment and finally came to his senses. He was mostly awake from the wine and ran over to hug the male protagonist into his arms.
While pressing the bleeding area with his hand, he shouted loudly, "Ambulance! Call an ambulance!"
[Great, really great. 】
The actor smiled happily and reached out to touch his father's gray temples.
Seeing this scene, Furukawa Haoze's eyes were slightly wet.
He wiped his cheeks with his hands, feeling extremely uncomfortable.
Furukawa Haoze missed his father.
To be honest, if there was such a chance in the world to go back to the past and start over, he would be willing to trade himself for his father's life like the male protagonist.
At this moment, when the male protagonist is dying, the memories of the past flash by like a revolving lantern.
When he was a child, his father took him to play golf, hold him in his arms for grass skiing, and play football...
These scenes flashed one by one.
white light.
[No matter how injured I am, as time jumps to the next day, I will still look like I have recovered.
No, to be precise, I became the person I was yesterday.
If I had a cold yesterday, I would still have a cold now.
Time is like a pulling thread, pulling me forward continuously. 】
The next day, the characters in the scene also changed.
When Furukawa Hirosawa controlled the male protagonist to return home, Yamashita Masaharu had also come back to life.
To be precise, this was the day before the car accident.
So of course the father is still alive.
only--
When the father saw Yamashita giving birth, his eyes were filled with fear and coldness, and perhaps a trace of regret in them.
Just after returning home, the two of them had a quarrel over some trivial matter.
["Please drink less alcohol in the future." When I saw his look, I couldn't help but think of the car accident that happened tomorrow.
But more, dead memories come back to life.
I just remembered——
What was his father like before the car accident? 】
The male protagonist Yamashita's father is an alcoholic and has a bad temper. He often quarrels with the male protagonist over trivial matters, and the two even got into a fight at one point.
However, the male protagonist is usually beaten unilaterally. After getting angry, the father will be extremely upset and regretful, but insists on not apologizing and will just walk on the street alone.
Seeing his father like this, Furukawa Haoze became very angry.
If it weren't for the game, he would really want to beat him up.
do you know?
Your son saved your life.
only--
Those things just happened in the future, and it is impossible for the current father to have such memories.
[When did my father, the father I missed, the father who was loving, turn into an alcoholic and bad-tempered person? 】
[Probably when my mother passed away? 】
Yamashita looked at the photos on the table and said.
In the photo, there is a photo of Yamashita and his parents when he was a child. The family looks extremely happy.
From the clues sorted out, Furukawa Hirose learned that——
Yamashita had a very warm family when he was a child. His father worked hard outside and loved his mother and him very much. He often bought him toys and took him to the amusement park.
However, one day, my mother got cancer and became ill.
All the family's savings were spent on her treatment, but it still didn't last long.
Less than half a year later, my mother passed away.
Since the death of his mother, his father has become a different person. He drinks alcohol all day long and becomes extremely depressed. Apart from paying the tuition for the hero, he doesn't care much about other things.
Only when the male protagonist is rebellious and gets into trouble at school will his father call him in and give him a severe beating.
Under such circumstances, the relationship between father and son became extremely cold.
…
Time skips and the male protagonist slowly becomes younger.
Going back to the past day by day like this is like going backwards in the long river of time, and the male protagonist fell into incomparable melancholy.
【What is the meaning? 】
【I suddenly became confused. 】
[If this world and everything I have experienced will jump back to the past because of time, then what is the meaning of what I do every day?
After all, our current actions affect the future, not the past.
But my future lies in yesterday.
As a result, my life has lost the greatest meaning of living.
Because every yesterday is the reality I have experienced. 】
…
After playing this point, Furukawa Hirose was in a terrible mood, just like the male protagonist in the game.
P Club's game design is really something that people both love and hate.
You are not just watching the whole story as a bystander, but actually participating in it. Time keeps going back, but the experience is very repetitive, which makes people a little anxious.
Under such circumstances, corresponding to the male protagonist, Furukawa Hirosawa can deeply understand such a desperate mood.
If your future is fixed every day, you already know the answer.
Nothing you do will make any difference tomorrow, so you will go crazy, right?
Furukawa Haoze thought that going backwards in time was quite good at first, as he could spend a lot of time and steal other people's secrets to do some things, but now, he doesn't think so at all.
If this continues, people will be tortured to the point of going crazy, right?
…
In this extremely desperate and uncomfortable state of mind, the whole world changed.
The hero meets the heroine.
Yamashita met Tanigawa Aizuki.
At first, he didn't notice anything strange, but after several encounters, Furukawa Hirose discovered that——
This girl named Tanigawa Aizuki can actually retain [Memory of Tomorrow]
To be precise, if I experienced something with Tanigawa Aizuki today, this event did not originally belong to the real timeline, but was a memory that only existed for retrograde people. It should be erased after the time jump. right.
But Tanichuan Aiyue still remembers it.
When the two people realized this, they began to run in the direction of each other regardless of their own safety.
The sunset dyed the sea and beach red.
Two black shadows ran wildly on it, then fell down, then got up and ran towards each other.
As the BGM played behind him, Furukawa Haoze felt excited in his heart.
In the midst of stumbling, the male and female protagonists finally came together.
The two people stood on the beach, looking at each other as if they were seeing themselves.
He pursed his lips and smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.
"Huh? You actually..." The hero tried to control himself, but his chest was rising and falling.
"You actually..." The heroine held the hem of her skirt tightly with her right hand and looked at the other party tenderly.
"I thought I was the only one in the world..."
"Me too……"
"Great, it turns out that I am not alone in this world."
"Me too……"
Then, the two stepped on the beach and hugged each other.
At this moment, the hero cried like a child.
Furukawa Haoze had tears in his eyes and was deeply moved by this scene.
If we say that the encounter between the male and female protagonists in pokeni's "Mermaid Heart" is like the encounter between two isolated islands of mankind.
So at this moment, when the male protagonist Yamashita Ui and Furukawa Aizuki met, it was like half of heaven, meeting the other half, and the whole life became complete.
Cry with joy.
Furukawa Haoze murmured.
This was the first time he experienced such complicated emotions.
…
"We have agreed that we will meet here every day from now on."
"Okay." The heroine smiled happily with tears in her eyes.
At this moment, Furukawa Haoze in front of the screen also laughed.
Damn it, P Club is too sensational, right?
This feeling is truly amazing.
If there hadn't been so much foreshadowing before, allowing you to deeply feel the loneliness and despair in the reverse flow of time, then the encounter in this scene would definitely be greatly reduced emotionally.
If, like other galgames, the hero and heroine interact and fall in love from the beginning, there won't be the shock of the moment.
It is precisely because the game has designed a boring period that allows you to deeply feel despair. At this time, you can light up the night sky with a match and look up.
The small burning fire, although weak, warms the heart.
In the vast universe, because of you, I am not alone.
Furukawa Haoze couldn't help but feel wet inside.
…
The plot that unfolds next is really sweet and funny.
The male protagonist went back to the day when he confessed to his current cuckold girlfriend for the first time.
He already knew the future direction and chose not to confess.
Instead, it was because the [girlfriend] couldn't help but asked the male protagonist to meet after school and took the initiative to confess her love.
"Hmph, I already have Tanigawa Aizuki, will I still want you, bitch!"
Furukawa Hirose pressed the button hard and chose [Reject]
I don’t know why, but when the male protagonist severely rejected this cuckold, Furukawa Hirose felt an indescribable sense of joy in his heart.
After [returning] single again, the male and female protagonists naturally came together.
Although they are going backwards in the long river of time, they have someone to talk to and look forward to every day, and the two of them share the joys, sorrows and joys of every day.
Then gradually close the distance between each other.
"I remember there will be a particularly beautiful fireworks display tomorrow."
"Well, let's go see it together." The actor said with a smile.
…
The blooming fireworks are blooming in the sky, so beautiful.
The colorful colors dyed the entire sky colorful, and the light slowly fell from the sky like a waterfall, illuminating the faces of the hero and heroine extremely beautifully.
"Love Moon." The hero called.
"Huh?" the heroine turned around.
"I like you!" the actor summoned up the courage to shout.
The heroine nodded and responded with a smile, "Yeah. Me too."
In such a romantic atmosphere, the male and female protagonists kissed each other.
…
ah……
So sweet.
Furukawa Haoze couldn't help but sigh.
Sure enough, falling in love makes people happy.
But I raised my head and looked out the window. In the silence, I could still catch a glimpse of young lovers walking down the street holding hands.
Furukawa Haoze frowned, completely unable to imagine what it would be like to fall in love with a girl.
Ah, it’s better to fall in love in a game.
However, seeing this, Furukawa Haoze only felt that his nose was a little sore.
Damn it, I have to be abused by other couples in real life. How come I should be the male protagonist in the game, but now I feel that I am being abused by the game couple?
Furukawa Haoze shook his head and abandoned this heretical idea.
…
The game continues.
To put it simply, after the male protagonist successfully confessed his love, the two of them lived a life without shame.
My little life was so sweet that I felt like I was soaked in a vat of honey.
But time is still passing quickly.
Go in the designated direction.
From high school to junior high school, their bodies gradually became smaller and smaller.
Not much of an adult can be seen anymore.
This year, the male protagonist is 10 years old.
The heroine is 6 years old.
It was still at the beach, the place they agreed to meet.
The two people sat on the ground, looking at the sea in the distance. Tanichuan Aizuki held Yamashita's hand, her fingertips trembling slightly.
["Sheng, I'm so scared. If time continues like this, will I die?"]
When the heroine asked this question, Furukawa Haoze's heart skipped a beat for no reason.
He suddenly realized the seriousness of the problem.
I asked how could pokeni be so kind, and he was waiting for me here after a long time.
If time continues to flow backwards, the ages of the male and female protagonists will definitely become younger and younger, but——
What would happen if we went all the way back to the day we were born?
Furukawa Haoze didn't dare to think about it.
In that case, it's both rebirth and death, right?
Because when you jump to the day before you were born, you already existed only in your mother's belly.
In another 10 months, it may not exist.
What is the difference between non-existence and disappearance, and death?
At this moment, Furukawa Hirosawa suddenly understood what the sentence "Only rebirth, no death" meant by pokeni's script planner Gen Urobuchi.
Damn it, didn’t you agree not to use the knife?
【"Will not."
Although I said verbally that I would not do it, this is just my strong wish.
I really want to comfort Aiyue, and at the same time, I want to comfort myself more.
I'm scared.
More scared than Aiyue.
It’s not my death that I’m afraid of.
Instead, lose her. 】
…
【I am really scared, extremely scared】
[Aiyue is only 6 years old this year. If time keeps going back, then she will only have 6 years left. 】
"I figured it out." the heroine shouted.
In the morning sun, the beach is dyed with a bright red color, which is cruel to say. The rising sun should be the most energetic time, but in the eyes of Furukawa Hirose, it is almost like a death knell.
"If this is really the case, for me, who has only a limited time, being able to enjoy every day with you is the greatest happiness." Tanichuan Aizuki smiled.
Smiling at the same time and crying at the same time.
The hero walked over and hugged the heroine in his arms.
At this moment, both of them burst into tears.
…
ah……
What should I do? I don’t dare to play anymore.
Furukawa Haoze held the controller and didn't dare to play anymore.
This is the first time I have encountered a game like this, which clearly tells you that the following plot will be very sadistic.
Then the choice is put into your hands.
How cruel and heartless this is, you bastard!
Gu Yuan Chunqiu and Xu Yuanxuan are simply two devils.
So impersonal!
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!
Furukawa Haoze stared at the TV for a while, thinking——
If time stays here and doesn't continue, then it can be considered a good ending, right?
…
Furukawa Haoze wanted to crawl back to sleep, but he couldn't let go.
So I crawled back and wanted to take a closer look at the final outcome.
Time keeps passing.
It rained heavily that day.
The male protagonist woke up and found himself lying on a hospital bed.
The male protagonist this year is only 9 years old.
He rubbed his eyes, surrounded by white walls.
When the entire field of vision became clear from blur, a woman lying on the hospital bed appeared in the picture.
The woman's lips turned white, and she smiled as she watched the male protagonist wake up.
She reached out her hand and rubbed the back of the hero's head.
…
[The long-lost gentle touch rubs the back of my head.
I haven't experienced that feeling in a long, long time.
But - when these rough and thin hands were placed on the back of my head, tears could not stop flowing down.
"Ah...this is...this is..."
The hero raised his head, looked at the woman with tearful eyes, and held her hands in his palms.
The light poured in, making the woman's appearance divine and smooth.
because.
This is mother's hand.
My mother passed away from cancer when I was 9 years old.
I have long forgotten what my mother smells like.
But at this moment, everything came to mind.
Mom, I miss you so much.
"Mother……"
He just screamed once, his throat so choked that he couldn't speak. 】
…
At this time, Furukawa Hirose was also in tears.
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