Chapter 475 The Real "Nono"

The night is undoubtedly beautiful tonight, the moonlight is like water, evenly spread on the sea below.

The sea breeze outside is whistling, strictly speaking, it is very noisy, but in the pavilion on the cliff, the sound of the wind seems to have stopped.

The truth of her mother's death is the biggest secret in Chen Motong's heart. Most of her childhood memories are vague, but every detail of her first spiritual vision is repeatedly engraved in her heart like self-torture.

Every night before going to bed, she would recall it once, recalling every detail she saw at that time, recalling how her mother's hand became weak, recalling how her mother's body became cold, recalling the moment when she killed her mother with her own hands... until she was sure that she had not forgotten anything.

Masashi Toyama, a teacher of "Introduction to Brain Science" at Kassel College, once said that human memory is actually very unreliable, like a broken hard drive that is easily demagnetized. Things in the past are like sand paintings drawn on the sand. As time goes by, the sand will be blown away by the wind, and the memory will be blurred, and finally it will turn into a vast expanse, which can no longer be distinguished.

Masashi Toyama said that this is actually a self-protection function of human beings. Imagine that you can remember every detail of the past and never forget it. Then the most sad, painful and sorrowful scenes in your life will continue to torture you, and you will never be able to get out of the bad state of the past.

... But she doesn't want to forget.

That was the biggest sin she committed in her life, and everything that happened to her afterwards was what she deserved.

"I can't remember many things that happened when I was a child, but this one thing is so vivid that it seems like it happened yesterday."

Picking up the Coke in front of him and taking a sip, Chen Motong spoke calmly.

"After that, I was taken back to the Chen family. Because I was still young, the Chen family arranged a new foster mother for me, but I could see at a glance that she didn't like me at all. In her eyes, I was just a cold-blooded freak who could sit there and accompany the corpse for two days and two nights without crying or making a fuss after her biological mother died in front of her... That's right, who can like me like this? After all, even I don't like myself."

"Well... is there anyone?"

The girl, who was holding the cup in both hands and curled up on the sofa with almost half of her body, blinked.

"I think there are still many people who like you. In Cassel, your fan club is quite large."

"They? Including Caesar, they don't like me, but a lie called the little witch. Lies never get sincerity, they can only get a bigger lie."

Putting down the cup in his hand, Chen Motong smiled self-deprecatingly.

"One day, they suddenly stopped liking me, and then they left one by one. I'm so bad, I will definitely be the only one left in the end."

"Lies?"

The girl looked up and looked at her.

It was obviously a question, but the more it was read from the girl's mouth, the more it sounded like a narrative. In the girl's eyes, she clearly saw her own shadow.

"...After my mother died, I grew up in the Chen family."

After a long silence, Chen Motong turned his head and looked at the ocean in the distance, and spoke calmly.

"It was a suffocating place. People without value could not survive there. So when I was very young, I had already learned to lie. I tried to escape from there, but what greeted me was failure after failure and increasingly terrifying punishment. In front of such a behemoth, even my power to resist seemed so ridiculous."

"Ridiculous? But I think this spirit is more worthy of praise, right?"

Raising her hand, the girl interrupted her words.

"...No, it's really ridiculous."

After a short silence, Chen Motong shook his head.

"Although I have A-level blood, most of the advantages of my blood are used to develop a pretty face and a thin waist and long legs. I don't even have a reliable word spirit. I have no power, no influence, and no one to rely on. The only thing I relied on to escape from the Chen family was the spare tire group I had been hanging out with since kindergarten."

"Uh..."

"After another failed escape, I accepted my fate. That kind of power is not something I can resist. If I continue, I will die but it will be ugly. I am not actually afraid of death. It is a kind of relief for me... But I can't die yet."

Looking at the sea in the distance, Chen Motong spoke softly.

"My mother is a very good person and also a very gentle person. Her biggest wish in this life is that I can live an ordinary life and die in such a ridiculous way. This is not what she wants to see. Since I can't escape from that kind of place, all I can do is try to integrate into it and work hard to show my value. I am a natural actor. Although I don't have much power, I believe I can survive in that kind of place."

"Well... what's next?"

After thinking for a while, the girl asked.

The other party played the role of a listener very well. When she was talking, the girl just listened quietly, without interrupting too much, and only occasionally added a sentence.

"After that? After that was a dark selection. This selection gave me a chance to escape the control of the Chen family, so I participated and became the final winner, and obtained the only qualification."

Turning his head to look at the girl in front of him, Chen Motong had a calm face.

"After obtaining that qualification, I will join Cassel Academy as Caesar's perfect girlfriend, and play the role of a crazy little witch in everyone's heart, a weird "Nono". Caesar thought he had escaped from the family's control , In fact, from the beginning, he was in the midst of everything the family prepared for him, and I was the bride prepared for him by the Gattuso family."

"Is this a lie...but I think Caesar really likes you."

The girl shook her head.

"Even if he really knew all this, I think he would still stand by your side and not choose to leave."

"Really? But Caesar pursues me for two reasons."

Lowering his eyes, Chen Motong looked noncommittal.

"One is because he is rebellious and wants to get a sense of freedom from a crazy witch who rebels against the family and gets rid of the constraints. The other is because he is very confident and likes to conquer the kind of girl who seems to be difficult to conquer, like getting a girl. A novel toy that seems a bit...childish."

When he said the last sentence, Chen Motong's tone was obviously much lighter.

"I have tested and hinted at this to him more than once, wanting to see if he is willing to take me out of the marriage contract dominated by family control. If he can show the slightest inclination, I will tell everything I know. It all came out on a tray...but he didn't."

When he said this, he raised his hand to tuck a strand of hair from his forehead behind his ear, and Chen Motong smiled slightly.

"Although Caesar hates the family, he doesn't hate the family's money, at least he doesn't hate the aura or convenience that the family's money brings."

"——I can understand him. After all, if I were in his position, I wouldn't make such a stupid choice."

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