Chapter 474 The Last "Sin"

Chen Motong had to get up and open the door before someone outside the room broke in.

She finally figured it out. Regardless of whether she was asleep or not, the other party was determined to take her out for a walk. At this moment, she felt Zhang Huaimin's feelings for the first time.

...Although she didn't know why the legendary white emperor was looking for her at night, she didn't seem to have any reason to refuse?

Soon, as the door opened, the girl's figure appeared in front of her. Compared with that in the afternoon, the girl's appearance had not changed much. She was still wearing the long black windbreaker, but at this time, her head was straight. Got a high collar.

The other person seemed to have just returned from the sea, with a slight smell of sea breeze on his body, and his long hair looked a little messy.

"The night is long and I have no intention of sleeping. I thought I was the only one who couldn't sleep, but I didn't expect that you didn't sleep either."

Blinking, the girl stretched out her hand towards her.

"How about it, do you want to go out for a walk together? The night seems pretty good tonight."

"……good."

After a brief silence, Chen Motong nodded.

She originally thought that Zhi was talking about walking outside, just walking around on the rooftop of Genji Heavy Industries for a few times, but at this moment, facing the sea breeze and looking at the calm sea in front of her, she suddenly felt a little numb.

But what she didn't expect was that there was an exquisite artificially built pavilion on the edge of this sea cliff...or should we say a viewing house?

The decoration inside the house is a luxurious and soft sofa, and the lights above are shining, like a lighthouse on the sea in the dark night.

"Okay, let's talk."

While Chen Motong was at a loss, the girl had already sat down on the sofa in the pavilion, and skillfully took out a large Coke bottle from under the stone table, and then poured a cup of Coke each.

"I have always wanted to have a good chat with you, but I have never found any suitable opportunity. Now is a good time to talk. No one in Fengjue will disturb us."

After a brief silence, Chen Motong walked into the pavilion and sat down, then looked up at the other party.

"...What do you want to talk about?"

——There was no expression on her face when she asked this question.

In fact, according to her character, she shouldn't be like this. The little witch in Kassel should always be weird, crazy, and a super familiar image of a royal sister.

But at this moment, facing the girl's gaze, she subconsciously put away the mask.

"Well... how about we talk about ourselves first?"

He didn't seem to be surprised by her attitude. He put his hand on the table to support his chin, and the girl blinked at her.

"I want to know what the real you looks like."

"..."

Listening to the girl's words, Chen Motong fell silent.

……trueself?

In fact, more than one person has said that she is an overly arrogant girl who cares too much about whether others like her and how much she likes herself. Everything revolves around herself. She goes her own way and doesn't care about what others think.

Even Caesar once commented on her, saying that she was actually a very cold person... But in the final analysis, it was because she was scared.

She always hopes that there will be such a person in her life who will appear when she needs him most. He will neither disappear nor betray, and will be like a harbor that can accommodate her and allow her to occasionally fool around and occasionally be in a daze.

In fact, she is not an optimistic person. She has vaguely sensed something in her heart. In the future, something terrible will definitely be waiting for her. That is her inevitable fate.

Until that day comes, she just hopes that she can be braver and that someone can help her.

...Will the other party be someone who can help her?

In other words, will the other party be willing to help her...?

After a long silence, Chen Motong lowered his eyes and calmly talked about his past.

——The memory she least wanted to recall.

She had a pretty good childhood. During that time, she had a mother who absolutely loved her. But good times are always short-lived. When she was still young, her mother became seriously ill and lay dying in bed, all the time. She endured the pain of illness, but she had no money to go to the hospital for treatment, so she could only stay in front of her mother's bed and hold her hand in vain.

And at that moment, she opened up her spiritual vision.

In the picture she saw in her spiritual vision, she witnessed her mother's soul being taken away, and when she woke up from her spiritual vision, her mother had died in front of her.

"...At that time, I saw clearly the face that took away my mother's soul."

Lowering his eyes, Chen Motong spoke softly.

"Although I was still holding her hand, her body was already cold. I saw my mother die in front of me. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't. I couldn't open my mouth. At that time, the only emotion in my heart was the anger towards the demon who took away my mother's soul. Just like that, I stayed in that room for two days and two nights, until the body collector knocked. Door. I thought it would take me a long time to find the devil, but I found her much faster than I thought."

When he said this, Chen Motong smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Do you know where I found the demon who took my mother's soul?"

"... Chen's house?"

"No, it was in the mirror."

Raising his head, Chen Motong looked at the girl in front of him.

"That was the biggest crime I committed in my life. From then on, all crimes are no longer crimes."

"………"

"Yes, I killed the person who loved me the most with my own hands. She was already very weak at that time, and the pain in her body was destroying her all the time. When I was with her, she had already begged me to kill her, but I never did... until that vision."

Lowering his eyes, Chen Motong's tone was terrifyingly flat.

"This is the biggest secret that has been hidden in my heart. I have forced myself to forget it, but I can't forget it no matter what."

"...This is not your fault."

"I want to comfort myself like this, but I can't do it at all. I have been completely trapped in that day. I have been looking for opportunities to tell everyone about the scene I saw when I had my first spiritual vision when I was a child, but I have hidden the biggest truth. I enjoy the comfort of others in this way, because it can make me feel a little better and stop having nightmares at night...It's ridiculous, right?"

Suddenly, Chen Motong smiled softly.

"...Since her death, no one in the world has loved me as unreservedly as she did."

PS: Good morning (づ●─●)づ

Thanks to the leader [Sayaao] for the reward_(:з」∠)_