Chapter 3188 Oh, It's Useless to Act Like a Spoiled Child (90)

Wu Haishan gently stroked her hair and sighed helplessly: "Yani, when your sister didn't look down on me, I swore at that time that I would make you live a good life with my own hands. .

Give you and our children a bright future, give you the best life, and impress your sister, but later I learned that the reality is far more cruel than I imagined. "

"In the past six months, the pressure has been too great, and my temper has become worse and worse, and sometimes I will be in a hurry, but please believe me, I am really unintentional."

"Actually, the more this is the case, the more I hate myself in my heart, hate my incompetence, hate myself for not being able to give you the best life, and make you suffer so much with me."

"You said that I always drink and always come back so late. In fact, it's just because I feel too bad, and I don't want to come back and blame you. I want to leave all my troubles out. Unfortunately, I don't If you don't do it completely, it still hurts you."

Wu Haishan spoke affectionately and movingly, his eyes were red and tears were wet.

When he first came, he was indeed full of hope and enthusiasm. He believed that with his education and ability, he would be able to make a fortune here soon, so when his parents, younger siblings wanted to stay together, he did not object. .

After the matter of marrying Suyani was hindered and her sister objected, his self-esteem was indeed hurt a little, but it did not make him negative, but inspired him to work hard to climb up.

It was the disappointment of finding a job again and again, and then he had no choice but to enter the current factory. After entering the factory, he was excluded and ridiculed. The accumulation of blows and blows made him finally recognize the cruel reality.

He did hate his incompetence time and time again, and he did worry about Su Yani, and he didn't want to show his bad side to her, so he tried to go home as late as possible.

But later, after meeting Zhuzhu, he suddenly didn't want to stick to it anymore. He wanted to take a simpler shortcut. He was too hopeful and eager to succeed.

He wanted to lead a good life with his parents who had worked hard all his life, and wanted his younger siblings to live a good life with him. He also wanted to have a good look at Su Xiaomei, the woman who looked down on him at the beginning. She was blind in the beginning.

Su Yani didn't expect him to cry, she was a little overwhelmed, "Haishan...I...I don't blame you."

Wu Haishan wiped the corners of his eyes and took her into his arms: "But the more you don't blame me and treat me better, the more I feel guilty and feel that I am not a human being, how can I be angry with you when you are pregnant, Are you talking nonsense to hurt you?"

"And... and I also did something that even I can't forgive myself. I... The ring I gave you back then was a fake, and I carefully selected it in the boutique."

"I wanted to be with you so much, I wanted to marry you so much, I wanted to give you a wonderful wedding, I wanted you to marry me happily like other girls, and there are other girls. , I miss you too..."

Wu Haishan suddenly hit his head with his fist, like a trapped beast struggling, his eyes were wet, and he kept blaming himself.

"But I'm useless, I can't do it, I can only ridiculously sneak around the boutiques all over the city to pick out a cheap ring that I think is beautiful and special, but can't hide it."