Chapter 530 Leaving without Saying Goodbye
Although this decision was difficult and irresponsible to friends like Xia Qi, he could only do this at the moment.
No matter Xia Qi and the others scold him for being selfish or scolding him for being a ****, in short, he has decided to leave.
He wants to become stronger, and he wants to become more responsible. He will never forget these friends, and he will never forget them. He hopes that one day he can come back.
It was still them, looking at their familiar faces, and no matter how they scolded him, he would smile and say to everyone, "I'm sorry, I came back late."
Liu Yanmin took out the pen and paper he had prepared from his arms, and then he tremblingly wrote a letter to everyone. Tears uncontrollably fell from the corners of his eyes and fell on the paper, blurring the words on it.
Putting the written letter on the bedside table, Liu Yanmin covered his face and cried. There was no doubt that he really couldn't let go of these friends, but this was the most dignified way he could think of.
He does not want to fend for himself, but wants to live better and work harder.
He was looking forward to the day when he would meet these friends again.
So in order to meet again, he chose to leave now.
After wiping his tears with his hand, Liu Yanmin shakily lit a cigarette for himself. Then he reached out to open the door and walked out of the room quickly.
Liu Yanmin left without saying goodbye without attracting anyone's attention. At around eight o'clock in the evening, when Xia Qi walked out of the room in a daze, she happened to see Zhao Jingshu and Chu Mengqi opening the door.
The two of them were carrying a lot of things, including sheets and quilts, as well as some small things necessary for daily life.
"Are you guys going out again?"
Looking at the two excited faces, Xia Qi asked listlessly.
"Aren't you talking nonsense? If we didn't go out, wouldn't these things still fall from the sky?
You stinky scoundrel just can't speak. If I had known better, I shouldn't have listened to Jingshu buying sheets and bedding for you. You're used to being dirty anyway. "
Chu Mengqi didn't know which muscle was wrong, and Xia Qi didn't think she had said anything, so Chu Mengqi started to argue with him.
"Jingshu bought it for me, not you. If you had bought it, I would have just opened the window and thrown it out."
Xia Qi was too lazy to pay attention to Chu Mengqi. Just as Chu Mengqi was about to have a fit, Zhao Jingshu took over her words:
"Can you two stop quarreling as soon as we meet, Tianqi? I have to talk to you about this. Meng Qi is a girl after all. As a man, can't you let others do it? You have to quarrel."
"The key point is that I didn't say anything. Let me tell you, Jingshu, you must not be brainwashed by her. She is full of bad ideas."
"Why don't I be so mean to others, but I'm so mean to you? Or you're not that good yourself either."
Chu Mengqi proudly raised her chin at Xia Qi. Xia Qi made a resigned expression and said nothing. She bent down to see what the two girls had bought.
"Tomatoes, apples, sheets and quilts, detergent, mops, washing powder..."
The two girls bought back almost all the small items needed in daily life. Fortunately, they were not ordinary people, otherwise they would not be able to carry such a large amount of stuff back with their small bodies.
"This is for you. These two sets are for Minmin and Leng Yue. Send them to them."
Zhao Jingshu handed the two sets of sheets and quilt covers she bought for Liu Yanmin and Leng Yue to Xia Qi. After Xia Qi took them, she muttered:
"That bitch Minmin might have fallen asleep again. I'll go over and take a look."
After Xia Qi finished speaking, he ran to Liu Yanmin's door, and then he knocked hard several times:
"Jingshu is here, come out quickly!"
After calling several times but not hearing any movement inside, Xia Qi tried to push open the bedroom door, and then found that Liu Yanmin was no longer in the room at all.
"out?"
Xia Qi walked into the room suspiciously, and then threw the set of sheets and quilts that Zhao Jingshu bought for Liu Yanmin on the bed. Just as he was about to turn around and go back, he spotted the letter on the bedside table with a glance.
Taking one step to the bedside table, Xia Qi picked up the letter with some confusion. After a while, he trembled and his eyes were completely fixed on the content of the letter.
"To: My most important friends.
By the time you read this letter, I will be gone. Although it is disgusting to leave without saying goodbye, and my behavior is also unjust, what I can only assure you is that I am not leaving because of myself, but for a better future and to meet a better me. decision made.
I know this is difficult for you to understand, but I believe you can understand me and respect my choice.
Leaving you, leaving this verbal team, is an extremely cruel thing for us. I am very reluctant to let go of each of you.
I once thought that the reason for living was purely for revenge and to get rid of more ghosts. Whenever I felt tired or felt that I had killed enough, I would find a remote and uninhabited place and end my life on my own. .
But not long ago, my mind changed.
There is no doubt that it is because of your appearance and because you make me feel the warmth of home again and gain my desire for the future again.
My life has meaning again, I want to live, I want to be with you, forever.
But I can't help it now, because I don't want what happened before to happen again, whether it happens to you or to myself.
I long to become stronger and have the ability to protect you, but now, it is obvious that I am just a weak person, and I am just a small role protected by you.
You can call me hypocritical, you can call me stupid, but this is undeniably my bottom line.
If I continue like this, I will become more and more lazy. In the end, not only will I be unable to protect myself, but I will also harm you.
So I left. I chose to bear the pain and leave you, not to see you forever, but to look forward to seeing you again.
So I will never die, at least until we meet again, and you must also work hard, because this is the commitment of both of us, we must meet again.
On that day, you can hit me, you can scold me, but it must be all of you, definitely.
Bless you and miss you, my friends..."
"Liu Yanmin! You bastard, damn bitch!!!"
After reading this letter and knowing that Liu Yanmin left without saying goodbye, Xia Qi Ze immediately roared. Then he called Liu Yanmin without thinking, but Liu Yanmin's side showed that he could not be reached at the moment.
Then he called Liu Yanmin through the communicator without giving up, but the communicator showed that no one answered.
Obviously, Liu Yanmin was really playing with them, not just talking.