Chapter 857 I Am Afraid

"At the time, grandpa let me marry you to give you happiness. In fact, our relationship has never been a normal husband and wife relationship. Although we are in the same bed now, we have never reached the most intimate step. I know That's your gentleman, you are waiting for me, have you thought about what to do if you can't wait for me all the time?"

Zhan Lichuan looked into Jing Qian's eyes and said solemnly: "I don't have the word divorce in Zhan Lichuan's dictionary. If you can't accept me, it means I'm not doing well enough. When I do well enough , you will definitely open your heart to me.

So it's not your problem, it's mine. I'm not good enough, so you can't fully open up to me yet.

But I will try. We are both first married, you are my wife for the first time and I am your husband for the first time. We are all groping through a long life, no matter how long it is, it is only a passing through this long life. I enjoy this kind of experience very much, because I feel that it is beautiful to have you by my side, no matter what kind of experience it is. "

Zhan Lichuan's voice is very gentle, and the rhythm is not fast, which makes people feel very comfortable just listening to the voice.

And his words made Jing Qian's heart tremble.

No man had ever said such a thing to her before.

Even when she liked Du Yanzheng and thought that she might be with Du Yanzheng in the future, the other party also told her: he likes her, if she can accept him, then they will be forever. He will never accept betrayal. If he is betrayed, he will destroy her, the world, and finally himself.

The rest of the men...

In her eyes, it was all soft rice. Even a mercenary is a soft meal for her.

Not counting.

Zhan Lichuan is not only the best man she has ever met, but he is also different from all men when it comes to his relationship with him.

"Aren't you afraid that I will leave you one day? After all, I'm just a happy one, and I have already succeeded."

"I'm afraid." After Zhan Lichuan told the truth, he hugged Jing Qian a little tighter and rested his head on Jing Qian's hair, like a large dog that was courting and begging not to be abandoned.

"But I believe that people have feelings. Even if you have a dog, if it is good, you will not abandon him at will. What's more, I am a human being. I believe that as long as I do well enough, one day you will Will accept me. Even if you never accept me, as long as you don't abandon me, we will depend on each other like this, hug each other and sleep every day, and talk about what's in my heart, I'm also very satisfied."

Zhan Lichuan was clearly so good, but when he was with him, he always kept his attitude so low.

In fact, she could feel his love for her, but she ignored it every time.

After all, she was just a happy one.

After all, she wanted to never get married in her life.

Can……

After reliving her life, although she still upholds this belief. But lying in such a warm and comfortable embrace every day, enjoying Zhan Lichuan's meticulous love and warm embrace for her, she selfishly refused to give what she should give.

She admits that she is a Yangou, and her appearance is supreme. But she had absolutely no desire in that regard.

But that was a lifetime.