Chapter 405: Incarnate Darkness, Not Afraid of Darkness
But the older generation would think that in order to train the child's willpower, he should feel that his family is very hard, so as to cultivate his self-care ability.
However, Li Yu didn't know it at the time.
He believed it, so he was afraid.
He was afraid that if he rebelled, he would be criticized by the school and be expelled.
He failed his parents' hard work and their wish for him to become a dragon.
He is the eldest son and grandson in the family.
He carries too many expectations.
He didn't dare, he was timid.
It's not that he didn't dare to fight with that person, nor was he afraid of pain, let alone being injured.
It's just that he was afraid of failing his parents' expectations.
This heavy pressure almost crushed him.
If you endure it for a while, you will be calm.
If you take a step back, you will get angrier and angrier.
Every late night, Li Yu would think of the boy's eyes mocking him.
Every time there was a group activity, the boy would take the lead with several other classmates to make trouble for him.
Occasionally, when he left the classroom, he would deliberately bump into him.
How Li Yu longed for a big brother who could help him at that time.
No.
From childhood to adulthood, there was no one.
On that day, Li Yu was hit again.
Looking at the teasing eyes, Li Yu's anger rose, thinking of the teacher, the school's rules and regulations, and the earnest expectations of his parents.
He didn't say anything, lowered his head, and returned to his seat.
He held back his tears and didn't cry.
He didn't listen to the class all afternoon, because he read a lot and had no other hobbies, so at this time, Li Yu's academic performance was quite good.
Some of the questions asked by the teacher, he didn't listen, but he could answer them.
In the evening, Li Yu ran more than ten laps in the playground.
At night, Li Yu lay in bed and didn't fall asleep.
He couldn't control himself, so he cried in the toilet.
He cried for a long time.
He kept brainstorming in his head, thinking about how to get revenge.
Countless times, he thought about suicide (zi sha)
Until one day, he saw a sentence:
Give up all expectations, you will get hope.
When you become darkness, you will not be afraid of darkness.
At that moment, Li Yu changed.
Since no one can protect him from the wind and rain,
As long as he does not have to meet his parents' expectations, he can face their disappointment in himself.
Since he can face death, what else is there to fear?
He suddenly felt that the world seemed to have become much simpler.
He must resist and must take revenge.
He kept thinking in his mind, constantly thinking about how to take revenge, which would be most beneficial and satisfying for him.
He kept thinking.
Sometimes, he even thought about killing him with a knife.
However, he was still rational, but it was not impossible.
After all, he had thought about it before.
A few days later.
The male classmate tripped Li Yu when he passed by.
Li Yu fell directly to the ground.
Li Yu was very calm at the time, because he knew that in this environment, many teachers would solve conflicts with one sentence:
Who started first?
Li Yu stood up calmly, he knew he could not beat him.
However, he could do it and was ready to die.
Since, there is nothing to fear.
His mood has calmed down, and his mind has become more clear.
It is no longer just fear and terror.
So, as long as you find a reason, just start fighting.
The students around are all present to prove it.
So Li Yu said: "You are deliberately making trouble for me because you have no money and I don't lend you money. If you have no money, you have no money. Why are you pretending to be B?"
He needs to talk about the matter. After the matter gets out of hand, he is also right.
His tone is somewhat calm, and his eyes are no longer the timid and fearful ones before.
This male classmate seemed to be caught by the tail, and he poked his pain point all of a sudden, which made him hairy.
He rushed over directly, grabbed Li Yu's collar, and said: "You-fuck, &&**"
A bunch of dirty words sprayed out.
Li Yu looked at him arrogantly. His mind was very rational at this time, and he needed to irritate this person.
And this male classmate seemed to want to show his bravery and strength so that others would not dare to mess with him.
So he slapped Li Yu in the face.
Then he pushed Li Yu, and Li Yu fell to the ground.
Li Yu fell to the ground, feeling very calm.
Actually, it didn't hurt that much.
In his mind, he had rehearsed it countless times.
He had thought about the situation countless times.
His eyes were cold.
It was summer.
Everyone was wearing short sleeves.
Li Yu looked around and saw a black Morning Light fountain pen.
Then he saw the male classmate, who was arrogantly not looking at him and joking with the people next to him as if nothing had happened.
Li Yu grabbed the fountain pen and stabbed it towards the boy's abdomen.
The stab broke the tip of the pen directly.
But the pen core had already been inserted into the boy's abdomen.
Li Yu's hand was bleeding because he used too much force.
The male classmate felt a sharp pain and saw that Li Yu dared to resist.
He was furious.
Relying on his early development and being taller at this time, he punched Li Yu in the head.
Li Yu seemed to be crazy and went straight to the fist.
He rushed over, hugged the male classmate with both hands, and bit his ear with his teeth.
The male classmate's fist hit Li Yu's eyeball.
But he was ready to die, and he would bite off a piece of his flesh even if he died.
At this time, Li Yu was extremely vicious.
He wanted to bite him to death!
Ignoring the pain in his eyeball, Li Yu clenched his teeth.
He bit it tightly and refused to let go.
The male student tried to shake him off, but Li Yu still held on tightly.
The male student's ear had begun to bleed.
The people watching around wanted to pull him apart.
But seeing that he was bleeding, they all backed off in fear.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts," the male student wailed desperately.
Li Yu used all his strength to bite the man's ear, and the male student had no strength to resist at all.
In the end, the male student, because it was too painful, burst out with a great desire to survive, and directly pushed Li Yu away.
Li Yu felt that the force was so great, as if he was hanging on his body like a kangaroo.
He didn't let go.
Click!
The cartilage on the ear was directly bitten off.
One-third of the ear was bitten off.
"Ah ... Li Yu's eyeballs were hit by the hammer, and because of hatred.
Anger made his eyes full of red bloodshot.
He looked like a madman.
dui~
Li Yu opened his mouth and spit out a piece of the boy's ear from his mouth.
It fell to the ground.
The people around him stepped back in horror.
There was blood on the edge of Li Yu's mouth.
The blood slowly flowed from the corner of his mouth and dripped onto the white school uniform.
Red eyes, with blood on the corner of his mouth.
The sun shone through the glass and reflected on Li Yu's face.
The sun was cruel, but it had a strange charm.
The classmates around seemed to know Li Yu for the first time.
They didn't expect that Li Yu, who had good grades,
was usually quiet, didn't like to talk, had a gentle personality, was kind and friendly.
He was so cruel.
On the ground, the boy was still wailing.
Li Yu looked calm, they were on the fifth floor.
He could jump down fearlessly, but there was no need.
Not being afraid of death does not mean choosing death!!
The people who hurt you are not dead, why do you want to die! ?
Li Yu just looked at the boy who fell down, staring at him straight in the eyes.
He has been silent and unable to smile for a long time.
This time he smiled very naturally.
Ha!