Chapter 600 I'm Still Alive!

.. , my iron suit

"I met a person today who is very similar to you, but I know that it can't be you, it's just my illusion and fantasy, maybe it's because I want to see you too much, but I still firmly believe that you are still alive, I I'll be waiting for you."

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"It has been four months, and there is still no news from you. I don't know if you are still alive. I prefer to believe that you are hiding in a corner of the world and starting a new life. Perhaps, no news is the best Good news."

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"This time you are much better hidden than you were back then. I can't find you anymore, and I can't watch you silently anymore, but as long as you're still alive, even if I don't know, even if I can't see you again in this life. See."

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From the words in the diary, Chen Mo could clearly feel An Ran's different emotions.

Recalling the warmth and sweetness of the past high school days, silently paying attention to my own peace of mind and satisfaction, learning the shock and grief of the plane crash, calming down and believing in my expectation and determination that I am still alive, and the surprise and loss when I see myself later, I have been In the end, over time, what gradually began to turn into despair and sadness.

After reading these diaries of An Ran, Chen Mo only felt that his heart was heavy, as if it was filled with something, and the last video that Jarvis called up made Chen Mo feel a pain in his heart.

This is the picture taken by the on-board camera inside the "Knight" off-road vehicle.

Through the window that was wet and blurred by raindrops, one could see that outside the car was a hazy world shrouded by a rain curtain.

Sitting quietly in the car, the optimism and strength on his face in the past are gone, replaced by hesitation, helplessness, and confusion.

Chen Mo could feel the deep sadness, loneliness, and desolation in her heart at this time.

This scene was recorded during the first autumn rain before Chen Mo traveled to the world of "Wolverine" last time.

An Ran in the picture is very sad because he accepted Chen Mo's "death".

At this moment, she only felt that she was alone in this strange world. The figure that held up the whole sky in her heart and made her fearless might really become a memory. Can't see it either!

Reminiscing the bit by bit at the beginning,

Two lines of tears could not help falling from his cheeks, and with a hint of coolness, they shattered on the back of his hands.

Looking down at the wet tears on the back of her hands, An Ran, who had not cried for many years, couldn't help but feel sad, she lowered her head and lay on the steering wheel, her slender shoulders under her white shirt trembled, and she cried silently.

Looking at the desolate and helpless figure of An Ran who had lost his support and sustenance in the picture, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel deeply guilty and heartache. He knew that it was all because of himself.

Thinking of the excited and tender eyes she had when she recognized her for the first time that day, and her loss and sadness after learning that she had "recognized the wrong person", Chen Mo couldn't help but regret that he lied to An Ran. He didn't expect his A lie, or his own "death", would have dealt such a blow to Enron.

Through An Ran's diary, Chen Mo knew that after he rescued her from the hooligan, he became a chivalrous hero in her heart, the spiritual support for her to study in this foreign country alone, while her own lies and long-term consequences The absence of news also made her original belief that she was still alive finally collapsed. Chen Mo could understand her pain and helplessness at that time.

Thinking back on what An Ran has done for him over the years, he has been watching him quietly, helping him to guard his secrets, but never expressing it, just hiding in a corner silently and watching him silently. , caring about him, relying on him, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in his heart, saying that he liked it naturally, but it was not just a simple move.

Maybe she should know that she is still alive, even if she doesn't reveal her current identity, at least let her know that she is not dead, but is really living a good life in some corner of the world as she expected!

As for whether it would be dangerous to know that he is still alive, let alone Jarvis, Chen Mo is not worried that the information on the Internet will be leaked. He also believes that An Ran will not easily reveal this secret to the outside world. An Ran has been helping him keep the secret of "the martial arts master" for so many years, and even thought he was dead and didn't reveal it when she confided to Su Wan, which showed that she was trustworthy.

Moreover, even if it is really known to the outside world, it doesn't matter!

At most, they can only know that he may still be alive. As for where he is, there is no way to know what his new identity is, and it will not have any impact on Chen Mo. Now Chen Mo has enough confidence to face any challenges and will never again. I will be as cautious as when I first came to the United States, looking forward to the future.

Thinking of this, Chen Mo directly turned on the computer and logged in to Weibo, which he had not logged in for a long time. Of course, Jarvis monitored the whole process to prevent any traces of login from being discovered.

Clicking on the message, Chen Mo found the top message more than four months ago.

"Are you still alive?"

Chen Mo clicked reply and typed four words on the keyboard.

"I'm alive."

Afterwards, Chen Mo glanced at the gentle and quiet girl on the avatar, and sighed softly, her eyes were very complicated.

Chen Mo turned off the computer after finishing this. Jarvis quickly cleared all traces. Except for a new message received on An Ran's phone, everything was still the same as before.

On the other side, An Ran was still driving back to school. After she mentioned Chen Mo to Su Wan just now, although she tried her best to adjust her mood, she couldn't help but feel a little down. At this moment, her cell phone rang suddenly. Beep for new messages.

"Ding dong!"

Normally, An Ran might wait for the car to check, but at this time, she was feeling a little depressed, so she wanted to use this to divert her attention, and immediately took out her mobile phone from her pocket while driving the car.

When her eyes fell on the screen of the mobile phone, and after seeing the content of the prompt above, her eyes widened suddenly, and she involuntarily stepped on the brakes.

The powerful braking performance made the galloping "Knight" stop quickly, and the huge inertia made An Ran's body rush forward. Fortunately, the seat belt held her, so she did not hit the steering wheel, but the However, the mobile phone came out of the hand under this huge impact and fell to the ground.

An Ran's expression changed involuntarily. She couldn't care about anything else, she hurriedly unfastened her seat belt, and hurriedly leaned down to pick up her phone.

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