A Note Asking for Leave and some Words From the Heart (Important)
First of all, I want to say sorry to all my friends who are following or keeping the book. I broke my promise.
From now on, this book may enter a state of suspension. It is tentatively scheduled to last throughout October, which means that there will be no updates from tomorrow.
The time I wrote this sentence was 8:56 pm on October 8, 2023, and I only typed five words in the draft of the latest chapter, Chapter 263.
I sat in front of the computer at around 7:30, and after an hour and a half, I only typed five words. If it were me two months ago, I would probably die of laughter in front of the keyboard.
Looking at the outline of this book that I wrote with passion in March this year, I found that my mind was blank, and I couldn't type a single word when I put my fingers on the keyboard.
Even though I have already thought about what the protagonist will do next in this chapter, I found that I couldn't turn the picture in my mind into words.
In the past, people often compared the brain to being rusty and unable to turn. At this time, I found that this metaphor was so appropriate and perfectly showed my current state.
The happiest time of my day is not when I finally finish writing and can go to bed at night, but when I take a lunch break at work at noon and lie on a small bed for half an hour.
Only in that half an hour can I really relax and feel that I am resting.
This book is far from the end. It was originally planned to have four chapters, and now the second chapter is not even halfway through.
The struggles within humans, humans and soul beasts, Douluo Star and the God Realm, all kinds of entanglements, struggles or cooperation have not been written yet. The definition of Gu Long and why I want to introduce Gu Long in the book are not shown.
I will give the protagonist an ending, and I hope everyone can believe me on this. It’s just that I need some time to adjust my state and relax my brain so that I can complete the next part.
Since I started writing the book, I have actually seen voices that encourage and praise me, as well as voices that criticize and belittle me. I have actually tried my best to correct everyone’s friendly or unfriendly suggestions.
Just like a book friend said that I had too many "ps" in the previous book, which affected the readers’ perception of the book.
Because I don't use the audiobook function, I didn't consider the feelings of this part of readers. Next, I will try to reflect some settings or thoughts in the main text, and not use "ps" at the end.
Some readers also said that I was writing too much, and I actually tried to adjust this during the National Day. But after writing 2,000 words, I found that it was just a running account when I read it, which was no different from the outline, and it was also awkward to write, so I could only continue to write in the original style.
There are too many encouraging parts, so I won't list them one by one.
The most profound thing for me was the first comment of this book, asking me if the title of the book was the ultimate conductive monster in Yu-Gi-Oh. At that moment, I really jumped out of the bed and ran around the room.
I really thank everyone very much, whether it is the book friends who are still here now, or the book friends who were poisoned by the previous chapters and have left, I really remember each of them in my heart and regard them as my lifelong treasure.
Although I may not update in October, I will continue to polish my outline and type a few words from time to time, but it is probably impossible to write 4,000 words a day.
I just hope that I can adjust back in this half month and meet you again on time on November 1st.
I hope everyone will still be here by then, and I will still be here too.