Chapter 635 I Have No Threat To You
Ji Lingxi knew that once a woman as gracious and beautiful as Shangguan Lingxiu fell in love with her, she must have an unswerving ambition and never change it for life.
At this time, Shangguan Lingxiu can be exposed to the public at this time, regardless of women's fame, and have a drink with Yunyang, which is already extremely difficult for Shangguan Lingxiu. The mind is clearly revealed.
The elders of Shangguan Jiangmen who are still alive today are all old, and the next generation of nephews have not yet grown up; at such a time, Shangguan Lingxiu, who is the pillar of the family, will never abandon the family because of thinking about his life. Regardless of the old and the young.
And as Yun Yang's cultivation became higher and higher, the future at that time would never stop at the corner of the Yutang Empire.
Maybe when, he left, left, disappeared.
And once Yun Yang leaves, then if he wants to meet again, it will be indefinitely. It is possible that we will never see each other again; it is also possible that when we meet again, he will already be an old woman.
Instead of doing nothing, why not see him while you can, see him more, eat more meals, spend more time with him...
If one day in the future...then, these are the memories of my life!
After all, having it once is better than having nothing at all!
When this life is about to pass, when I am dying on the hospital bed, I think back to the past when I was young. At least, in this life, I once loved, and he and I still have time to be alone!
Ji Lingxi dared to be 100% sure that his guess was correct, if not completely correct, at least 80% to 90%.
Because, if Shangguan Lingxiu's current situation were replaced by her own, she would do the same, she would definitely do the same!
It might even be more blatant and bolder than what Shangguan Lingxiu did.
Shangguan Lingxiu lowered her head and remained silent for a long time, finally raised her head, looked at Ji Lingxi at the same level, and said softly: "That's right. Every word that sister Lingxi said is correct, and every word and every sentence is what I think in my heart. "
She paused before saying again: "This is all the things I'm thinking about now, is it stupid?!"
Ji Lingxi stared at her in a daze, not knowing where to start.
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled calmly: "In the Yutang Empire, ordinary girls get married when they reach the age of sixteen, and many of them are already mothers at the age of seventeen or eighteen. And I am twenty-two years old this year. "
"Wait until the oldest of my six nephews can understand some human affairs and can take over part of the family's important responsibilities, at least until he is fourteen or fifteen years old."
"But my oldest nephew is only nine years old this year."
"That is to say..." Shangguan Lingxiu said in a low voice: "At least, at least, I still need to wait another six years before I can gradually try to let go. Even if it is five years... But at that time I was already twenty-seven Years old."
"Actually, even if that time really comes, will I be able to let go completely? My nephew, I have to help him for a while. The only way is to let him truly take on the heavy responsibility of the Shangguan family and become a qualified Shangguan." Only when I become the heir to the door can I truly let go and truly unload the burden from my shoulders."
"That period of support should last at least a year. But at that time, I was at least twenty-eight years old."
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled bitterly, and looked at Ji Lingxi: "Lingxi, do you know that a twenty-eight-year-old unmarried woman...in our Yutang Empire...is actually a mid-mature lady. At that time, even if I never had someone in my heart, if I wanted to find someone to marry, it would be very difficult."
"Those who match my age already have wives and concubines; I don't even like young people aged fifteen or sixteen, because they are too naive after all; in fact, most of those young people don't want me to be so old... If I really want to start a family in the future, I can only find those widowed men in their 30s and 40s... This is almost my only choice."
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled lightly: "But instead of choosing such a fate, it's better to be alone forever. What do you think?"
Ji Lingxi nodded involuntarily.
Indeed, if this is the case, it would be better to be alone for the rest of your life.
"So... I have no threat to you." Shangguan Lingxiu said bitterly, her heart, after saying these words, instantly shattered into pieces, no matter how difficult it was to heal, it was infinitely sour, and paused After a pause, he continued: "I don't deny that I like Yun Yang, but I have no threat to you... There is no threat at all."
Ji Lingxi's pretty face turned red all of a sudden, and then he sighed softly.
She walked over to hold Shangguan Lingxiu's hand, and said seriously: "Sister Lingxiu, you have misunderstood my intention to communicate with you, just listen to me."
She held Shangguan Lingxiu's hand and stared at her blankly.
Ji Lingxi swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva with difficulty, and said: "Actually, you and I both know that since ancient times, although men have had three wives and four concubines throughout the dynasties, women like you and me have never Willingly... let another woman share her man."
When it came to the words "my man", Ji Lingxi's pretty face, which was already flushed, became even more red. After all, she is still a big girl with yellow flowers, so when she suddenly said this sentence, the shyness was naturally like the sea, and it was hard to restrain.
Shangguan Lingxiu nodded blankly, she really didn't know what Ji Lingxi wanted to say.
"For this, I am also unwilling." Ji Lingxi said.
"No matter how good this woman is, no matter how good she is, no matter how good she is, I don't want to."
"Even if the general trend and customs of the current world are like this, I still will not agree."
"My man should only belong to me, and only to me!"
Ji Lingxi said firmly.
Shangguan Lingxiu said in a low voice: "You don't need to say any more, I understand, I really understand."
She whispered in her heart: "If it were me, I would not be willing. We are all women. Is it really necessary to say these words over and over again? Is this considered showing off?"
Ji Lingxi's chest heaved violently, she grabbed Shangguan Lingxiu's hand vigorously, and said, "But... there is an uncontrollable situation..."
Shangguan Lingxiu said blankly: "Out of control, what kind of out of control situation? What do you mean by that?"
There was embarrassment in Ji Lingxi's eyes, but he continued boldly: "I mean...if...if it comes to...Sister Lingxiu...you...can hand over the responsibility...if I...if I... Still can't...then what...I..."
The more Ji Lingxi talked, the more he couldn't continue, and finally closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, and said, "It's really going to... At that time, can we be together forever?"