Chapter 257: The Secret of the Heart!

Shangguan Lingxiu came to Mrs. Yang's tomb, put incense candles as offerings, and opened a jar of wine, but stood quietly for a long time without saying a word. Said: "Sister Juan'er, I miss you so much."

With a faint sigh, he said: "Rest in peace. In front of you, I will not speak ill of Yang Botao; I hope that if you have a spirit, come to your dream, we sisters, and talk again."

She just stood there, she had already said goodbye, but she still didn't leave; she sighed deeply.

"You all retreat, wait for me at the bottom of the hillside over there, and let me be alone here for a while."

The two guards agreed and drifted away.

Seeing the guards go away, Shangguan Lingxiu sighed leisurely again.

From Yun Yang's point of view, Shangguan Lingxiu seemed to have lost all her strength at this moment, and slowly sat down in front of Mrs. Yang's grave.

"Sister Juan'er; it is said that you are much older than me. Calling your sister is really presumptuous, but the seniority of the Shangguan family is like this. If I really call you auntie, auntie, hehe, it would be bad... Let's get together that day When you were young, relying on your status as a big sister, you made fun of me a lot, if I were a generation below you, I'm afraid I'd be spoiled by you."

Shangguan Lingxiu's beautiful face showed a trace of nostalgic tenderness. She sat in front of the grave with her knees hugged. Her face was full of unseen tenderness. She looked unusually delicate and pitiful, and there was an unspeakable loneliness. . In addition, there is still a graceful daughter's family that appears unexpectedly, and the charm is hard to describe, hard to paint, hard to write hard to describe.

Seeing this situation, Yun Yang's heart skipped a beat.

This is the first time Yun Yang has seen the tenderness and delicacy of his daughter's family in this general girl.

"When you were alive, when you chatted with me, I never said what was in my heart... Really, I couldn't say it, let alone... In this whole world, I have no one to confide in. Only at this time, Let me tell you, I hope you don't blame me..."

"Just a few days ago, when we were chatting, you told me that you should find your in-law's family as soon as possible to settle the lifelong affairs... Hey..." Shangguan Lingxiu looked at the long white clouds in the sky, and said sadly: "At that time, I said, I There is such a thought...you have persuaded me for a long time..."

"But Shangguan's generals are now, old and young, and I can still try my best to take care of it. If I really get married... what will the big group of people in the family do?"

"You asked me if I have someone I like... You said that a woman's life is complete only when she is married and has children. I don't know what you said is right. In fact, you are not the only one who said that; grandma, aunt, mother They all told me the same thing..."

Shangguan Lingxiu murmured: "But... the Shangguan family can't do without me now... Although grandma and the others seem to be very strong and tough now, I know...they can't hold on any longer; My heart is already exhausted... I feel a strong will to die in each of them..."

"The public case was brought up again before. Even though the truth came out and the truth came out, it still made their hearts even more depressed. In the past, they only thought that despair was a metaphor. It turns out that people's hearts can really be defeated like this!"

"I am now the only survivor of the general's younger generation, and I definitely can't just see the Shangguan general disappear like this..."

"Even though I'm just a daughter...but I...have the surname Shangguan..."

"I'm twenty-one this year... The little sisters who played together back then are all married and living happily, and sometimes they will come to my house with their children to visit... Those little guys are very cute ……only me……"

"As for the person you like...Which daughter's family doesn't have a person you like...It's a pity, I..."

"Do you still remember Mr. Yun in Tianwai Yunhou's family?" Shangguan Lingxiu's voice became lower and lower: "During this time, he has really helped me a lot...he is not at all the kind of dandy like the rumors outside , he is a very good, very good, very good man..."

"Yunyang... is worth entrusting to any girl for life..."

"Sister Juan'er, you also know my character, straight to the point; if I am not a girl from Shangguan's family, if my father and brother are still around, I would have told him long ago; it doesn't matter if it works or not, it doesn't matter if he likes me or not; I have to tell him straight, if he doesn't like me, I will let go, I will continue to like me myself, but I won't force him to like me... If he likes me too, let's be together..."

"However, my identity does not allow me to do this; he is so excellent in his bones, so glamorous, chivalrous and gentle, with a brave heart and a heart. I believe that there must be many, many girls who like him... and I I can't do anything, I can only watch from afar. Maybe one day, I will watch him get married to another girl and live happily ever after, but I can only watch from afar..."

"My nephews are still young now. When they really grow up and can take on the heavy responsibility of this family, at least it will be seven or eight years later. At that time... I will be almost thirty years old..."

"In our Yutang Empire, there are girls who don't marry at the age of thirty... It seems that there are too few girls in so many years... And at that time, even if I still don't change my mind, how can I expect him to be alone? Gu, man, shouldn't have such extravagant hopes..."

"Sister Juan'er...can you understand? The pain in my heart..."

There were two slight popping sounds, it was Shangguan Lingxiu's tears quietly falling on the ground.

"No matter how strong I appear, I am still a woman..." Shangguan Lingxiu said softly: "You once said that a woman will be stronger only when she has a home in her heart; only then will she know what happiness is... But all of this does not belong to me, it is too far away for me..."

"Now you have a faint scent, but you are finally at ease, and you don't have to worry about anything from now on... No matter how much infamy Yang Shuai will bear, you will never hear it... In fact, the hard life of your life is just this. A few days... and then it's over forever... This kind of life, although not perfect, is enough to be enviable, at least I am enviable!"

"Because I have to continue to hold on, suffer, knowing that there is no head, but I have to grit my teeth and persevere, and carry on; I also have to pretend to be cold and hard in the eyes of outsiders, like a man... Weakness, no one can tell, and no one can rely on..."

"After this day, I will never say these words to anyone again..."

"In this world, I don't know how many people are bustling. Every day, among the crowded crowds in Tangcheng, I always feel that I am so lonely, as if I am the only one in this world. walk alone."

"Lonely, I don't know where the goal is, I don't know where the front is, and I don't know where the end is... Day after day, just so lonely forever..."

"Sister Juan'er...it's so hard."

The voice gradually became low and thin.

Only the slight sound of tears falling on the ground continued to ring.

Yun Yang was behind a tree on one side, hiding his figure, but he couldn't help feeling a sour feeling in his heart.

That's right, there has never been a woman in history who is as lonely and heavy as Shangguan Lingxiu, who is struggling to support herself; the responsibility of the whole family is all on this weak woman...

Can't let go, can't move, can't hold on, but still have to persevere... Staggering and trying to move forward.

There is no space or possibility at all to think about the major events of your life.

Because thinking is just fantasy!

Only when the juniors of this family can really stand upright, Shangguan Lingxiu... can escape!

Yun Yang suddenly let out a long sigh in his heart.

time flies.

Half an hour passed quietly like this.

Shangguan Lingxiu stood up, her tall body stood melancholy for a moment, bowed solemnly to salute, and left. After walking more than a dozen steps, she turned a corner; she took a deep breath, wiped her eyes, suddenly puffed up her chest, repeatedly turned to the noble lady, and strode away!

It's like a general stepping on the battlefield, so sharp, so resolute!

The footsteps are sonorous and full of vigor.

Watching Shangguan Lingxiu's slim figure gradually go away, seeing her still face the world with a cold and arrogant look, resolute and unyielding; Yun Yang watched silently, only feeling sighs in his heart.

This woman is really not easy!

If Yun Yang is an ordinary person, or if his heart is a little bit softer, he might have gone to report his confession, confess his love, or even make a movement of applause. After all, that is human nature!

But Yun Yang kept silent and never came out.

He didn't know what he could say when he came out?

what can be done

In all fairness, Yun Yang really hasn't thought about his lifelong event at all.

In this point alone, Yun Yang is not even as good as Shangguan Lingxiu or Ji Lingxi, the two girls at least know what they want, at most it's because of some ties that they didn't put it into action!

But Yunyang really has no idea!

Yun Yang had no idea about Ji Lingxi who left; Yun Yang still had no idea about Shangguan Lingxiu now; all his mind was on revenge.

Ever since the day when Yun Yang inexplicably returned to his soul, only one strong obsession filled his heart: his brothers were all dead, but he was the only one who survived by chance; A concubine who loves men and women? If I really did that, would it still be humane? Still human?

Even after a hundred years, what face do you have to go underground to meet your brothers?

However, watching Shangguan Lingxiu leave sadly at this moment, Yun Yang unexpectedly felt a heavy feeling in his heart.

Should I catch up and comfort him one or two?

Well, forget it, I am facing the Four Seasons Building, the most terrifying and huge force in the entire Tianxuan Continent, maybe one day I will belch if I am not careful, and I will never be safe, since I don’t have enough ability to give the girl something Guarantee, provoke other girls, give a false hope, what are you doing!

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