Chapter 219 Painful Happiness 【Subscription】
Fangzheng nodded and said, "How long has it been since you took a good look at yourself?"
Huang Gaolan was taken aback, there was a mirror in front of her, looking at herself in the mirror, Huang Gaolan burst into tears! Isn't the self in the mirror the woman who is like a mad dog? Not crying loudly, but crying silently, she suddenly discovered a problem, something she had never thought about carefully. All these years, she always thought that Jiang Song had changed, but the real change didn't seem to be Jiang Song? But herself! After Wei Shuqiao died, she changed. She became suspicious, became fond of nightmares, and didn't like to look in the mirror. She was afraid that she would see the legendary ominous thing in the mirror——Wei Shuqiao!
So whether she puts on makeup or does anything, she doesn't need a mirror. Even if she sees the mirror occasionally, she will try not to look at it, or ignore it. She has kept this habit for twenty years. Today she suddenly saw herself, and she understood... Sitting on the ground, weeping silently, she said for a long time: "I know, it's not that Jiang Song has changed, but I have changed. Over the years , There is a ghost in my heart, and I myself have become inhuman and ghost. Jiang Song, I should have guessed it a long time ago, hehe... He didn't say it, but he should hate me. Master Fangzheng, what do you think , what is the meaning of my life?"
Fangzheng said: "Jiang Song didn't leave you, which means that he has always loved you, at least the you who used to be, the pure, flower-like you with a smile. It's not the you now. If you want to get his love, you just need to change back That's it."
"Change back? This...is too difficult." Huang Gaolan said.
"Look at that stone, how about you push it up the mountain, and the poor monk will help you complete the transformation?" Fangzheng suddenly pointed to a stone under a distant mountain peak, and asked.
Huang Gaolan looked at the big stone that was one person tall, shook her head repeatedly and said, "It's too big, I can't push it on it."
"How do you know you can't do it if you don't try? Or, because of Jiang Song, you don't even want to try?" Fang Zheng asked.
Huang Gaolan was stunned, gritted her teeth, and ran over, trying to push the boulder, but exhausted all her strength, and only made the boulder roll forward a little. But Huang Gaolan didn't despair, instead she showed a look of hope: "I can push it!"
So Huang Gaolan pushed desperately, with only one thought in her mind: for Jiang Song, she must succeed! I don't know where the strength came from, but I pushed the stone to the top of the mountain little by little, and stopped to push against the big stone when it couldn't be pushed. The wind and rain, and the thunder and lightning, finally pushed the stone to the top of the mountain in the tenth year .
Huang Gaolan shouted excitedly: "Master Fangzheng, I did it, you help me! How about you help me complete the transformation?"
However, Fangzheng who stood on the mountain asked back: "Such a big rock has been pushed up. It's just a change. Is it difficult? Think about why you pushed the big rock up, and then tell me the answer."
Huang Gaolan was stunned, thinking about the reasons for her firm belief in the past ten years, there is only one reason, let Jiang Song love her again, because she loves him! So for him, let go of everything and change back to yourself, isn't it really not possible?
This thought is a year, the sun rises and the moon sets, and the flowers bloom and fade.
Just when Huang Gaolan was confused, spring began, the ice and snow melted, and a flower bloomed again.
Suddenly there was a figure in front of him, Fang Zheng, who was white and flawless, smiling like the sun.
Fangzheng gently stroked the flowers and said, "Last year it withered, it was so ugly back then, this year it has bloomed again, as beautiful as before. But this beauty has to survive the cold winter... "
Hearing this, Huang Gaolan's eyes suddenly brightened, she stood up abruptly, kowtowed three times to Fangzheng, and said, "Thank you master, I understand, as long as I can change back, I am willing to absolve my sins! Wash away the sins on my body, I want Brother Song to see the most perfect version of me. We've been together for a lifetime, and I don't want us to leave this world with regrets, for him, for me, and for Wei Shuqiao."
After speaking, Huang Gaolan smiled.
Fangzheng also smiled, looked up at the sky, and said, "It's thundering."
Huang Gaolan followed and raised her head, only to hear a bang, she woke up suddenly, and heard the sound of wooden fish and chanting, everything in front of her eyes disappeared, only the Buddhist hall and the ten-thousand Buddha card in front of her were left.
Huang Gaolan looked at everything in front of her in shock, then looked at Fang Zheng in front of her, and couldn't help asking: "Fang..."
"Amitabha, benefactor, the temple is about to close." Fangzheng stood up and interrupted Huang Gaolan.
Huang Gaolan looked deeply at Fangzheng, Fangzheng smiled back, Huang Gaolan bowed deeply, turned and left. When I was about to go down the mountain, I looked back and saw a young monk in white standing in front of the temple gate, slowly closing the gate of the temple. In the end, it disappeared from Huang Gaolan's sight.
"It's like a dream. When you wake up from the dream, it's time to face reality." After finishing speaking, Huang Gaolan went down the mountain.
On the way, Huang Gaolan met Huang Gaoping, Huang Gaoyu and others who were about to go up the mountain after eating.
"Old sister, why did you come down? Don't block the door?" Huang Gaoping looked at Huang Gaolan with distress. No matter how others saw Huang Gaolan, in his eyes, Huang Gaolan was still his sister. Others didn't feel sorry for her, but he did. It's just that seeing Huang Gaolan getting worse day by day, like a mental illness, with a weird temper that fluctuates from good to bad, he also has some headaches. He wasn't afraid to play around with Huang Gaolan, he was afraid that Huang Gaolan would disappear if something went wrong.
Huang Gaolan smiled sweetly and said, "Brother, thank you so much for these years."
"Uh, sister, you... what's the matter with you?" Huang Gaoping only felt that Huang Gaolan had changed. Although her words became weird, her eyes were clear, without the usual madness and dead gray.
"I think about it, brother, brother, sister-in-law, cousin, in the future I will still be the Alan of twenty years ago, not the current shrew Huang Gaolan. I want to be a new man and get back everything I have." Huang Gaolan laughed .
Huang Gaoping, Huang Gaoyu, Ding Qian, and Tian were also dumbfounded. What's going on? But Huang Gaoping laughed, hugged Huang Gaolan and burst into tears, laughing loudly; "Alan, do you know? I've waited f*cking twenty years for this! For twenty years I've been fooling around behind your ass , Ten miles and eight villages have treated me as an old man, but I don’t regret it. You are fine, I am fine... Let’s be good people together from now on.”
Huang Gaolan also cried...
Huang Gaoyu cried, Ding Qian cried too, and Tian Ye looked bewildered.
The family went down the mountain and returned to the village. Huang Gaolan called Jiang Song. Jiang Song, who was working on the construction site, received the call and ran away without saying a word.
"Jiang Song, what are you doing? Let me tell you, if you dare to be a miner, don't even want this month's salary! I already bought you cigarettes!" The foreman shouted jokingly.
"I don't want it! Haha... I don't want it! I don't want anything!" Jiang Song laughed and ran all the way.
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