Chapter 266 I Am Willing
On the way back in Xie Bing's car, Li Qian already knew: Her so-called rushing over must be a lie!
After 9:30, the traffic conditions on the streets of Shuntianfu were quite good, but even so, it took nearly 40 minutes to get from the back door of Shuntian Film Academy to Xie Bing's home!
At eight o'clock, how could she rush over from home in ten minutes?
Then there is only one answer, probably at that time, she was already on that street.
Perhaps when she was on the phone, she had already seen herself.
So, suddenly, many things that were not clear at first became clear in an instant.
She obviously lives so far away, why does she often go to the snack street outside the back door of Suncheon Film Academy? So familiar with this section of the road, so familiar with where?
Li Qian knew better than anyone else that it was a very common snack street, and there was nothing special about it that was worth driving a 40-minute drive there for a big singer like her, who had precious time.
At this time, many memories slowly surfaced.
With the slow passage of time, those memories were already gradually fading and fading, but at this moment, they all suddenly glowed with a strange brilliance.
Yes, she is such a silly little girl.
It's so stupid that it hurts.
Zhou Mo's song was playing in the car, softly and slowly, in the usual Zhou Mo's tone, Li Qian sat in the passenger seat, staring blankly by himself, neither asked nor said anything.
After more than forty minutes, the car finally entered a residential area.
When she locked the car and walked into the corridor with Li Qian, her expression was obviously joyful but somewhat apprehensive.
Xie Bing now lives in an apartment she rented herself, and did not buy a house like Sima Duoduo and Zhou Pingping. Moreover, the apartment she rented was hidden in a very ordinary community.
The elevator stopped on the twenty-sixth floor, the two went out, Xie Bing opened the door, "Please come in."
She was indeed very happy, although her eyes were still a little swollen from crying.
Li Qian stepped in.
Considering Xie Bing's current wealth, this house is not that big, it has two floors, and each floor can be about seventy to eighty square meters. There are not too many furniture and decorations in the house, but it is clean and tidy and spotless.
Li Qian changed his slippers, walked around in the room, and didn't go upstairs, so he turned around and sat by the piano in the living room, opened the piano cover, swayed casually, played a little tune, and then said with a smile: "The piano should be tuned." No, the sound is not accurate."
Xie Bing stuck out his tongue, "Actually, I don't know how to play, I just bought it to save face."
Li Qian smiled, turned his head to look at the subscript, and said with a smile: "This piano is estimated to be only thirty or forty thousand? You don't need this money now, since you bought it to save face, why don't you buy a more expensive one. It’s not thorough enough to put on a face.”
Xie Bing smiled, "Anyway, most of the people who come to my house don't know how to play the piano."
Li Qian laughed when he heard this.
Xie Bing was stunned for a while, and then hurriedly said: "You... sit down for a while, what do you want to drink?"
Li Qian waved his hand and said with a smile: "I'm full of beer, I can't drink it anymore."
Xie Bing nodded, and then said: "Then sit down for a while, I'll go take a shower."
Li Qian nodded, she turned around and went upstairs.
Li Qian first sat down on the sofa, then stood up again after a while, went to the CD rack in the corner of the living room, fingered it to look at it, then took out a violin CD, took it over, turned on the CD player, and put it in.
After a while, a soothing serenade flowed out.
Li Qian turned around and sat down, holding his head in his hands, lost in thought.
... ... ...
Xie Bing didn't even have a suit of clothes for Li Qian to wear here, so after taking a shower, Li Qian had no choice but to put on a very tight lady's nightgown, and then consciously moved the deck chair on the balcony on the second floor to Xie Bing's bedroom.
"Tonight, you can sleep soundly, and I will sleep on this recliner."
After taking a bath, Xie Bing looked even more charming. Although she was a little shy when she heard this, she still nodded her head emphatically.
For normal men and women, after taking a shower and sharing the same room, it would be hard not to have other thoughts, but for Xie Bing at this moment, it seems that Li Qian can be by his side and watch him fall asleep. It was already a kind of great happiness, she was shy, she really didn't think of anything else.
Because in her heart, she has almost no worries about Li Qian in this regard.
Not to mention that she has expressed her affection on her own initiative, but was rejected by him. Even now, as long as Li Qian is willing, she will not resist in the slightest—in fact, in the relationship between the two, there has always been It was Li Qian who kept his distance.
The air conditioner was on in the room, and the temperature was just right, neither too hot nor too cold.
Xie Bing lay down and pulled the towel over his body.
The ancients said that beauty should be seen under the lamp—although in modern society, the light is already bright enough to reveal every detail, and the hazy feeling that the ancients wanted has long been lost, but this statement is still reasonable.
After the bath, Xie Bing was wearing a light pink short pajamas and pajamas, very homely, but extremely beautiful.
Seeing her lying down, Li Qian did not lie down with her, he put away the lower shelf of the recliner, sat casually, and said with a smile: "There are some things that I have always wanted to tell you... ...You don't need to get up, just lie down!"
Comforting Xie Bing, he smiled, "Why are you so nervous?"
Xie Bing lowered his eyebrows and said after a while: "Even if you have something to say to me, can you wait until tomorrow? I just want... Even this night, you will stay by my side, okay?"
Li Qian smiled, hesitated for a moment, decided to ignore her, and said to himself: "Actually, I have always had a rather chaotic attitude when it comes to emotions. My father is a teacher who teaches Chinese, so , I have been fascinated by it since I was a child, although I don't reject concubines, even...men, you understand, the heroic dream of three wives and four concubines, ha ha... But, in my heart, when dealing with emotional matters, I always feel very uncomfortable. Tangled, because I don't want any girl to be wronged because of me, to be sad, and to live an unhappy life."
Xie Bing was lying on the bed, looking sideways at him, blinking his eyes but not saying a word.
Li Qian continued: "By my side, right now, there are already several relationships that are struggling. No one is right or wrong. Even, I have already started to make mistakes, and I have not been able to hold on to my original inner thoughts. But every time The first time I face you, I can't help but think of a picture."
"For example, when I'm with you, I'll think, if Xiaolu finds out, will she feel sad? Then conversely, when I'm with Xiaolu and you are alone , will you be sad too?"
Xie Bing blinked his eyes, but still didn't speak.
"It's actually okay now. Although I have feelings, I'm not married yet. Sometimes I can't help but think, what if I get married in the future? If I married two people at the same time, I was destined to have one wife and one concubine, so , when I hold this one in my arms, that one is doomed to stay alone! This society defaults to capable men who can have more women. In fact, I don’t object to this, on the contrary, it’s very Welcome, but I'm always questioning, can I have, control and coordinate more relationships at the same time as there are always more women?"
Hearing this, Xie Bing finally couldn't help it anymore, blinked his eyes, and asked suddenly: "When you said you made a mistake, did you mean Zhou Mo?"
Li Qian was stunned.
However, Xie Bing's eyes were extremely serious, staring at him closely.
"Where did you hear that?"
Xie Bing bit his lip slightly, with a half-smile, "Don't worry about it, anyway, um, a friend."
Li Qian smiled wryly and shook his head.
Then, he said, "Yes, it's Zhou Mo."
He tried to make some gestures, but in the end he just gestured randomly, "I...well, I made a mistake. Although in this world, few people would think that I made a mistake, even Xiaolu, my girlfriend , After knowing this, she accepted it, and she even gave me a concubine certificate, but as far as I am concerned, I really feel that I made a mistake. But I made a mistake, and I admit it , and I don’t think that after making a mistake, turning back in time to push that mistake away and cover it up is a good way to deal with it. On the contrary, in my opinion, it will make a bigger mistake that way.”
At this time, Xie Bing suddenly asked again: "Then, am I a mistake?"
Li Qian smiled wryly when he heard the words, sighed, and said, "I have to admit, I am a man, and a normal man, so maybe I am a little bit resistant to prettier girls and some temptations, but in the face of The resistance of a beautiful girl who likes me but I don't dislike it is really pitiful. If I also have a crush on her, then this resistance..." He shrugged and said mockingly: "It's still In that sentence, I am a normal man!"
After a pause, he said, "Now you...well, I can only use the word you, although in my opinion this word is a bit...excessive! Facing you and telling you, I am a little at a loss and a little bit at a loss So, in the past year, I have thought a lot. Just tonight, the two of us are together. I think, instead of making you feel uncomfortable, making you think about it, and making myself feel uncomfortable, I think it’s better to just talk about it. .”
Speaking of this, he raised his head and looked at Xie Bing seriously. When the two eyes met, he said with certainty: "I have to admit that I have a crush on you, especially seeing your lonely and helpless appearance. It’s very distressing, but I haven’t been able to completely clear up and smooth out my thoughts on this aspect for the time being, so if you are willing to wait, then wait for me for a while, okay? Let me smooth it out. And you, I hope you can also think about it clearly, if you insist on being by my side, then you are doomed not to get a complete me."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xie Bing said without hesitation: "I am willing."
After a pause, she added: "Not only am I willing, but I'm also willing to wait, as long as you don't dislike me and don't make me unable to make a phone call."
Li Qian smiled wryly when he heard the words, but nodded solemnly.
"Okay, what you mean, I understand!"
After a pause, he got up, opened the lower shelf of the recliner, turned around and lay down, and said, "Sleep!"
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