Chapter 243 Heart Thief

Many times, people's likes and dislikes cannot be controlled by themselves.

For example, many people like scallion and ginger from birth, and some people don’t like scallion and ginger even though they grow up to the eldest, even if they already understand that scallion and ginger are indispensable in seasoning.

But more often than not, people's likes and dislikes are actually roughly similar.

For example, everyone loves to eat delicious things, everyone loves to watch good-looking things, for example, there are many suitors for beautiful girls, and there are also countless women for handsome boys, even if they know they are moths. Put out the fire.

In the past, Wang Jingxue thought that she was detached, and she felt that she had seen through these things, but in the past two years, she has felt more and more that there is actually no difference between seeing through and not seeing through some things.

Well, it's good, it doesn't mean that you won't be attracted if you see through it.

In fact, it is equally difficult to be controlled by oneself.

Therefore, people will have distress.

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After lunch, Li Qian and Wang Jinglu went shopping hand in hand. Of course, Wang Jingxue would not insist on going with her, so she stayed alone in the hotel room. Anyway, with her temperament, she was used to being alone. alone.

Usually, as long as she was alone in the room, even if she did nothing but just sat quietly, her heart would always calm down quickly. Whether she is in a daze or thinking about something, in short, she enjoys the quiet time that only belongs to herself.

It's just that today, it seems a little special.

In fact, these days, it has always been a very special experience for her. Because she always felt restless and irritable, and it seemed that she couldn't calm herself down no matter what.

So, after sitting alone for a long time, she had no choice but to get up and walk to the window, looking at the film and television city from a distance, while thinking silently.

The Film and Television City Hotel was built on the outskirts of Wuzhong Film and Television City. Standing on a floor like Wang Jingxue's, one could have a panoramic view of the entire Film and Television City. At this time, in the film and television city, in addition to the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew, there are two other crews settled in, and there are still some places in the northeast corner of the film and television city that are under construction. It is said that this is a special request of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew——Director Feng Yumin I suspect that the previous palaces in the film and television city were not magnificent and exquisite enough.

At this time, Wang Jingxue could see the man-made hillside on the westernmost side of the film and television city, and there was a dilapidated temple on the hillside. Seeing that temple, she immediately thought of how Li Qian was filming there a few days ago.

When it appeared in the TV series, the hillside was called Shenting Ridge, where Sun Ce and Tai Shici fought in the dark, so the actors naturally had to fight in the dark—although the scene had nothing to do with Wang Jingxue, but because of the When Li Qian appeared on stage, Wang Jinglu would of course go to see it. She didn't want to go, but was forced by her younger sister to go. So, she saw with her own eyes how hard it is for actors to film fight scenes.

Generally, when shooting fighting scenes, the director will only put forward the requirements and general direction. The specific action design and lens design are the topics that need to be discussed between the martial arts director and the photographer. A series of actions, and taught the actors hand-in-hand, and communicated with the photographer about the angle and direction of the shooting, but the fighting scene is different from the two actors speaking face to face so controllable. Most of the time, the actors in the fighting scene During the shooting process, it is difficult to completely follow the martial arts instructor's plan in advance.

Especially for dramas like The Three Kingdoms, they definitely cannot be played like martial arts movies. It is said that director Feng Yumin’s requirement for the dramas in the Three Kingdoms is to strive for truth, that is to say, in this drama, even if the force is worth it Like Lu Bu, like Zhao Yun, they are just normal people, they can't fly.

Therefore, if the Shentingling battle between Sun Ce and Tai Shici was like a master's move at the beginning, then after the fight, it has become no different from two hooligans fighting on the street - Wang Jingxue was very puzzled at first, But Wang Jinglu told her that this scene had been filmed once before, and she was also curious, so she asked, and she was told that she didn't know if it was far away, at least there were historical records, and even those real masters who are still alive , This is really how they fight, and it is not as masterful as people imagined.

Then, for that scene, the crew filmed for several hours, and of course the two actors also wrestled and beat for several hours.

After that scene was over, the director was finally satisfied. When she returned to the room at night, Wang Jinglu was so distressed that she looked like she was going to cry. According to her, Li Qian was covered in injuries, and many places were bruised and hairless. purple.

Wang Jinglu is Li Qian's girlfriend. Besides, the two have lived together for a long time. Of course, she bought the traumatic medicine immediately and went to apply and rub the medicine on him. There is no need to avoid it, but Wang Jingxue's status is far away after all. Of course, it's not easy to run over to see Li Qian's naked body, so from the beginning to the end, she didn't see Li Qian's bruises all over his body.

It's just... a little worried and distressed.

Although she knew there was no reason for her distress, she also knew that there was no need for it at all—her sister was his girlfriend, and it was only right and right for her to feel sorry for Li Qian, while she was, after all, only his girlfriend Just sister.

But no, she accompanied her younger sister to go out to find a martial arts instructor and asked for Dieda ointment, and when she came back, her younger sister went to apply the medicine to Li Qian, and she was left in the room by herself, but she just felt distressed for no reason, and just couldn't explain why she was fidgeting .

At that time, she unconsciously recalled the thing that she had beaten him when she was a child.

In fact, even until two years ago, she never took that child seriously. Even though she remembered beating him, she never took it to heart—because that poor child He just needs a beating. How old is he? If you want to trick your sister into kissing him with a piece of candy, who will you beat if you don't beat him?

So, if he owed a beating, he would be beaten, and then he would be beaten. For Wang Jingxue, apart from a subconscious dislike for that little kid, this matter was over.

It's just that in the past two years, she actually began to occasionally think of the original incident, recalling that she had kicked him a few times like that, and threatened him viciously and coldly, and the strange thing is that every time she thinks of this incident, She is always so happy, she feels sweet in her heart, she smiles involuntarily, and then she is in a particularly good mood for several days.

Until a few days ago, because of Li Qian's injury, she suddenly remembered that matter again, but this time, things seemed to lose their original flavor.

It's been a long time, when she beat Li Qian, she was only fourteen or fifteen years old, and now ten years have passed, to be honest, even if the memory is revisited again and again, what she can remember is only some rough impressions.

What season was it? How is the weather today? At that time, besides this matter, what else did I have?

She no longer remembers it at all.

So when recalling the past, those long and vague fragments in the memory, with some warmth of the past, even a little sweet, would make her feel extremely happy.

But now, she clearly knew that her sister was by her side, and she clearly knew that if nothing happened, her sister would eventually become that person's wife.

As a result, his mood was instantly turned upside down.

No more warmth, no sweetness, no more smiles.

Yes, it's just entanglement, guilt, helplessness, and the slightly bitter taste on the back of the tongue.

She knew that although she was born early, she came late.

But late is late.

If it was someone else, she might have some ideas, and with her temperament, she never felt that it was a big deal to fall in love with a man younger than herself. Maybe she would take the initiative to snatch him back when the love was deep. .

But unfortunately, although this world is very big, only that man can't do it.

And absolutely not.

Even, even if she just plays his wife in the play, she feels inexplicable guilt in her heart-especially when her sister will also appear in the play at the same time.

She knows that this is called guilty conscience.

Although in fact, apart from herself, no one else in this world knows that she has a thief in her heart.

In fact, she knew she could say no.

Even if the director team was sincere, even if it was the little girl who was stubborn, even if it was the company and the agent's repeated persuasion, after learning that he would play Sun Ce and her husband, she knew that she should refuse.

But, by some strange coincidence, she actually stayed in this crew day after day! She knew that she was guilty, but she couldn't bear to resign from the show no matter what.

Only she knows, although she always has a cold face all day long, but in the days when she had to go to his studio to record every few days last winter, in fact, when she woke up every day, All with a smile.

However, the strange thing is that before that, she had known him for more than ten years, since he was just born, but before that, she had never looked at him directly.

But that's what's hateful.

She left home at the age of seventeen, went to an art school in Shuntianfu to study vocal music, then signed a contract with a record company, and then formed a group, practicing breath, singing, body, dancing, and even studying every day Etiquette, she is extremely diligent every day, and she is full of confidence every day. She thinks that if she gives herself a stage, she will definitely shine. She thought that a girl should be like herself, work hard, work hard, have her own brilliance, and achieve her own career, and she must not just think about finding some love or looking for a man's protection.

However, the sad thing is that a few years have passed by in a hurry. When she looked back, she suddenly discovered that love is not something you can have if you want it, but it is not something you can have without it if you want it. .

Some people, maybe you don’t care about them at all, but when they suddenly stand out, they are so dazzling, so captivating, you will fall into them without knowing it, and you will gradually be unable to extricate yourself.

It's just that she was too late.

In the past few days, she has even started to recall every detail of her relationship with him in the past two years——

She took the initiative to go to the door and waited for him standing in the shadow downstairs of the house he rented, and when she entered the room, she seemed calm but was actually very nervous and said to him: "Hello, Teacher Li Qian, I am singer Wang Jingxue. "

It was late summer and early autumn two years ago.

He sat by the piano, or sat on a stool holding the guitar, she sang, and then he called to stop, saying: "Sister Jingxue, your handling of this place is too straight, we need a little bit of transposition, just a little bit , be careful, don't be too fancy..."

That was the fall of two years ago.

He sat by her side, took two sips of soup with a spoon from time to time, and chatted with her mother with a smile from time to time, and then, the next day, the company told her that he had let go and promised to make a new album for them , the next is just a matter of conditions - that was August last year.

Then, then, and then.

When my sister said that she would play Da Qiao in the play, she clearly saw the astonishment on his face.

... ... ...

Those long thoughts are like water plants, once touched, they will instantly bind people's hands and feet, so that Wang Jingxue stood in front of the hotel window and stared blankly at the distant hillside for more than an hour. , but she herself didn't realize it, she didn't seem to know the passage of time at all, and she didn't even feel that her legs were sore from standing.

Until a knock on the door woke her up.

Wang Jingxue came back to her senses in a hurry, and was about to go to open the door in a hurry, when her feet just moved, her legs felt sore and numb, which made her almost unsteady and fell down, holding on to the window sill to stabilize herself, she quickly calmed down, frowning and holding back. Seeing the numbness of her legs, she reluctantly went over and opened the door, and then Wang Jinglu came in happily.

She didn't notice anything strange about her sister, she just brought back big bags - this, this, and this, he gave it to me, hehe, this one was for my sister, and he also bought it!

They should have visited a lot of places, but she was indeed very happy.

Wang Jingxue forced a smile, and reached out to take the gift that belonged to her.

The bag contained what looked like a skirt.

Wang Jinglu put down her things and yelled, "I want to take a shower, I want to take a shower! It's so hot today, I'm sweating all over!"

Wang Jingxue smiled and squeezed the bag tightly in her hand.

Wang Jinglu quickly took off her clothes and went into the bathroom, then Wang Jingxue subconsciously looked at the bag in her hand.

When I took it out, it turned out to be a dress.

The long skirt, the color of garnet red, is very gorgeous.

She recalled what the little girl said just now, "I said you might not like this color, but he just said that your temperament will definitely be able to hold this skirt, so we bought it!"

So she smiled.

Holding the skirt in her hand, she looked at it over and over again, as if in a daze.

However, once the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, she couldn't help but immediately took a deep breath, and then stuffed the skirt into the paper bag.

Then, she closed her eyes, raised her head, and let out a long sigh.

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Although there are only about 4,000 words, this chapter is extremely tiring.

Then, I hope that such a long monologue will not be scolded.