No Matter How Much You Love to Laugh, You Will Actually Cry

The night wind blew through the forest, stirring up the silence of the night and the high hanging moon.

On the roof of the night station, the joyful atmosphere of the party continued until very late. For the participants who had just survived the storm last night, this was probably a rare time.

Watching the party end, everyone dispersed. Only Emma was directing the cleaning robot to clean up the place next to the outdoor swimming pool on the roof. Ye Sheng, who stayed until the end, looked around and found that the figure could not be found.

"Xiao Ling, have you seen where Ye Yao went?"

Hearing that Ye Sheng was concerned about Ye Crow's whereabouts again, Hua Ling curled his lips, but still said honestly:

"I just saw her going out with Susus. She may have left by the way."

"I clearly told her that I would arrange a room for her in the night bureau."

When Ye Sheng heard this, he sighed helplessly and Hua Ling shrugged.

"After all, she is the mysterious and lonely Wanderer Song. Can a small temple like our Night Bureau really accommodate such a great god?"

"Ye Crow is not who you say she is..."

"Sister Sheng, you don't love me anymore."

Just as Ye Sheng was about to deny it, she saw Hua Ling suddenly say these words expressionlessly, making her choke and cough.

"Ahem!....What are you talking about all of a sudden!"

"What you just said to explain to Night Crow is the standard flirty line from male protagonists in TV dramas."

"Oh, this is nothing..."

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At this moment, the floor where the night game participants live takes into account the comfort and private space of each participant. The night game is designed so that everyone’s room is on a different floor in one side area.

Several floors above Fangran's room, in an elegant room like a bamboo pavilion, there are antique screen cases, bamboo mats without modern elements, hanging wind chimes, and a Chinese medicine counter that covers a full wall on one side of the room. On a drawer, the names of medicinal materials were written in beautiful calligraphy, and the medicine pestles and other tools were neatly packed away.

A second before Su Su closed the door, he took one last look at the corridor to make sure no one was paying attention, and then slowly closed the door.

She took off her light white high-heeled shoes, wore transparent stockings and stepped on the long-lost bamboo mat. She didn't turn on the light, just watching the night turn by the bamboo door of the balcony where she could see the sea of ​​trees in the distance when she opened the door. Crow sighed and said:

"Okay, no one else will come here, and they won't be seen by Emma's surveillance."

"Also, I haven't mentioned this to anyone, so you don't have to worry."

Night Crow looked at the figure in front of him. The woman in the hazy darkness was wearing a soft shirt with a light color as always, and her legs were slender under a skirt embroidered with white texture.

He was silent for a moment, and then finally said with a wry smile:

"Sister Su Xus...how did you..."

"Would you like to ask me how I can tell?"

Su Xing also sat in front of him, looking at the silver-haired figure in front of her that she didn't know how to describe.

Night Crow was silent and did not speak, obviously acquiescing.

He didn't understand or couldn't figure out why Su Xus suddenly saw through his disguise. This was completely illogical.

No matter if anyone sees two people who are completely different in terms of identity, status, and gender, and they appear at the same time, it is impossible for anyone to think that they are actually the same person.

Moreover, activating Ling's core, he didn't know how much mana he had spent on his disguise at the moment. He had reached such a point, and he really didn't understand how Su Xing could see through him.

To be honest, even if he was shaken the moment he ran into Su Xus' arms, he never expected that Su Xus would suddenly say those words.

"Do you remember the first time I met you?"

Su Xing looked at him, and suddenly smiled softly and spoke. Ye Ya's eyes widened slightly, but he was not surprised. Just when he was about to open his mouth to refute something,

But Su Xus continued to talk softly to himself, looked at the moonlight outside the window and smiled:

"At that time, Alchemist and I received a confusing mission from Madam Shui.

At the concert venue, I met a girl who was shot in her arms and was about to die, and you were as angry and violent as a lion..."

Obviously it was only a little over a month ago, but when I talked about it, I felt a little nostalgic, as if a long time had passed.

"But..."

Night Crow gritted his teeth slightly and spoke, a little shaken by Su Xing's eyes. He was not surprised that Su Su remembered this matter.

"Well, that's right, I know, I know, you didn't seem to be wearing this night dress at that time, and to be honest, even if I saw the silver sword in the hands of Night Crow again, I didn't think of meeting you that night. It’s the same one that I didn’t even remember the look of in my hand, and the one that threw it aside as soon as I heard that the girl was saved.”

Su Xing sighed slightly and said with a smile. To be honest that night, she was frightened by Fang Ran's rage, like a cornered beast, and didn't pay much attention to the broken silver dragon tooth that Fang Ran threw aside.

At most, he can remember the dark eyes. However, there are so many complex abilities in the night battle world that can make the eyes dark.

"Then why...?"

Hearing Xushu's words, Night Crow suddenly became depressed, biting his lips for some reason, lowering his eyes and asked.

Seeing the quiet but complicated expression on his face, Su Xing felt inexplicably distressed. She sighed softly, then looked at him and smiled:

"You came to save me when I was about to be controlled by someone who went against the current, right?"

The slightly unexpected answer and the unintelligible words made Ye Ya slightly in a daze. Then seeing his still confused look, Su Su sighed helplessly, and then explained with a chuckle.

"I mean, you looked pretty much the same as you did that night,"

Speaking of this, her voice softened, she looked at the person in front of her gently and spoke softly:

"It's all about fear that someone is going to die."

Hearing this, Ye Ya finally understood the reason why Su Su guessed,

His expression froze for a second, then he was silent for a moment, and finally said with a wry smile:

"So...this is the reason...?"

"Well, that's right. After all, Xiao Ning said that she had been in a coma for a long time. I am the only one who has had close contact with you. Maybe there are people who haven't seen you that night in Luo City, such as Ye Sheng and Hua Ling. Everyone else in the bureau will think,"

"Even though he has the same appearance, he is still a powerful and cold Night Crow, not the Fangran we are familiar with who is always a little timid."

Thinking of the failed suicide, the moment when he was restrained by the invisible shadow and the treacherous words, the despair was shattered, and the moment when he was finally carried powerlessly and rushed into the waterfall of the overwhelming sea of ​​flowers, he regained consciousness and felt a little lost.

"So...it's actually intuition..."

After learning the reason why he was discovered by Su Xing, Ye Yao rubbed his wry smile as if he was finally relieved and said softly.

"Women's intuition is sometimes very accurate. Although I am also prepared to explain to the A-level high-ranking Wanderer Song No. 9, Supernova Starry Night Crow, if I guess wrong,"

"In the final analysis, you are too careless to believe that the participants will be unstable."

Su Xing held his cheek and sighed softly. After listening to these words, Night Crow was silent for a moment, and then smiled bitterly.

"Does Brother Fang Shu know?"

Faced with this question, Su Su shook his head gently and spoke, his eyes lowered as he looked at his slender fingers intertwined on the small case.

"I don't know. To a certain extent, Alchemist is very similar to you. Even if he guesses it, he won't tell it, so you just pretend he doesn't know."

"This kind of reason...and that kind of method...Sister Su Xus...you are too shameless..."

He didn't know what kind of expression he should make. He couldn't find the mask he usually wore. Being seen through seemed to bring back the sadness he had just buried in his heart last night. Ye Yao said with an ugly smile.

"Although I don't know why you fainted due to insufficient blood supply to your heart when you saw Ye Sheng on the Pearl of the Night, but even if it was partially disguised, you are still not good at dealing with women, so I think this should shake your mind. The method with the highest success rate.”

Seeing the forced expression on his face, Su Su fell silent for a moment and answered softly.

Is the blood supply insufficient? That's right. Speaking of which, it was Sister Su who took care of me when I fainted...

Has it been discovered...

"Okay, I've answered your question, now it's your turn to answer mine."

Su Xing gently pushed a strand of hanging hair behind her ears and looked at Ye Yaqi opposite Xiao An. Ye Yao was stunned by this question.

Then he looked at Su Xing's eyes and asked:

"Who exactly are you?"

Is it Fangran who plays Cheng Yeya, or Yeya who plays Cheng Fangran?

The antique and elegant room with no lights on, the hazy light under the lavender night, although it was different from the natural beauty of the special ward on the top of the Sacred Heart Building, he could still see clearly the quiet and gentle face of Su Xing at this moment.

The above reveals such doubts.

Are you the Fangran who plays Cheng Yeya, or are you the Yecrow who plays Cheng Fangran?

After a moment of silence without answering, he gave the answer with action. He took out a card with a dark red and gold magic circle on the back, looked at the word "phantom" on it, and silently said cancel in his heart.

With her long silver hair tied up and a delicate and beautiful appearance, Night Crow, who was wearing the first ten night weapons with an A-level number, disappeared and was replaced by...

An ordinary young man who looks a little depressed.

Her beautiful eyes widened slightly, even though she was expecting it, she was still slightly surprised.

Su Xing looked at the figure in front of her and finally turned into the young man she knew.

"As expected, it's little brother Fang Ran..."

She spoke softly to herself, looked at the person in front of her tenderly and asked with a chuckle:

"By the way, why did you do things like a frozen building and a waterfall and a sea of ​​flowers when you rescued me?"

Night... no, Fangran slowly closed his eyes, seeming to be recalling what happened that night, and answered with a wry smile:

"At that time, the only way I could think of to suppress the riot and put out the fire as quickly as possible was this. As for the petal waterfall, I was afraid that it would be caught on live video..."

Before he finished speaking, the knife suddenly hit him lightly on the head.

Opening his eyes and looking at the female figure who had arrived in front of him at some point, Fangran was stunned for a second, and then said with a wry smile:

"it hurts."

"Nonsense, I clearly didn't use any force."

Su Xing gently tapped Fangran's head with his right hand and said softly, and then gently touched his head. When Fangran's eyes widened and he was stunned, he gently took him into his arms, with beautiful eyes. With heartache.

In the room where the moonlight shone in, the young man was held gently. The softness and fragrance of women came again, and the voice of recovery sighed softly in his ears:

"Failed answer, little brother Fangran, has anyone ever said you are a fool?"

"There have been many..."

Suddenly being held in a gentle hug, feeling the softness and pleasant smell that surrounded him, his body was slightly stiff and he did not dare to move, but at the same time he was not shaken or nervous. Fangran said in a low voice that was almost inaudible.

"For holding a woman who was rescued from a desperate situation, and then rushing into an incredible waterfall made of flower petals in the focus of the night, it is like a romantic scene only found in fairy tales, your answer should be more flattering, so that it will There are women who like it.”

It's true... Even though he's called Fang Ran, it's like he has an extra stupid brother.

"Also, for being rescued, both I and everyone in the bureau would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart."

Su Xing gently held Fang Ran in his arms, lowered his eyes and spoke softly with watery eyes.

"However, hiding yourself secretly, waking up from the night job pretending to have done nothing, and pushing everything to another self that does not exist at all..."

She gently hugged the young man in her arms, with heartfelt distress in her eyes. The Night Bureau was like a home to every participant. Just like Fangran was afraid that someone would die, everyone Everyone will have feelings for them.

So Su Su hugged Fangran and murmured softly with concern and sigh in his eyes:

"It's so heartbreaking."

Fangran's pupils widened slightly, then he closed his eyes forcefully and bit his lip.

"You have been running around non-stop, and maybe you have paid a price that only you know. You have done a great job, and you have worked very hard..."

There was self-blame and distress in Su Xing's lowered eyes. As she spoke, she hugged Fangran tighter and tighter, stroking his hair tenderly. Her voice was also sad and distressed, and she said that she was clearly supposed to be a junior. The only thing the senior who felt guilty about saving the young man was the only thing he could say.

"So you don't have to force yourself anymore, you don't have to give yourself a smile that says you're fine and that makes people feel distressed. If you have anything sad to say, I will always listen..."

This is the last thing I can do as a useless senior who can only be saved by you.

After hearing these words, Fangran, who was held in Xushu's arms, couldn't help but open his eyes completely. He felt that his pretending that nothing was wrong was completely shattered, and then he bit his lips tightly.

The tears he had suppressed last night seemed to want to overflow again because of the gentle words of recovery and tolerance.

This was the first time in his life that someone saw through his disguise so directly, held him in his arms, and gave him tolerance and tenderness.

He spent half the night wandering around Dongjiang last night to calm down, but was suddenly shattered by the words of recovery. Starting from the concert in Los Angeles, he would occasionally wake up from nightmares, and the child in his heart would hold back his emotions. The voice choked with sobs.

So...just this time...it should be...ok...

The stiffness in my whole body seemed to be thawed. I thought of everything I had done last night and the nightmare that might last for a long time.

"I killed someone..."

Fangran's hands trembled, hesitantly and tremblingly, he slowly grabbed Su Xing's sleeves, buried his red eyes, slowly closed his eyes in pain, and said in a trembling voice:

"Sister Su Xus...I killed someone again..."

Fangran's voice was low and hoarse, and his slightly suppressed crying and struggling words made Su Su able to feel the trembling of his body and his... deep fear.

"Ok, I know."

Su Xing spoke softly. Every participant may have had such a mentality, but almost all of them disappeared in the awakening scene.

Speaking of which, little brother Fang Ran is a Originator who has not experienced the awakening scene.

"It's not that time with Brother Suqun... It's not in the scene... The person who severely injured Brother Suqun... The person who invaded the night station... The person at the last concert in Los Angeles... ..”

"Last night... I killed three more people with my own hands... using gluttony..."

It seemed that he was afraid of the fact that he had killed someone, and that his actions were contrary to the good things he had hoped for in his heart. Fangran's voice became more and more wavering and louder.

"Ok, I know."

Su Xing still spoke softly and gently held the frightened young man in his arms.

"and...."

His words were hoarse, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something. He swung out the memory of Arakawa who was only seen by him with a sword in the frosty sky and white night. Through Mullin, he finally found the person he could talk to about the emotions he felt personally. .

The tears that had been suppressed last night finally burst out again, wetting Xusu's collar.

"I clearly saw Shui Linlang in his memory... and Brother Fang Shu... and the magician... I clearly knew that in order to see that person... he would do anything and spend half a The feeling of the century!”

The hand holding Susui's sleeve tightened subconsciously. The memory of 'love' he got from Arakawa when he liberated the night machine last night conflicted with the fact that he had to decide to kill Arakawa.

"but...."

Fangran opened his mouth and found that it was extremely difficult to say the next words. In the end, Fangran could only choke in a low voice.

"I killed him anyway...I didn't agree to the night watchman's request to imprison him...because I wanted to return to my daily selfishness...because of the anger I felt at the time...because I relied on the impulse of that power ....Take...that person...with your own hands..."

"Ok, I know."

No longer the mysterious Night Crow that no one can see through, no longer the owner of the top ten A-level night weapons, the ninth new super star of Wanderer's Song, Su Xing is holding Fang Ran in his arms at this moment. The young man's trembling and the wetness on his chest made him sigh as he thought of...

This is just an ordinary and fragile young man who has just awakened for only two months...

No longer able to speak, unable to utter any words, the young man at this moment revealed all his sadness and sadness, and finally let his tears flow unbridled.

"Enough, enough, you have done enough. I know you are doing it for everyone in the bureau..."

Su Xing held the crying Fangran in his arms. He was no longer the usual sneer and timid appearance when he saw him. At this moment, he showed his true appearance. He was so fragile that it made people feel extremely distressed.

Listening to all the sadness of the young man, Su Su slowly closed her eyes, hugged him as hard as her sister, and said what she had always wanted to say.

"Thank you for your hard work, little brother Fangran."

In the forest at night, the moonlight gently shines into the unlit room in the night bureau building, slightly illuminating the figure of a gentle woman holding the crying young man distressedly, the quiet medicine cabinet and the neat medicine utensils. Come to the fragrance of herbs and the small bamboo mat table, and then hide this scene softly in the dark night.

And a figure who had been listening outside the door finally silently cut off the cigarette, put away the ancient cross, put away the boring thought of having a fight tonight to vent his emotions, but was actually stopped by the magician, and let out a cry. He sighed unheard, then looked up at the night outside the window at the end of the corridor, and the figure disappeared.

The bright moon still hangs high, just like decades ago, the shrine among the bamboo forests...