Regarding the Originally Planned Update, It Turned Out to Be Happy New Year's Eve Instead of Writing It Out.

First of all, as the title states, I really wanted to write about it today, but I helped my parents with this and that while they were preparing the New Year’s Eve dinner.

Inexplicably, I lost my mind and couldn't write anything.

Haha (face covering)

This month is the lowest in history since I wrote a book. I haven’t even written 20,000 words.

How should I put it? It’s really the lowest point of enthusiasm.

I have struggled, endured, and suffered, but the past two months of November and December have not yielded any results.

By the way, looking back, last year seemed to be going downhill. When I was in Chengdu, I could still update 60,000 words a month (maybe because that volume was daily)

It seems that before March, I was still panicking about what to write and how to write the plot of the North American volume.

Then during the months of April, May and Six, I struggled to squeeze out something, and then I couldn't stay at home anymore, so I chose to go out and went to Chongqing, and finally stayed in Dalian in the second half of the year.

This is probably my annual summary of last year.

Speaking of this month, as of the first half of the month, I was still struggling. I was still racking my brains to update a post. It took several days to write a post, but I didn’t rest at all. I was under great pressure and anxious, and it felt like a constant mental drain.

Basically, I finished writing today. Although I couldn’t write it the next day, I was still anxious about writing in front of the computer.

But after being paralyzed for four days due to gastric disease, I suddenly couldn’t hold myself any longer.

Because it was so uncomfortable to get sick, I was thinking about what I am doing, why should I make myself so uncomfortable, my body is no longer good, why are I still holding on to write, forget it, I won’t force it.

So to be honest, in the second half of January, although I still updated every three or four days, I really took a break for one or two days after the update and didn’t think about the novel.

I haven’t even written 20,000 words this month, probably because of this

Ha.... (relaxed)

Speaking of which, yesterday I was chatting with a high school classmate who is studying medicine. He said that I had acute gastroenteritis due to excessive stress.

He was doing an internship in a hospital and was so busy that he felt unwell and rested for several days. At that time, he was thinking exactly the same as me, he was still working even though his health was not good, and he didn't care.

Then I asked him what should I do if I can’t get excited now? He told me to stay away from the source of stress. If I stay away from it, I can get excited.

[A book-chasing app recommended to me by an old book friend I have known for ten years, Mimi Reading! It’s so easy to use. I rely on it to pass the time while driving or before going to bed by reading and listening to books. You can download it here]

hhh (cover your face, laugh and cry)

Okay, no more talking, let me give you a brief update on the current situation.

I believe that by now you should have seen through the nature of this fake note.

It’s Chinese New Year, so I won’t write anymore. I’ll be more Buddhist-oriented and I’ll update it around the 5th.

Dear book friends, Happy New Year’s Eve!

In the new year, I hope you and your family are healthy, healthy, and healthy. I say the important things three times.

Thank you for seeing you here and accompanying me for another year.