Chapter 464 Decision

"is that so?"

Unexpectedly, the teacher was not as angry as expected.

After hearing Huai Shi's plan, he was confused at first, then shocked, and finally expressed his understanding very calmly. There is no such unhappiness as resentment and anger that all the hard work has been wasted.

Instead, Huai Shi was stunned.

"What's the matter? You look incredible."

The teacher asked: "Although I think this decision is a bit abrupt and irrational, I can also imagine how much courage it takes for you to talk to me about these things... I won't get angry at you without even listening."

"Teacher, I'm sorry." Huai Shi lowered his head.

"It's true that you're angry, but I can understand what you're thinking."

Ai Ting picked up the tea cup and took a sip. After a long silence, she sighed softly: "No matter how attractive art itself is, it can't compare to those things that are more intuitive and heavier...Huai Shi, art is floating in the sky. It's in the clouds, but there are always people who can't adapt to the floating life and will choose to stay on the ground in a more practical way.

From your words, I can feel your thoughts and determination. After all, it is you who have put in the most effort over the years. No matter how angry I am now, you are the one who has to face this pain.

You have made a decision, and although I, as a teacher, am helpless, I can only agree with it. "

She paused and suddenly asked: "But, as your elder, I want to ask one more question - Huai Shi, have you really thought about it?"

Give up the cello.

Give up your hard work and bright future since childhood, and even this future that is destined to be brilliant, and choose another field that you don't understand.

I haven't even thought about where I will go.

The future is uncertain.

Face the world alone.

Have you really thought about it?

"I haven't thought about it, but I want to make this decision."

Huaishi nodded seriously.

Ai Ting asked again: "Is there no room for change?"

"To be honest, I think I will probably regret it in the future."

Huai Shi sighed: "But if I play the cello all my life, I think I will regret it in the future, right? Teacher, it's hard for me to walk both paths with peace of mind - if it were in the past, I would know that I can be upright in the future. If I walk into Vienna and the Golden Hall, I will be so happy that I will laugh out loud in my dreams.

But now, I don't know why...when I dream, I dream of other things, something...that has nothing to do with the cello. "

After a long silence, the young man raised his head and stared at the teacher in front of him: "After I wake up, I will ask myself why I can't feel satisfied, but I can't find the answer myself.

If, teacher, you think that I am whimsical and just have some boring thoughts, then I will throw these boring thoughts aside and never think about those messy things again in this life.

If the teacher feels that my decision makes a little sense, I will feel much more at ease. "

Ai Ting fell into silence.

No more words were spoken.

After a long while, he slowly shook his head: "As your teacher, I don't know how to answer your question, Huai Shi. You also know that except for some achievements in music, I am useless in other aspects. I can't give you any advice." , you have to decide for yourself.”

"So...as a mother, teacher."

After a long silence, Huai Shi suddenly raised his head, stared at the woman in front of him, and looked into her eyes: "In my heart, I have always regarded you as my mother... I know it is a bit shameless to say this, but, Apart from you, I don’t know who else to go to for discussion.”

Ai Ting was stunned.

He stared blankly at the young man in front of him until he lowered his head in frustration, but couldn't help but laugh.

I couldn't help but stretched out my hand and pinched his face: "After so many years, Huai Shi, I never thought that one day I would finally hear you call me that... To be honest, it's really happy and sad at the same time."

I feel gratified by the respect given to the young man.

And there was nothing he could do about his rebellion.

"As your teacher, I can't give you an answer, and as your mother, I can't answer your question either."

Ai Ting shook her head slowly, but couldn't help but hugged Huai Shi hard: "But as a mother, is there anyone who doesn't support her child's decision?"

She said, "No matter what decision you make, I will bless you, Huaishi - even if we are not related by blood, you are already my family, no different from Xiaoqing."

In shock, Huai Shi closed her eyes and reached out to hug her gently.

I couldn't help but want to cry a little bit.

"thank you."

He rubbed his eyes.

Huaishi has made a decision.

In the end, the most angry person was not the teacher, but Ai Qing, Huai Shi's senior sister.

After Huai Shi told her that she decided to give up the cello, she never spoke to Huai Shi. When they met every morning and evening, she acted as if Huai Shi didn't exist.

The teacher was helpless and said that this is your own fault and you have to bear it yourself.

The teachers at the school were also incomprehensible, especially when Huaishi, who had already promised a bright future in the second half of her senior year, suddenly left her cello behind and came back to make up for her cultural classes.

To put it bluntly, looking at this kid looked like he was looking at an idiot.

What are you thinking about?

Huai Shi didn't know what the hell she was thinking.

But it's done... Well, it's not done yet, but he's not going to look back.

Enduring the headache, I opened the cultural class books that I had been waiting for a long time.

Press your mind and prepare to face the mountain of books and the sea of ​​questions.

Half a year sprint, time is so full.

Of course, I didn’t do well in the exam.

I could barely reach a second line.

It's completely different from the original ending.

On the day when the results were released, Huaishi was not surprised. Fu Yi felt sorry for him.

"If you had played the piano honestly, you would be in Vienna by now."

In the milk tea shop, the girl couldn't help but shook her head while blowing the air-conditioner: "How about it, do you regret it?"

"Why do I feel that you are feeling more uncomfortable than me?" Huai Shi sipped her milk tea and raised her eyes to look at her: "No, why do I feel that you are particularly gloating about your misfortune?"

"I'm your good brother, why do you miss me so much?"

Fu Yi looked at him with wide eyes, a look of sadness and anger on her face, but when her big eyes blinked, they made people feel very cute, and it was impossible to suspect that she had any dark thoughts.

He started to act cute again, trying to get away with it.

"Forget it." Huai Shi shook his head and sighed.

"However, I really think it's good that you don't go to Vienna." Fu Yi said softly, "The mountains are high and the roads are far away. You are still so young. If you are caught in the red light district and beaten hard, you won't even have a good brother to bail you out." What should I do if nothing happens?”

"The red light district is a serious industry there, thank you!" Huai Shi rolled her eyes, and then she realized that she had been led into a trap again: "When did I say I wanted to go to the red light district?"

"Aren't I worried about you?" Fu Yi grinned and changed the subject: "Where are you going to take the exam?"

"This score... How about studying at Jinling University? How about Jinling University of Science and Technology?"

"What about majors?"

"I thought about it for a while, how about metallurgy?" Huai Shi said.

Fu Yi was stunned for a long time, confused: "From cello to metallurgy, is your span a bit too big? What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing. I don't know what to apply for anyway, so I might as well study something that interests me."

"Fine……"

Fu Yi played a long tune and said nothing more.

Just when I was leaving, I suddenly hugged him gently.

Next, she had family arrangements. Huai Shi went to Jinling. She didn't know when she would see him again, so she couldn't help but feel sad.

Huai Shi didn't take it seriously either. After seeing her get into the car under Deputy Director Fu's vicious gaze, she turned around and went home.

The days that followed were lackluster.

Submit your application, wait for notification, and then start the next preparations.

Not long after, Ai Qing set off for Vienna.

However, the teacher stayed and sent Huai Shi to the university in Jinling to report - therefore, Ai Qing's resentment towards Huai Shi became more and more intense - after fulfilling the obligations of all elders as Huai Shi's guardian, the teacher also forced He left 50,000 yuan to Huai Shi.

"My mother has shouted, don't you allow me to give you some money?" Ai Ting looked at him with a smile: "If you don't want it, I won't give it to you later. You can make whatever money you want, but this little money Just keep it."

After saying that, he drove away without giving Huai Shi a chance to regret.

Huai Shi was left standing alone at the gate of the school, staring at his elder with complicated emotions as he walked away. He wanted to say something several times, but in the end he couldn't catch up and there was no chance.

There is nothing left to say.

She has done her best to put Huai Shi on the track of his choice.

Next, is the college life he has to face.

He chose it himself.

There is no room for regret.

Therefore, one must muster courage.

He took a deep breath, turned around and walked into the school gate, ready to face the rest of his life.

Then I saw a man smoking a cigarette leaning against the flower bed.

"So, that's the only good thing about college. No one cares whether you are a good student or not." The girl named Fu Yi sat on her suitcase and looked at his stunned look: "What's wrong? It looks like I've seen you before." Looks like a ghost."

"You...you..." Huai Shi was speechless.

"To be honest, I didn't do very well in the exam." Fu Yi tilted his head and laughed: "My performance was abnormal...I can only be reduced to the level of being your companion."

Huai Shi was stunned for a long time, then suddenly laughed: "Okay, who said you are my good brother?"

"Change the word."

Fu Yi waved her hand and raised her eyebrows: "I don't like this title very much now."

Not far away, in the hall where freshmen paid their fees, Deputy Director Fu stuck his head out in annoyance and stared fiercely at the little vixen at the door who abducted his daughter.

So, while laughing awkwardly, Huai Shi could only look at the sky innocently.

Praying that he wouldn't be shot dead on the spot.

I got home at four o'clock and quickly finished a chapter.

I had a lot of fun writing it, and I even wonder if it would have been better if I had used this version of the setting (it would definitely be better...

Thanks to everyone's tolerance and patience this day, things have turned around. My depressed mood has improved a lot, and my thoughts have become smoother.

I'll see if I can write another chapter later.