Chapter 182 The Paradise That Coincidentally Happens

When Irisviel opened her eyes again, she could no longer see anything.

I can't feel my body, I can't feel pain, I can't even make a slight movement like lifting a finger, as if my consciousness and body are divided into two parts.

The only thing she could feel was the three balls of light that made her breathless.

They just stayed in her body, depriving this carefully designed body of all functions.

Is this the soul of a follower?

There are already three, hasn't Kiritsugu found me yet? There is not much time left for him, if you don't hurry up...

Just as Irisviel was thinking wildly, a somewhat familiar voice sounded.

"I advise you to save more energy and rest. Soon, more servant souls will deprive you of all your thinking. At that time, the real suffering will come."

Roland looked at Irisviel with a calm and indifferent voice.

The restraint he set on Irisviel also acted as a buffer, delaying her complete coma just like Avalon, and at the same time allowing Roland to hear Irisviel's mental fluctuations.

"Today, my subordinate died. This is the doomed end, but the beautiful brilliance he bloomed in just a few days gave me a very wonderful feeling."

Irisviel's mental fluctuations stabilized. She was clearly facing the enemy. She tried her best to make a hostile expression, and she was indeed trying to do so. But despite her attitude, Irisviel's heart was still tough and gentle.

Even in the face of Kotomine Kirei who was determined to kill, she could feel pity because of the nature of the opponent, and the worse Roland naturally did the same.

She is not a simple artificial human, it is ridiculous to say that Emiya Kiritsugu abandoned all positive emotions, and taught the artificial human, but learned kindness, smile, and love.

"like?"

Roland was speechless, "In my education, this is something that should be excluded."

It sounds very similar to Kiritsugu's idea.

Staring at the emptiness of darkness, Irisviel thought so.

"Yes," Roland did not deny, "It is precisely because of the resemblance that I let him play around in my theater. Otherwise, how can I make him feel the real despair?"

In the dark boundary, even if Irisviel wanted to object to Roland's idea,

It couldn't be done, so she just sighed.

However, the more he wants to make the extreme choice of excluding love, the more it proves that he is a gentle person.

Because, the artificial human without this function does not even need to be eliminated. The heavy love has become a burden, so it has to be eliminated.

Roland was speechless, but his eyes gradually lit up.

Irisviel's confession continues.

Kiritsugu is such a man, he values ​​feelings, but education makes him absolutely infallible, so far, he has abandoned the one he loves countless times and chose another.

Actually, I don't particularly understand this approach.

However, Kiritsugu's wish is my wish.

The dream of saving the world is definitely not wrong. Only by doing this can Illya enjoy the joy of being a child, and Einzbern will also be liberated.

As a mother and wife, I can't do anything, but at least I can use my life to save everything, and prevent them, and other people in the world, from being cursed.

Irisviel's mental state is so weak, but her will is so firm.

"how about you?"

Roland remained silent for a long time, and his tone gradually rose. He was no longer Irisviel, who existed as an accessory of Emiya Kiritsugu, and had the right to be treated as an equal by him.

"Since you saved Emiya Kiritsugu only as a wife, what will you do to save the world? Give everyone eternal life like Einzbern did?"

It is Einzbern's wish to give equal relief to all human beings with the third law.

"Yes." In this respect, Irisviel's performance was most like that of an Einzbern.

"Because human beings will grow, the pain left behind by the gears of fate in the past should not be changed, nor should it be erased. Relying on the eternal soul, in the changes of time and space, understand everything, Accept the past in its entirety and take a new step forward."

"This is the awareness that human beings should have. As long as the third magic is used to make all human beings irreversible, and to obtain this awareness, they will reach a new realm, a new world."

Roland was speechless. For a long time, Einzbern's wishes seemed so unreliable and simple, but under the explanation of Irisviel, who had learned to love, it actually had a holy flavor. , the most important thing is that it coincides with Roland, as if it penetrated his heart.

"Heaven……"

"What?"

"It's heaven! This realm is heaven, so interesting! Interesting, interesting, interesting!!!"

Roland covered his face with one hand and buried himself in the shadows, but the corners of his mouth grinned uncontrollably.

"But it's not enough. Heaven alone can't satisfy me. If I want to move on, I can't be bound by it. Therefore, more miracles are needed. Relying on my substitute, my strength, this is only me. What is done! Pleasure~, it is so pleasing!"

Roland immediately understood, "I already know what I should wish for, no wonder the Holy Grail is the shortest shortcut to my goal."

"However, before that, I have to learn to love, like a human being, like you, to love."

"Goodbye Ma'am, thank you for your answer. In return, if you have not completely died after the Holy Grail is released, I will give you this touching realization and the courage to move on."

Roland left here without looking back, his whole face flushed with excitement.

The boundless shadow blocked the crypt again, together with the confused Irisviel.

When Roland returned to Matou's house, he was surprised to see Tamamomae and Sakura sitting side by side on the sofa, waiting for his return.

"elder brother……"

When Roland appeared, Sakura let out a cry of surprise and threw herself into his arms, because the usual biological clock was on time, Sakura looked sleepy, rubbing her eyes with her short hands .

Yu Zaoqian also leaned forward limply, breathed steadily and said: "Today I walked around with my concubine for a day, but Sakura didn't see you, so I stayed up all the time, thinking that I must see you, why is it so Come back late?"

Her tone was friendly, and there was a bit of resentment, as if she was complaining about her husband's wife. This wonderful and warm feeling made Roland's heart flutter.

He patted Xiao Ying's head, and replied casually: "There are some things, so I came back late."

"Really?" Yuzao leaned on the other side, buried her head on Roland's neck, and sniffed cutely. The warm breath made Roland feel a little itchy, but Roland didn't even touch Irisviel. He still had a lot of confidence in his heart, just as he wanted Yuzao to stop, he met the pair of golden vertical pupils that raised up and stared at him.

"Let Xiaoyu guess, what you are doing is to find other women, right?"