386. Chapter 386 My Biggest Regret Is...

"And you, how have you been during this time?" She finally asked what she had been wanting to ask in her heart.

"I..." Ke Shaoze originally wanted to say that I was fine, but he couldn't say it no matter what.

Soon after he came to Japan, he dropped out of language school. Because of the financial crisis in Japan during that time, the economy was in depression. The chain of Chinese restaurants that his parents originally operated closed down one after another.

Almost overnight, he changed from a "child from a rich family" to a "child from a poor family", and he was still the kind who was so poor that he didn't even make a sound.

From then on, he started a long working life, doing some physical labor that he never thought of back then. Because his Japanese is not good when he first arrived, he can only go to the Chinese restaurant to wash the dishes and clean the toilets.

During that time, he didn't know how he survived. Physical fatigue is not the most important thing, but the most tormenting him is the psychological gap.

In the past, he was pampered and protected by his grandparents at home. When did he do such a dirty and tiring job? But now, not only did he do all the dirty work, but he also had to watch the boss's face and be called around.

If he was in the past, he would definitely not be able to bear it at all, and would just slam the door and leave. But now he can bear anything, because he needs money...

During that most ebb period, in every sleepless night, he wanted to call Su Rourou several times.

He really wanted to hear her voice, to hear what she said casually, even if he just heard her breathing, he would be healed instantly.

However, every time he dialed half of the phone number, he stopped. Because, every time I come back from work, it is already midnight. He thought, she should have gone to bed long ago...

In fact, there is another reason, which he never wanted to admit but had to admit—he didn't want her to know that he was in such a mess and embarrassment.

During that time, he didn't know how he survived. Every night when he came home, exhausted physically and mentally, unable to keep going, he would always turn on his cell phone and watch the few videos he had taken for Su Rourou during the summer trip that year.

Looking at the innocent and lovely smiling face on the screen, he seemed to have regained endless energy, and all the fatigue and grievances were swept away.

Brother Rou, do you know? I really miss you... He said to himself silently in his heart.

Later, he started writing to her. In every sleepless night, sitting under the desk lamp and writing to her.

Looking at the empty letter paper, thousands of words filled his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

In the end, he just wrote a few numbers in the center of the letter paper—the words that can express his emotions the most.

【I miss you so much……】

In order not to burden her psychologically, he hesitated for a long time, shredded several pieces of letter paper, and finally wrote down the most secret emotions in his heart in Japanese.

Although there were only four words, he wrote for two full hours; although there were only four words, he exhausted all his courage.

Fortunately, he didn't know that the letter he wrote with his heart had already been translated by Luo Yichen into...

Fortunately, those dark days are finally over. Although the family's financial situation still failed to return to the level of the year, but gradually saved some money.

Mom and Dad have already started planning to reopen a store...and he has also submitted an application and plans to return to school.

Ke Shaoze, who was caught in the memories, was silent for a long, long time before he said quietly: "Brother Rou, do you know? Although I am only eighteen years old now, I already have great regrets and regrets about my past life. My biggest My regret is that..."