1536 Don't Deny the Happiness You Deserve...
(Fourth more...)
(For the sake of Ruqing's hard work and hard work, friends, please support me...)
"boom!"
The door of the hall was almost rudely opened. Outside the door, Xiao Hei lowered his head and rushed straight into the hall.
"Little Hei?..." In the kitchen, Daisy, who was wearing an apron, had not noticed anything unusual, and greeted her as always.
"Finally back, I thought you were planning to go at this time, go wash first..."
It's a pity that before Daisy's words were finished, Xiao Hei rushed through the hall in a frenzied manner, ignoring Daisy's words, burying his head and rushing into his room with Wu Yan, closing the door forcefully.
"Boom!"
Daisy was startled by the sound so loud that the entire ceiling shook, and Mikoto, who was watching TV, realized that something was wrong.
"What's wrong?..." Mikoto stood up abruptly from the sofa.
"What's wrong?…"
"No...I don't know..." Daisy looked a little flustered, and regardless of the dishes that were being washed, she ran out of the kitchen, came to the door, and knocked on the door.
"Little black! What's wrong with you?!"
"What happened!" Mikoto also shouted at the door.
"You come out first, little black!"
However, the closed door kept Daisy and Mikoto away, as if a barrier between the two girls and Xiao Kuro was blocked, and there was no sound inside.
"This..." Daisy and Mikoto, who were standing at the door, looked at each other with a worried look on their faces.
Not long after, the door of the hall was opened again, and Wu Yan walked in from outside, attracting the attention of the two girls who were at a loss.
"Yan..." Daisy and Mikoto called out, wanting to say something. Wu Yan raised his hand and blocked their words.
"It's okay, you go back to your room first..."
"But...but..."
"Don't worry..." Looking at Daisy and Mikoto's worried expressions,
Wordlessly, he shook the hands of the two girls.
"It's just a little awkward before the reunion. It's not even a hurdle. Just let me chat with Xiao Hei..."
Daisy and Mikoto looked at each other and nodded reluctantly.
"Then... well then..."
Done. The two girls turned their heads and glanced at the closed door again, then walked to their own room...
Until the two girls returned to the room and closed the door. Wu Yan took a deep breath, walked to the door of his room with Xiao Hei, and knocked on the door.
"Little black..."
The gentle call spread in the hall, and naturally it also spread into the room.
But the door in front of him was tightly locked, as if spreading the message of rejecting everything.
"Xiao Hei...Xiao Hei!"
Wu Yan knocked on the door a few more times and increased the sound, but the knock on the door finally disappeared into the air. The hall also returned to silence.
"Hey..." He sighed lightly and took a step back silently.
"Xiao Hei, even if you don't open the door, I have something to tell you..."
His hand gently stroked the door in front of him. Wu Yan could feel a slight breath from inside, which made him feel certain.
"I really want you to go home with your mother..."
For a moment, Wu Yan clearly felt that the breathing in the door became a little faster, and this also convinced him that Xiao Hei was listening carefully on the opposite side.
So, Wu Yan continued to speak.
"But, you know, that definitely doesn't mean abandoning you. To me, to Daisy, to Mikoto, you are already our family..."
There was still silence on the other side of the door, and Wu Yan also began to speak on his own.
"For a person, the person who knows him (her) best in the world may not be a friend or a lover, but it will definitely be a family member, so we have known for a long time, Xiao Hei, you actually want it too. Your real family's, right?"
The sound of breathing in the door suddenly choked.
"Your mother sealed the past you, just to want you to live a better life. She did not mean to abandon you, but just expressed her love for you, whether it was Xiao Hei or Illya. Yes..." Wu Yan lowered his voice.
"These, I don't believe you don't understand..."
sound, falling...
After a long time, inside the closed door, finally, a voice sounded.
"Then, why can't I do it?..." Xiao Hei's sad voice entered Wu Yan's ears.
"I also yearn for an ordinary life, and I am also grateful to my mother who wanted to bring this to me, but why do I have to seal up the me who has the memory of the past? Can't I live an ordinary life with this memory? Yet?…"
"The magic side is a bloody and crazy world, and you are a victim created by this crazy world!" Wu Yan revealed a fact that was ruthless and reasonable.
"If it were you, would you be willing to let your children live in this world with the idea of 'you are a prop'?"
"Even so, isn't there me in it?!" Xiao Hei's voice became excited again.
"For my mother, maybe she just wanted to give the original me a new life, but the abandoned memory had a personality and became me. As a result, it was Illya who had the new life, and I became Abandoned people, aren't they?!"
"Does that make a difference?!" Wu Yan also raised his voice.
"You didn't say it at the beginning, you are Illya, aren't you?!"
"The real Illya has family! Has friends! Has a dream life! I'm just a fake now!" Xiao Hei's voice was already crying.
"Bearing all the pain in the past, and also the memory, it's just a fake separated from the body!"
"So, do you want to live in your own world with this pain, this memory, and this self-defeating idea?!" Wu Yan knocked on the door fiercely.
"What do you mean, the real Illya has family, friends, and a dream life, don't you think that you have never regarded us as your family, Meiyou and the others as your friends, and you have not regarded us here as your friends? Do you care about life?!"
"No... No..." Xiao Hei's voice finally became a little flustered.
"not like this…"
"Listen, Xiao Hei..." Wu Yan closed his eyes, calmed down his inner emotions, and spoke softly.
"I think that since fate has given you a personality, which was originally just a simple memory, then it must be necessary to prove that you, the past Illya, has the need to exist, and fate has given you a body by accident, it must be because You have a right to live!"
"And if even you start to deny yourself, isn't the old Illya of 'Little Black' too pitiful?"
"Big brother…"
"I know, you were originally Illya, and inexplicably carried memories and became a fake. It must be very painful in my heart, and it must be very hard to replenish magic power if you want to exist in this world..." Wu Yan gently Let his voice pass directly into Xiao Hei's heart.
"However, no matter how painful and hard it is, you still have the family, friends, and life you want, so at least I think it's all worth it..."
"Now, your real family is within your reach, and you, who should be happy, are refusing everything that makes you happy. By doing this, you will really make yourself carry a lifetime of pain and those Painful memory!" Wu Yan laughed bitterly.
"In this case, you let me give up the class card in your body and go around a big circle to find a way to make a class card. Why are you denying my hard work now..."
The bitter laughter was absorbed by the door in front of him and the surrounding walls, and disappeared from his ears.
However, the door in front of me finally opened...
With red and swollen amber eyes and wet cheeks covered with tears, Xiao Hei couldn't help shedding tears.
"sorry Sorry…"
"Okay..." Wu Yan put on a slack smile, squatted down, and stroked Xiao Hei's head.
"You didn't do anything wrong..."
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." However, Xiao Hei was still in tears, while constantly sobbing and apologizing.
"Clearly, big brother gave up his class card for me, and for me, let me go to school, made friends, lived an ordinary life, and provided me with a place to live, but I doubt that you will abandon me , I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"It's the same sentence, you didn't do anything wrong..." Wu Yan gently stroked, in stark contrast with Xiao Hei, always smiling.
"I hope Kuro can be happy, Daisy and Mikoto must think so, so please don't give up your happiness even for us, okay?"
"Woo woo... woo woo!" Xiao Hei couldn't help rushing into Wu Yan's arms, crying loudly.
"sorry Sorry!"
"It's okay, it's over..."
"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"
"It's alright, it's alright, darling..."
"Ohh Ohh ohh…"