I Became a God in a Horror Game

Chapter 461 Evil God Festival · Boathouse

"I'm very curious about this." Bai Liu tilted his head slightly and asked with a smile, "What does it feel like to fall in love with a creature that won't respond, and deceive yourself into falling in love?"

"Does it hurt when you're watching Tavel reading a book in church alone, when he looks back at you?"

"Do you mind that?"

"No one likes someone who makes them miserable, it's just that you don't have a choice."

"After all, since you were born, you have never received the spontaneous love of other human beings. Some of them are feelings that you have traded and meet various conditions, so you can't tell them apart because of the foreign objects you gave them. respond to you, or respond to you because they are your kind?"

"Xieta is like this, Lu Yizhan is like this, your later teammates, Mu Ke, Mu Sicheng, Liu Jiayi, Tang Erda, everyone is like this."

"You have to meet some of their expectations and give them what they want to get them close to you."

"So did you actually get their affection for you? Or did you just buy them briefly to be there for you?"

"If one day you can't continue to give the traded items, will they abandon you forever and leave you?"

Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth: "--It's like Scheta who once died."

Bai Liu's breathing slowed down. He lowered his head, and the broken hair fell on his forehead to cover his face. He couldn't see his expression clearly. His whole body gradually shrank. He was thin and thin, and finally turned into a fourteen-year-old Bai Liu.

The thin white willow sat motionless on the audience chair opposite the water-patterned wall, with water droplets falling into the universe at the end of her hair.

[System warning: Player Bai Liu was attacked by the evil god Bai Liu, and his mental value dropped, and will soon drop below 60. Seeing hallucinations...]

Bai Liu smiled and looked at Bai Liu opposite the water-patterned wall, or the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu:

"You are essentially the same as Tavel at the beginning, you gathered these people around you by giving them gratis in advance, but I have proved in countless experiments that such pre-giving cannot be exchanged for love. , only in exchange for desire."

"Are you sure what you're trading now from other people is really affection, not some kind of desire that looks like an affection?"

Bai Liu lowered his eyes with pity: "You are a lonely god, just like Tavel."

"It's just that it doesn't have a soul, and it doesn't feel lonely and miserable when it doesn't get response and love, but you do."

"Your soul will suffer endlessly because you can't get love."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's spirit value continues to drop, and will soon drop below 40! 】

Water gradually seeped out of Bai Liu's clothes. He seemed to have fallen into a pool that did not exist. His hair and clothes began to float in the universe. His hands floated in front of him. A black hole, with a silver-blue brilliance faintly flashing inside.

Bai Liu smiled at Bai Liu with those silver-blue eyes, and continued:

"The pain of being born from the soul will tie them up, trap them in place and unable to move forward, just like silk threads, they can only be manipulated by this pain, and then slowly become puppets of pain."

A transparent silk thread that flew out from the depths of the universe wrapped around Bai Liu's wrist, lifting his thin wrist like a puppet.

"Tavel is a real monster, and you are a monster with a soul, and you were not the same kind from the beginning."

Bai Liu said softly:

"And the human beings around you, whether good or bad, they have been loved, and they have loved others, they have gained souls because of others' suffering, and there are human beings who really care about them."

"They don't come from the same place as you. Even if they wander around you at the moment, they will never end up in the same place with you, because you are not the same kind, and because they all have their own place to go, and to welcome them. those who have returned."

"You are just a god who temporarily sheltered them."

Bai Liu looked at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu opposite the water-marked wall: "When they left, you were still alone."

"No one will stop for you."

"No one in this world expects your birth, no one expects your growth, no one expects you to become a good person, and you, as a derivative of an evil god, strive to control your desires, satisfy their conditions and change yourself become a good ordinary person, and by doing so, transform himself into their own kind and gain their short-lived affection."

"—It's like you, at the age of fourteen, turned yourself into a monster in order to have a monster like Tavel."

"After so many years and so much effort, you still haven't found your kind, Bai Liu."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's spirit value continues to drop, and will soon drop below 20! Please quickly restore the spirit value! 】

Two silk threads flew out and tied to Bai Liu's left wrist and neck. He was pulled by the silk threads and slowly raised his head. Bai Liu walked out from behind the water-marked wall without hesitation. He walked in front of Bai Liu and raised his head. Bai Liu's jaw lifted, a sigh that seemed to be pitiful on his face.

"In this world, I have been watching you since you were born, looking forward to you, only me."

Bai Liu took off his right glove, lowered his eyes and gently supported Bai Liu's face with his right hand, in a very light tone:

"I know what you're thinking, I understand everything you're going to do, and I'll hold the most interesting game in the world in front of you."

"—The birth of your soul surprised me and made me give up that old creation. Your growth and self-restraint made me feel that I saw the most valuable things in this world."

"You showed me the possibility of a human with a soul becoming a god, guarding the gate in endless pain and loneliness."

Bai Liu's warm palm caressed Bai Liu's side face, his thumb brushed under Bai Liu's eyes, and there was a sympathetic smile on his face:

"I know that if it were you, even if all the abyss, darkness, hatred, desire, and other negative emotions on the other side of the door were dumped on you, you could still maintain your sanity and let your soul in some unknown The love that comes from keeps the shape of a human being, guarding this door eternally in the vastness of the universe."

"—Like guarding the kind of people you think they are, even though they are not."

"Among all the world lines you can recognize, the person who expects you to live forever and can truly understand your thoughts, the closest existence to your kind, is actually only me who is hated by you."

Bai Liu squatted in front of Bai Liu on one knee. He stared at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu sitting on the chair with those silver blue eyes that gradually turned into dark blue, and stroked his soft hair, like a gentle and friendly person. Senior citizens.

"In the 658 world lines, you are the most malicious derivative I have suffered, so many pursuers who hate you, but I can't give you any help, I can only watch you time and time again in other people's giving Struggling with malice."

"sorry."

Bai Liu suddenly leaned forward and hugged Xiao Bai Liu, he buried his head in Bai Liu's thin shoulders, and tightly hugged his thin paper-like shoulder blades, his voice became serious:

"sorry."

"In those 658 world-line games, you exceeded my expectations. I did hurt a lot of people, but only you, I didn't intend to play you in this game."

"You are not the game NPC I set, nor are you those creatures that evolved from the world line born in my palm."

"—You are just a me who has no kind, but has a soul."

Bai Liu gently patted the motionless little Bai Liu's back, as if to appease a child:

"Long, long ago, when I saw you sneaking into the church and stuffing yourself into the blood-soaked Scheta's arms, I was thinking—"

"—If at this time, instead of you twisting yourself into Sheeta's arms to get that bloody and cold hug, but someone came to hug you, what would you do?"

"What would you do if I came to you as your kind and hugged you?"

"But I can't touch you, but I think." Bai Liu's tone became very light, "He is already a human, he has a soul, he loves others, and one day, he will wait for the arrival to take the initiative. The man who hugged him."

"So I watched quietly beside you, and waited with you for that person to appear."

"In the past ten years, you have had people who fought side by side with you, who looked up to those who believed in you, who prevented you from going astray, and those who were responsible for you. There are obviously so many people around you—"

"—but still no one came to hug you."

"You have become an omnipotent god and an all-evil monster in the eyes of others, but still no one regards you as a human being."

"Only me." Bai Liu whispered, "Only I know that you are a human being with a soul, a good child who has always loved others."

"You're waiting for a hug."

"I thought that human beings are a mirror that reflects emotions, and you who have given love will have long waited for your own hug, but I didn't expect you to take in so many people, and it was me who gave you the hug in the end."

Bai Liuwang opened his eyes with no emotion. He looked at Tavel who looked like a cold sculpture behind the water-patterned wall. He saw in Tavel's eyes a reflection of the fourteen-year-old curled up in a chair and sitting in a chair. Six hugged the shoulders.

Bai Liu opened his interfering mouth and said [Shetta] softly.

Tawil, with emotionless silver-blue eyes, didn't answer him.

Then Bai Liu's eyes were very slow, and very slowly a tear fell, and he heard Bai Liu say softly like a sigh:

"Be my heir, my child."

"This is your final destination."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value is about to be reset! warn! warn! ! 】

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