Seven Hundred and Twenty Second Heartbeat Moment

Jessica was starting to regret it.

The novelty of arriving at the scene slowly cooled down, and the embarrassment and jerkyness of being at a loss made the absurdity of reality clear. Like a large lump of ice rolling in the stomach, the biting cold spread along the blood to every corner of the limbs, and then The body stiffened uncontrollably.

escape!

There was a scream of fear in the back of my head.

She didn't know this band, nor did she understand the band's music. Amid the excitement and emotion of the audience, she was a complete outsider; In the heat wave, she felt that she was bound together like a puppet, and even breathing became difficult.

She wondered if she should turn around and leave, maybe it was still too late.

escape!

run away!

The screams in her head echoed continuously like a sea monster, and every muscle in her body could feel the soreness and swelling so stiff that it was on the verge of explosion. Jessica felt that she was about to vomit, sincerely.

Then, when a melody came out, the audience was silent, there was no cheering, shouting or jumping, everyone couldn't help but hold their breath, the world fell into a coldness like this, the roiling heat wave gradually faded, briefly making Jessica's stomach The discomfort subsided a little, and it seemed to be able to breathe some fresh air.

But even so, Jessica can still feel the sound of "run away" continuing to stir in her mind. Chaos, so that the body and mind can not settle down.

Then, Jessica caught some fragmentary notes——

There is only one acoustic guitar, the pure and bright strings tinkle like a clear stream, clean as a mess, and then Ronan speaks, his clear and warm voice soars freely between the notes, making people involuntarily follow along with them, including Jessica is no exception.

"Throwing the white flag is like being abandoned, what we desire is not what we think we desire..."

"White the white flag, we can't predict the future, what we need is not what we think we need..."

"Don't give up, don't give in."

The eloquent lyrics hit the chest like a heavy hammer, and Jessica's brain fell into a state of shutdown, and the trembling and shock rippled gently like ripples.

The burning and turbulence in the stomach gradually calmed down,

In this way, the restless cells merged into the gurgling flow of notes, and the tired muscles also relaxed. In this way, they slowly and slowly relaxed their vigilance, followed the ups and downs of the melody, and regained their stability after a long absence.

How is this going?

Jessica didn't know why.

Turning her head, Jessica could see the audience around her. Their faces were slightly raised, bathed in the faint light of the stage, and there were crystal tears in the depths of their eyes. Then a corner collapsed, and she didn't know what the song meant——

To be precise, she didn't even know the name of the song.

However, she just fell into the notes together, raised her face, and listened quietly, as if she was the only one left in the world, and she disappeared into nothingness in an instant, truly entering the atmosphere of the concert, feeling The beating of the pulse, the mood finally completely settled down.

After a pause, all the accompaniment disappeared, and only Ronan's soft humming voice was left in the New Orleans Arena of Nuo Da. It was like a warm sea wave surrounding the audience, "Ah... ah..." Even without lyrics, Jessica would I can deeply feel the emotions hidden in the melody and singing, and burst into tears without warning.

Like a fool.

In an instant, I was so excited. Forget anxiety, forget tension, forget apprehension... Forget yourself, just get rid of the shackles and give yourself to the melody, touch the temperature of the notes with your soul, there is no special skill, this is enough, and then, the beating of the heart starts to be different stand up.

It turns out that this is the charm of concerts; it turns out that this is the charm of live performances; it turns out that this is the charm of the king for a day.

"The tide rises, crushes it, and gets involved in it; the tide rises, rushes towards it, and is in it."

Ronan's soft singing surrounded Jessica, like the first ray of sunshine in the early summer morning, like a jumping wave in the vast ocean, like a quiet place deep in the green forest, it is lonely and romantic , It is happiness and relaxation, and the emotions deep in my heart collapse instantly.

She has completely forgotten, she has forgotten the original intention of buying concert tickets——

A brief escape from life, trying to awaken the passion that has long since disappeared, and regain the weight of life.

But after entering the concert, after the initial sense of novelty, he still trapped himself, refusing to open his heart and integrate into the scene; even though the physical level had appeared on the scene, the spiritual level was still blocked at home, and even subconsciously resisted accepting the new challenge.

until now.

Then, the drums climbed up and stopped abruptly at the highest point. The audience was silent. Jessica instantly felt the joy and numbness of the soul coming out of her body, as if she was in the universe and overlooking the entire earth. Freedom to open up all the cells in the body.

When he focused his sight again, the scene in front of him was completely different.

It turns out that the world is so huge; it turns out that the universe is so boundless; it turns out that life is not just daily necessities; it turns out that life has so many possibilities.

Boom!

In an instant, the drumbeat fell again, the stars overflowed, the universe exploded, and the whole soul trembled. In Ronan's voice, I felt the release of infinite energy. The entire New Orleans Arena was brightly lit in an instant, so dazzling and so hot, The heart is boiling with it.

"Won't give up! Won't give in!"

"Pack your bags! Embrace the new students!"

Treble, wave after wave.

Trembling, one after another.

Jessica felt her own insignificance like never before, and also felt the color and energy of life like never before. The surging emotions made tears burst completely.

At this moment, Jessica finally broke free from her own shackles, and devoted herself wholeheartedly to the concert, as if she had arrived at Neverland, she unloaded her burden, shed her shackles, let go of her burden, and embraced the raging wind with open arms , feel...free.

Ah, freedom.

To breathe freely, to laugh freely, to enjoy freely, to sing freely, to dance freely, to soar freely, it turns out that this is freedom.

Turning her head, Jessica could see the tears of the audience, without screaming or shouting, but she could clearly feel the freedom and madness of every soul. That powerful energy made Jessica feel again She is truly alive, not someone else's wife or mother, not someone else's daughter or friend, but herself, just herself:

a separate entity.