Five Hundred and Thirty-Five Self-Moving
"Um... oh oh oh..."
The graceful melody hummed softly is like the footsteps of a ballerina, light and soft, and the flowing steps draw a soft line on the pink dancing shoes, which makes people hold their breath, lest a little negligence may miss the thrilling For an instant, time freezes.
Slowly, it swayed gently following the melody, like a mother's swaying cradle.
Then, the humming stopped.
The sound of crackling firewood burning spreads slowly in the air, falling into a tranquility. Although the noise of the party in the distance can still be caught in the wind, it brings out the tranquility and peace around it more and more, and the surging heart in the chest throbs slightly So sweet and bitter intertwined.
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The corners of the mouth raised slightly.
When I was young, my emotions were always straight and simple. If you like it, you like it, and if you hate it, you hate it, just like black and white are white.
Growing up, emotions are always complicated and chaotic, tears in laughter, sweet and bitter, joy can never be separated from sadness, it is difficult to express it in one word.
Just like this time.
Ollie slowly opened his eyes and looked at Ronan. The fire reflected on his chest and jaw, outlining the outline of his face. He seemed to be aware of Ollie's gaze. Ronan looked over, with a smile in his eyes, joking. Ollie's gaffe, which made Ollie couldn't hold back, and chuckled.
However, Ollie's eyes were covered with a thin layer of tears, and it was difficult to tell whether it was sadness, regret, or other emotions. The sadness overflowing in it made the smile blooming at the corner of his mouth become mixed.
Ronan stared at Ollie, and also became sad.
In fact, this serenade just now hides a touch of sadness, not because Ronan has predicted the ending of Ollie and Ophelia, but because Ronan clearly felt Ollie's mood - so hot, so crazy , So turbulent, even after graduating for many years, the feeling of liking has not faded, and it has even become stronger.
Maybe it's because I miss the innocence of my youth; maybe it's because I miss the simplicity of my first love memory; maybe it's because of the hypocrisy and obscurity after Grammy became famous overnight, which makes people miss those youthful years that have nothing to do with interests.
Too eager and too longing,
Instead, Ollie's hands and feet were bound, cautious, at a loss, and worrying about gains and losses.
Ronan caught a moment of loss in Ollie's broken focus.
The emotional sparks created by the collision of notes and lyrics are just like this.
"Are you okay?" Ronan asked with his mouth.
Ollie didn't speak, just nodded vigorously and gave an affirmative answer, but the tears in his eyes fell down accidentally, Ollie was a little flustered, raised his head in embarrassment to wipe it clean, and then showed a big smile, In the end, he found that the more he smiled, the more tears fell, and he frantically wiped his face, but let himself fall into a more embarrassing situation, just like a fool.
Why is this so?
Ronan also found it funny, put the guitar beside him, stood up directly, walked to Ollie, and sat down again, "Now you are directly exposed. I don't think the job of 007 is suitable for you."
"Puchi", Oli was immediately amused by Ronan, and laughed out loud, but he didn't expect snot and tears to come out together, "I think so too."
Ronan searched around, and then Justin handed over a handkerchief, which made Ronan slightly stunned, and sent out a questioning signal with his eyes, "Handkerchief?" What year is it now, and there are still people carrying handkerchiefs?
Justin was very calm, shrugged, and asked back of course, "Don't you know that this is a gentleman's etiquette?"
Ronan was stunned, unable to refute, he still took the handkerchief, "Thank you, gentleman." Then, he turned and handed the handkerchief to Ollie.
"snort!"
The sound of blowing his nose was like a giant snoring, and Ronan frowned slightly, and turned to look at Justin, his eyes seemed to be saying:
Your handkerchief, there is probably no way to recycle it.
Justin was also full of astonishment, looking at Ollie as if seeing a dinosaur, and then spread his hands with a helpless expression.
The smile in Ronan's eyes surged, and he turned his head to look at Ollie again, waiting patiently for Ollie to clean up his face, but he never spoke.
Instead, Oli felt embarrassed first, "I... I don't know what's wrong with me."
"The meeting tonight didn't go well? But, when you come back..." Ronan asked speculatively.
"No, no, no, no..." Ollie waved his hands again and again, "I mean, tonight is going well, everything is fine, we... um, we had a good conversation, chatted about our lives now, chatted Talking about the previous school, she knows... In fact, she has always known about our actions."
"I don't think it's surprising. After all, I'm not the best candidate for 007 either." Ronan shrugged and said self-mockingly, which made Ollie laugh.
In the past when they were in college, they haunted Ophelia's side every now and then. Not to mention hiding their whereabouts, they often exposed themselves to each other on purpose, trying to attract Ophelia's attention. strangeness.
It was just a little accident, Ophelia still remembered.
Ronan looked at Ollie, whose eyes were full of happiness, "So, what's going on? Could it be...she's married?"
"No..." Facing the imaginative Ronan, Oli couldn't laugh or cry. Seeing Ronan's surprised expression, Oli waved his hands again and again, and couldn't help laughing, "No, I checked, she didn't wear a ring , and, she is still single now, so she agreed to the invitation to come to the music festival alone."
Ronan pursed his lips and raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, but his expression was still full of "disbelief".
Ollie really couldn't laugh or cry, and didn't continue to explain. He thought about it seriously, "I just suddenly felt... Maybe, we will never be possible."
Ronan couldn't understand, "What do you mean?"
Ollie hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything, just shook his head lightly, "Ronan, I'm fine, really, I'm just thinking wildly."
It was true before, and it is true now, just like "my demon", Ollie is always facing his own demons, and if he doesn't say it, it doesn't mean he doesn't have it.
Ronan also knew that Ollie needed time and space, and when the time came, he would naturally say what he was willing to share.
But Ronan still comforted her, "She knows that you had a crush on her once, and you probably didn't hide it from her eyes tonight, but she still didn't run away, which means you have a chance."
Ollie laughed softly and nodded, "I know." This is also the reason why Ollie's mood soared into the sky when he came back, the whole world was bright, "But what I'm worried about is precisely this. I If you get too deep, maybe she's just touched, or maybe I'm just touching myself."
There are too many deep meanings hidden in a simple sentence, and there is a touch of bitterness in the sweetness.
Ollie's love has been too deep for too long, and this is also doomed. In this relationship, he is the passive party. Even if the confession is successful, the balance of the relationship has already been broken.