Five Hundred and Eighth, Fans of the Authorities

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Sophie wanted to die, the "social death" kind.

I finally opened my heart and admitted the wounds in my heart. I cried again after the concert in Washington, and faced myself calmly again after four months; however, it was in front of Ronan, with tears and snot all mixed together , Don't talk about other people, even she despises herself.

Sophie didn't realize what she had done until Ronan and his party turned and left, gradually drifting away, and their rationality returned to their brains.

Sophie deeply felt that she might never dare to appear in front of Ronan in the future-the person involved regretted it very much.

However, recalling the words that Ronan said before parting again, the smile on the corner of his mouth could not help but rise lightly, as if the dark clouds above his head were dissipating, and a ray of golden sunshine fell on his palm again .

He said, "In life, we can meet countless people, most of them are passers-by, a small number of people may go together for a journey and then part ways, and only a very, very small number of people can follow us through most of the journey of life. , and they are precisely the most important.”

Man is a strange animal.

In fact, many times the truth is not as difficult as imagined, and I understand it, but the authorities are obsessed, and we are always stuck in the same place for ourselves; until one day, the same truth is said by bystanders, especially by opinion leaders or idols. When the role model speaks out, it seems to be suddenly enlightened.

Sophie didn't tell Ronan what happened. In fact, they didn't communicate at all, but Ronan still captured something from a few words, so he said those meaningful words before parting.

Sophie could feel the tiredness and laziness in Ronan's voice. The tiredness that originated from the depths of the soul was like a hand reaching out from the dark abyss, grasping the ankle tightly, but Ronan's eyes still flickered The faint but firm light and the shallow smile are as bright as the sun.

Then, just like that, Masai suddenly realized.

Sophie also felt very stupid.

But the reality is, after bidding farewell to Ronan, I wiped away my tears and raised my head to look at the golden blue sky in California. The world seemed to brighten up, and the vast expanse of sea and sky unfolded in front of my eyes. The same scenery, but a different world .

"I want to stay."

A thought took root in my mind, before I had time to savor the reaction carefully,

It had already grown into a big tree in the sky, almost breaking through the body, and then she realized that this was an impulse, but it was not just an impulse.

Sophie wants to stay in Los Angeles, bid farewell to Washington, and start a new life in this city.

She knew it was impulsive and outrageous, and was she just leaving Washington for the first time, and then decided to live in a strange city she was visiting for the first time? Say goodbye to your family and friends, say goodbye to your familiar environment, say goodbye to everything you have worked so hard for? It's just insane.

Moreover, it's like running away, escaping from the honesty of her ex-boyfriend, like a coward, shouldn't she just stay in Washington, and then live out her true self, so that her ex-boyfriend can see that even without him, she can still Create a whole new world.

However, Sophie knew that she was not running away, but... didn't care, or rather, didn't want to care.

She doesn't want to care about her ex-boyfriend's opinion, and she doesn't want to prove anything to her ex-boyfriend. Whether she lives well or not has nothing to do with him.

Leaving Washington and staying in Los Angeles is more because I have found a new motivation. The impulse and joy in my mind can't be suppressed at all. Every cell in my body is screaming, as if... as if life is rejuvenated. The color, the body wakes up again, and then is full of expectations for life, looking forward to every day spent here.

Purely just for myself.

Sophie thought it was a good idea.

Sophie knew that Ronan must be able to give herself the answer, because Ronan's music is the source of inspiration.

So, can Ronan, who gave the answer at this time, find his own answer?

Father, like son.

This sentence applies to everyone.

Ronan realized that maybe he should discuss the matter of Trastan with Maxim and Cliff, because Trastan had reappeared, and their avoidance could not make Trastan disappear again; The lack of communication could be an opportunity for Trastan.

They should face up to the wound of "Trastan", and then resolutely tear open the scar before they can move on.

But how should we communicate?

While waiting for Ronan to return to the hotel room, Maxim and Ollie were already sound asleep, and Cliff was soaking in the bathroom to block all the noises—it seemed that he was not ready to communicate, but Ronan Can't say anything, lack of effective sleep for ten days, they all desperately need rest, even Ronan himself is no exception.

Now doesn't seem like the best time to discuss Trastan.

In the end, Ronan couldn't hold on. After the tense nerves were relaxed because of Sophie, they couldn't be tensed anymore. His heavy eyelids kept fighting, and he almost couldn't stand still, as if he was stepping on a cloud. , stumbled back to the room, fell heavily, even before taking off his shoes, he fell asleep and completely unconscious.

The world finally quieted down.

Anxiety, temporarily dormant.

During this sleep, I slept very solidly and steadily, without dreaming or waking up, just fell into a deep sleep like this, as if I had completely lost consciousness.

Ronan woke up hungry.

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I was so hungry, it was as if my whole body had been hollowed out, so that my internal organs began to burn, and I curled up into a ball, and then woke up in a daze, ignorantly preparing to look for food, but hope Looking around, there is no light to be seen in the dark sky, and it is not known whether the effect of the blackout curtains is too good or the whole world has escaped into darkness, and it is impossible to tell the specific time.

In the darkness, Ronan collided with the corner of the bed once, and then had three close contacts with the wall, and almost tripped twice on the way, and finally touched the door, opened the door and stood in the corridor, finally felt The goose-yellow lights reflected the halo on the scarlet carpet, and the world brightened up again.

Standing at the door, Ronan was full of question marks——

Isn't he hungry? So why left the room? Shouldn't you just use the intercom to call the hotel's room service?

But Ronan didn't have an answer either, he didn't know how he came out, his brain was a mess, and he couldn't function, and now he still feels top-heavy.

Just when he was about to return to the room, he could see a figure approaching hurriedly out of the corner of his eye.

It's Alice.