Chapter 475 Melt Your Heart
"When you and your companions fall into the water, what is the first thing you think of? Will you push your companion up first? Wrong, the first thing you think about is to grab a life-saving straw, even if it is this straw He also sank because of himself.”
"You think that human beings are originally good by nature, but you are wrong. Human nature itself is evil. Human beings have been selfish since childhood. Where does goodness come from? The so-called goodness is just a hypocritical disguise."
Liu Kexin's eyes were red, and she suddenly couldn't help but shed tears. The ape god looked at Liu Kexin and asked: "Why are you crying? I don't need other people's sympathy? I am the strong one, you are the weak one, and the weak can only be beaten." The strong have sympathy and mercy.”
Liu Kexin wiped her tears, looked at the ape god, and choked up: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so pitiful. I just thought you were cruel before. I didn't expect you to have such a life experience and such a miserable childhood. Think about it and Compared to you, most people are indeed much happier."
The ape god said a little irritably: "Didn't I tell you that I, the ape god, don't need the sympathy of a weakling like you?"
Liu Kexin said to herself: "Ape God, don't kill people all the time in the future. If you have something on your mind, just tell me directly, okay? I can help you listen."
"Damn it!" The ape god punched the ground, and there was a rumble on the ground. He suddenly stood up and cursed, "I told you a long time ago, how could I need a weakling like you to shed tears for me? What the hell? boring!"
The ape god angrily walked far away, turned his back to Liu Kexin, raised his head to the sky and roared. Liu Kexin covered his ears and stared blankly at the sad back of this ape god who looked different from a normal human, listening. He was filled with sad roars. Only a girl like Liu Kexin with a spotlessly pure heart could feel the intense sadness from the ape god's crazy roars. Others could only see that this was a ferocious, cruel and evil person. , a monkey as cruel and powerful as the monkey in Xingye's "Journey to the West: Conquer the Demons".
Others' hearts will only be filled with awe. The only one who can understand the heart of the ape god, and the only one who can see the loneliness, sadness, and anger deep in the ape god's heart, is Liu Kexin.
Only Liu Kexin would feel pity and sympathy for such a powerful and terrifying man.
This man was powerful enough, cruel enough, and even terrifying, but Liu Kexin felt that he was not scary, but pitiful.
The ape god roared there several times before he vented the wild, violent, and sad emotions in his heart. When he walked back, he became much calmer again.
Liu Kexin looked at the Ape God and said: "Ape God, I have decided that from now on my mission is to change you. I want you to know that there are not only the sad past events you have experienced in this world. There’s a lot of good in it too.”
The ape god sat down, closed his eyes, snorted and said, "Boring."
Liu Kexin was neither angry nor frustrated, and said: "If you are bored, just be bored. Ape God, who is the Buddha Master you are talking about? Why are you willing to obey him?"
Ape God said: "He is an extremely powerful person, probably the most powerful person in the world. Isn't it normal for the weak to obey the strong? If I become more powerful than him one day, I will also let him He obeys my orders or I kill him.”
Liu Kexin shook his head and said: "Then this Mr. Buddha is still not very good, not powerful enough."
The ape god opened his eyes and looked at Liu Kexin. This was the first time that he was so interested in a sentence. He even had a smile in his eyes and asked: "Oh? Then tell me, why is he not strong enough? ?”
Liu Kexin said seriously: "The real strong man does not use his fists to make people surrender, but makes people sincerely accept them. The weak use force to intimidate, the strong use virtue to convince people, and use force to intimidate. Once one day your force If you are no longer as strong as others, others will want to dominate you. For those who convince others with virtue, even if one day you become old, you will still gain the respect of others."
The ape god sighed and said: "I thought you could say something interesting, but it turned out to be such boring words again."
Liu Kexin looked at the ape god and asked: "Don't you realize this? Although Mr. Buddha is stronger than you, if one day you become stronger than him, you will defeat him and dominate him. It's like others are in front of you. They feel scared in front of you because they are afraid of your fists. One day when you get older or even injured, they become stronger than you. How do you treat them today? , that’s how they’ll treat you.”
"The weak prey on the strong, that's how the world is."
Liu Kexin suddenly stood up, walked to the ape god, and sat down in front of the ape god. The two of them had never been so close to each other since they met, and even the ape god had never been with him since he was born. Whoever sticks so close to him will make even his family hate and fear him, let alone outsiders.
When he was young, his family hated him and were unwilling to stay close to him.
When he grew up, everyone was afraid of him and didn't dare to stay too close to him.
So after Liu Kexin sat down face to face with him, the two people's legs were almost touching each other, and there was only two fists between their faces. The cruel, cold-hearted ape god only had hatred for the world. He became a little unnatural and moved his body slightly. Although his face was covered with hair and his face could not be seen, he gave the impression that he was a little shy...
If someone saw that the ape god, the most cruel and bloody among the eight generals of Buddhism, could be shy, his jaw would definitely be dropped.
Liu Kexin stretched out her hand and gently placed her soft hand on the heart of the ape god. Even through her clothes, she could feel the powerful thumping heartbeat inside. The ape god's eyes widened in surprise and he looked at Liu Kexin. , a little unnatural.
Liu Kexin squinted her eyes and smiled happily: "Your heart is beating so fast."
"Idiot!" The ape god pushed Liu Kexin's hand away, and his tone became unnatural, "If your heart doesn't beat, you will die."
"Yeah... if your heart doesn't beat, you're dead, but do you know what this proves?"
The ape god snorted heavily and said, "I don't know."
Liu Kexin smiled happily and said: "It proves that you are also a person of flesh and blood. As long as you are a person of flesh and blood, you will have feelings and you will not be cold-blooded in your heart. From now on, I will find a way to help you...even if Your heart is cold, and I have to find a way to warm it up. I want you to get out of that loneliness and sadness. One day you will definitely reintegrate into this world, and you will find that in this world It turns out that there is not only hatred, but also many, many beautiful things. You cannot ruin the second half of your life just because of your unfortunate first half. That would be unfair to you in the second half of your life."
The ape god stared at Liu Kexin and asked, "Why do you care about me? What is your purpose? Do you want me to let you go, or do you want me not to kill you?"
"No." Liu Kexin said seriously, "I won't let you let me go before I melt you. I will stay by your side, enlighten you, and heal your wounds. I will help you slowly, and I believe you will be able to understand everything I say one day, and you will feel that there are still some beautiful things in the world that are worth pursuing."
"You're crazy!" The ape god suddenly stood up. He had never been so nervous since he was a child. At this moment, he looked at Liu Kexin as if he was facing a formidable enemy and shouted loudly, "Mom Yes, I thought I was a madman before, but I didn’t expect that the one I caught this time was also a madman. What do you want to do? Don’t try to fool me. The law of the jungle is the law of the world. Even if you touch me again, as long as I Think, I will kill you too, do you know that killing you is as easy as killing a chicken?"
"I know." Liu Kexin looked up at the ape god standing in front of her, her eyes shining with sincerity, without any impurities in her eyes, "If you want to kill me, then just kill me. This is my own choice, how can I regret it."
The ape god said a little crazy: "Why do you have such an idea? Don't you know that I am a murderous lunatic?"
"I am a nurse, and there is only a poor patient in front of me. He is killing people without blinking an eye, but he also had a sympathetic childhood. He looks ferocious, even scary and disgusting, but He didn't choose this path by himself, he was forced to take it... I want to save him, I want to save him from the pain. Such a pitiful person, I don't want to see him live like this for the rest of his life. It's so pitiful." Liu Kexin's eyes were a little moist, "If I were you, I might not have the courage to live long ago. I still don't agree with your world view and outlook on life. I still think you are wrong, but if I I’ve never helped you, so who am I to criticize you?”
"I don't want to make any big claims, or say that saving you is equivalent to saving those people who may be killed by you in the future. There is only one patient in my eyes now, and the one I really sympathize with and care about in my heart is also patient."
A pure smile appeared on Liu Kexin's face: "If you kill me during this process, then I will die. If you do something, no matter what it is, don't regret it... You kill me I, I won’t hate you either…I only blame myself for not being able to help you.”
At this time, a helicopter suddenly began to hover in the sky. The helicopter buzzed and then landed on the spacious ground next to it, kicking up dust all over the place.
A slender man with long hair and fair skin jumped out of the car. As soon as his feet landed on the ground, the ape god suddenly roared, pounced on the man, and slapped the man's chest directly with his palm, like thunder.
The man obviously didn't expect that the ape god would make a sudden move, but he reacted very quickly and dodged quickly. The ape god actually missed the target.
Just as the Ape God was about to take action again, Liu Kexin suddenly shouted loudly: "Ape God! If you kill someone in front of me, I will die in front of you. You might as well kill me!"
The raised hand of the ape god slowly lowered it down. Seeing that the ape god was so obedient to a woman, the long-haired man couldn't help but look at Liu Kexin with some surprise. His eyes were extremely gentle.