Chapter 474 Tragic Life

The ape god glanced at Liu Kexin coldly and said calmly: "The words you gave me before, I also gave them to you intact. You think it's impossible because you haven't seen or heard them. I have been there, but I have never experienced it. I am thirty-four this year. When I was a child, I was born in a small border town in China. My family is not rich, but I can be considered middle class in the small town. I can run around. Well-off.”

"I am the second child in the family. The one above me is a sister, and after me is a brother... But then they are no longer here, they all died."

The hair on the Ape God's face is too long, and it's impossible to see what his face is like, but the eyes are the windows to a person's soul. Liu Kexin not only couldn't see the slightest sadness in the Ape God's eyes, but he also had... A bit of hearty pleasure, which made her hair stand on end.

"Both my father and mother are businessmen in a small town. They run a small supermarket in the town together. They have a little savings and can be considered as having no worries about food and clothing. They had a baby when they were about thirty years old. I, originally, any child born at this age should be treated as a baby, but they found that they gave birth to a monster, a monster with a lot of hair on the body."

Liu Kexin said sympathetically: "When you are about thirty years old, if you give birth to a child, you will definitely treat it like a baby. But in the end, you find that the child has a growth problem. Most people will definitely not be able to bear it."

The ape god sneered: "Human beings are selfish, and they feel uncomfortable. Do you think this child wants to look like this? When he grows up, he will be laughed at and bullied to his heart's content. If they can protect this child, If not, they might as well not have allowed him to exist in this world in the first place."

Liu Ke thought: "Maybe, because they love you, they are reluctant to give up on you..."

The monkey god smiled, with disdain and indifference: "I already had a sister before me, who was five years older than me. However, there has always been a patriarchal mentality in the family, so I always wanted a boy. The reason why they didn't They gave up on me immediately, just because I was a boy, so they wanted to try to see if they could cure me. They went to a nearby larger city, but the hospital couldn't do anything. They spent some money during this period, maybe because Because they had spent all the money, they felt that if they gave me up like this, the money would be wasted, so they gave up their plan of not wanting me."

"I have an older sister at home. Originally they were patriarchal. My older sister was not favored at home. After they had me, my status was not as good as my older sister's. Maybe it was because of comparison that they felt it was better to spend more energy on something. When it comes to my sister, after all, my sister is still a normal person, but my sister’s status in the family has begun to rise. My sister has hated me since before I was born. Although she was young at that time, she was already sensible and felt that I After I was born, the family might treat her even worse. After I was really born and no longer a threat to her, she began to hate me again. She would not admit at any time that she had a younger brother in the family. She would say it to everyone she saw every day. There is a monkey at home.”

Liu Kexin's eyes began to show more sympathy, and she sighed, "It's all your parents' fault, or the people of their time. Many of them had patriarchal thoughts. This kind of thinking hurt your sister, otherwise She won’t hate you so much or hate you so much.”

Ape God said: "My sister hates me and bullies me with other children outside. Not only do I look different from normal people, I have also been very strong since I was a child. I can beat three or four children of the same age by myself, but my sister is older than me. She was five years old, and her friends were also five or six years older than me. When I was four or five years old, I was knocked to the ground every time, and my nose and face were bruised and swollen, and then they gathered around and laughed loudly."

Liu Kexin said in surprise: "Don't your parents care?"

"After knowing that I had a genetic mutation and could no longer cure me, they still kept me at home out of conscience, but they did not regard me as their biological son at all, and they did not care about me at all, even for a day... …As far as I can remember, they haven’t even held me since I stopped drinking breast milk.”

"That's too much."

"You think it's too much? What's too much is yet to come. Every time my sister bullies me, they won't look at me, but they care about my sister very much. Their eyes look at me every day with indifference... You Tell me, human beings are inherently good by nature?" The ape god's eyes sparkled with coldness as he asked, "Where do you think their kindness lies? I am their biological flesh and blood, my sister's biological brother, where is their kindness? Where is their compassion?”

Liu Kexin was speechless.

The Ape God snorted coldly: "But my sister doesn't need to be too proud. My parents and even their previous generation still have deep-rooted patriarchal thoughts. The reason why they treat my sister well is because I haven't yet Brother, my mother was not able to get pregnant again in those years. When I was six years old, my mother was already over forty years old. We all thought that she would not be pregnant, but we didn’t expect that she was still pregnant...and this time I really gave birth to a younger brother."

The ape god took a deep breath: "They were overjoyed and began to focus all their attention on my brother. My sister began to fall out of favor, but the one who fell even more out of favor was me. I was nothing in their eyes before. But now it has become redundant in their eyes. When they looked at me before, they only looked at me with indifference, but now they have turned into disgust."

"How can they do this? They are all their own children, how can they be treated differently? What's more, although you may not seem to be in line with their thoughts, you are also their flesh and blood after all." Liu Kexin said with some excitement.

"If they really thought that way, how could I be where I am today!" Ape God said emotionally, "But that's right. I want to thank them. They taught me that people should learn to be selfish in this world. , you must learn to be ruthless and become strong. Only if you are strong enough to make others fear you, can you not be bullied!"

"After my little brother was born, my sister took very good care of my little brother. Because of this reason, she didn't completely fall out of favor. Her parents were very good to her. I also wanted to take good care of my little brother, but he got scared when he saw me. I kept crying, and my parents hated me even more because of this. However, at that time, my little brother had to drink milk and needed a lot of care every day. They didn't focus on me at all, so they didn't take me seriously and stayed at home. But my sister has been studying for a long time, but I have always stayed at home, because of my appearance... no place dared to ask me..."

"Later, my little brother slowly grew up. Maybe it was because he had a good relationship with my sister. She was influenced by my sister and always bullied me... When he was four or five years old, I was already over ten. When I was 2 years old, my sister had already entered high school. At that time, I could beat five or six children of the same age by myself. My strength became stronger and stronger, and I was really like a primitive man. But he was my younger brother, and I didn’t If you dare to hit him, you don’t even dare to look at him, and if you make him cry, you will be beaten by my parents.”

"He is a child who is not sensible. Sometimes he and other children bully me, and I dodge. He starts crying and fussing because he can't hit me. My dad beats my butt until the skin is bruised. That time I It took half a month to recuperate."

Liu Kexin took a deep breath and kept mumbling to herself: "It's too much. There are no such parents in this world."

"I have been enduring it, I have been enduring it, until one day, I heard my father and mother chatting in the room, and I realized that they had contacted people outside and wanted to sell me as a long-term laborer. People do manual labor... At that moment, I realized how ridiculous my forbearance for so many years was... What parents and family are, it's just because the same blood flows in our bodies. Apart from this same blood, we have no relationship. "

"At that moment, I suddenly realized that I had lost control. My heart was filled with anger. I rushed into the room. Before they could react, I first pounced on my father, who was the strongest, by his throat. I bit it off, then grabbed a fruit knife in the house and stabbed my mother to death more than ten times in a row. Later, I just stopped doing it and killed all my sister and brother who were sleeping at home... I also drank Their blood...I found that only their blood could calm my emotions."

Liu Kexin's hair stood up when she heard this.

"I ran away from the house. I didn't know if the police would catch me or what would happen to me if they caught me. I have no regrets. I was born into this world by them, and they watched helplessly. I have been bullied by his children and even others outside for more than ten years, and they even sold me like a beast."

"Later I met my master in the wild, a master in the dark world. He discovered that my innate talent was very strong, so he accepted me as his disciple, taught me kung fu, and told me how to kill people...I later watched him walking in the dark world. In the world, I killed many people, and he also asked me to kill many people, until I finally surpassed him in strength and killed him. Then I walked alone in the dark world until I was recruited by Mr. Buddha and became a Buddhist disciple. One of the eight generals, Mr. Long’s mortal enemy.”

After the ape god finished speaking, he began to look at Liu Kexin. Liu Kexin's eyes were indeed full of sympathy. Liu Kexin lowered his head gently. The ape god looked at Liu Kexin and mocked: "Now you still want to tell me that human beings are inherently good in nature." ? Do you still want to say that?"

The ape god looked at Liu Kexin. Originally, he was a person who respected his strength. He did not care about the opinions of others when doing things, let alone looked down on weak people like Liu Kexin. But for some reason, Liu Kexin became an accident. He I really want to know how Liu Kexin replied to me, and I want to know what kind of evaluation Liu Kexin has.