Chapter 49 I Am Not Me, You Are Not You

It has been four months since the breakup was confirmed.

During these four months, Luo Junning and Quan Yuli seemed to have become complete strangers, had no contact, and hadn't even met once. Both of them seemed to have completely disappeared from each other's world.

Quan Yuli doesn't know what Luo Junning thinks, but she knows that she often thinks of him, maybe because of his tenderness, maybe because of his love for his thoughtfulness, and even once fantasized about what it would be like to be alone with him again A scene, will it be when she has found the balance of dream and love and returns to him?

The best wishes will always be punctured by the cruelty of reality.

Quan Yuli looked at Luo Junning with complicated eyes. Compared with four months ago, this big boy looked a little more mature and more attractive, but it also made her heartache even more.

"Yuli, let's go." Luo Junning sighed secretly, but there was a smile on his face.

The familiar smile made Quan Yuli seem to have returned to the time when she was in love with Luo Junning. She nodded instinctively. She regretted it when she and Luo Junning were walking on the trails in the community. She really doesn't want to face it now. Luo Junning.

But after the two left, a figure appeared beside the car, looked around for a while, the figure hesitated, and took a small step to catch up with the two who hadn't disappeared from sight.

...

Luo Junning and Quan Yuli walked like a couple, and it was not until Quan Yuli asked a question that the indescribable atmosphere was broken.

"When did you two get together?"

"On Christmas Eve." Luo Junning glanced at Quan Yuli, and seemed to say something inexplicably, "The fourteenth day."

fourteenth day.

An ordinary number, Quan Yuli bit her lips, she knew the meaning of this number, it turned out that on the fourteenth day after they broke up, this big boy had already come together with his good sister, and until now, even developed to What is the level of intimacy that they haven't developed in a year of dating?

"Why?"

"Because I like it. Because I like it, we are together."

"I didn't ask this." Quan Yuli stopped suddenly, raised her head for the first time, and looked straight at Luo Junning. He said word by word: "Why are you doing this to me, why are you being so cruel to me?"

Luo Junning was silent for a while,

Sighing: "Yuli, what's the point of saying this now? We've already broken up, and I'm still Soo-yeon's boyfriend. You are her good friend, and I don't want to get along with her in the future because of you." Make it difficult for her, so the past is all in the past, okay?"

"Why?" Quan Yuli said these three words stubbornly, with tears in her eyes.

Luo Junning fell silent, and with his left hand in his trouser pocket, he tightly held the ring that was used to propose to Quan Yuli, so tightly that it seemed to be embedded in his flesh.

Quan Yuli tried her best to raise her head in order to look directly into Luo Junning's eyes. It was also to keep her tears from sliding down. She didn't want this big boy to see her weakness, but she didn't want her to be so weak that it hurts her. If Luo Junning hadn't made a decision, if he hadn't already carried it on her back. For Jung Soo-yeon's responsibility, maybe he can't help but hold Kwon Yoo-ri in his arms, and give her the most tenderness he can give.

"Why? What is it for?"

"Am I that much worse than Sika? I just don't want to give up my dream, you are going to leave me, what about Sika? She is still practicing and fighting for her debut, even older than us Some people are working hard. Didn’t you ask oppa whether she chooses her dream or you?”

"Is it because you can't ask, afraid of being abandoned again, or because you think she is better than me, so good that you can ignore the reason why you left me in the first place?"

Kwon Yuri's voice trembled. Suppressing what appears to be a desperate little beast.

Luo Junning's heart ached, as if it had split open.

When he was in love with Kwon Yuri, or even before the relationship, when he was tutoring the girl in her studies and delivering coffee to her, he had never seen such a side of this girl, crazy and painful. Incomprehensible.

This is all because of yourself, right? !

Because of myself, that carefree little girl turned into what she is now. It was only a year of short-lived happiness, but it made her suffer so much now. Maybe I shouldn't have appeared in the first place. That would be very painful to everyone. well, isn't it?

Thinking of this, Luo Junning's heart suddenly calmed down, his original decision became firmer, and the hand holding the ring relaxed.

Quan Yuli didn't get Luo Junning's answer, and became more emotional, but instead she calmed down strangely. She just looked at Luo Junning coldly, with a trace of indifference in her eyes that she never had even when they broke up, "It's because you have already broken through. Is it the last step? Because she has given herself completely to you, so you can tolerate her pursuing her dream with this feeling, is that right?"

The cold voice pierced directly into Luo Junning's heart.

Luo Junning didn't know why Quan Yuli misunderstood that he and Jung Soo-yeon had broken through the last step, and instinctively wanted to explain, but seeing the indifference on Quan Yuli's face, he felt a pain in his heart and at the same time thought about his decision, and then a smile appeared on his face With a faint smile, his voice became a little frivolous: "So you already know."

Quan Yuli looked at Luo Junning quietly, and such an answer broke the luck in her heart, "Because I got everything from her, including her body, did she pamper her like this? Because of this, I gave the tenderness that I couldn't give to me." her?"

"Men are always more tolerant to their own women." Luo Junning shrugged and smiled lightly, "Actually, you can do the same, can't you?"

"How can I, you and Sika have already..." Quan Yuli stared at Luo Junning fiercely, her eyes were full of disbelief and disbelief.

Luo Junning didn't give Quan Yuli too much time to react, took out the ring from her bag, shook it with a smile, and said: "I came to you tonight, just to restore the relationship between us, in fact, I have been I regret it, it is still this ring, as long as you come back to me, you don't need to agree to my marriage proposal."

Quan Yuli asked tremblingly, "Are you planning to break up with Sika?"

"Why did you break up?" Luo Junning showed doubts, and soon suddenly smiled, "The relationship between me and you has nothing to do with her, does it?"

Two boats?

Quan Yuli was full of panic at this time, and couldn't believe that Luo Junning had completely changed in just four months, and she had become completely unknown to her, so that she didn't notice the pain in his eyes at all, and she didn't realize that tonight Everything that happened was abnormal, and when she realized it, Luo Junning had already put the ring on her palm.

Looking at Luo Junning's familiar face, Quan Yuli suddenly realized that after four months, she was no longer herself, and he seemed to be no longer him. (To be continued.)