Prologue
The sun is scorching, and this summer seems to be hotter than usual. The streets and alleys are full of people coming and going, a busy scene. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, people are wearing less and less clothes, and there are groups of people waiting to see beautiful women on the side of the road.
Huo Hai, a boy who was supposed to be like them, lived in the scorching summer, but his heart was cold.
"Is there someone as unlucky as me?" Huo Hai said to himself, he didn't care about everything around him. The ambitions and lofty ambitions since graduation have disappeared with the sneering words of the applicant unit, leaving only indifference and exhaustion.
Every night, my heart is always full of confusion, I don't know where my future is going, and I don't know what I should do. Every day, every moment, Huo Hai felt like a walking dead. It's really unfair for such a thing to happen to me. Huo Hai is not one to complain, but he also complained.
The so-called good people don't live long, but evil people live for thousands of years. I remember that it was because of this saying. Huo Hai's grandfather gave Huo Hai such a name. The homonym is a disaster, so that you can get long-term, rich and powerful.
Huo Hai's father and his grandfather did not think the same way. He taught Huo Hai since he was a child that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be rewarded with evil. These words have deceived Huo Hai for more than twenty years. It's not that easy to be a good person.
Recalling back then, I simply didn't pick up things on the road, and when I saw the old lady crossing the road, I went to help her. When you see rubbish on the ground, pick it up yourself. There is no chance to do big good things, good things within one's ability, good things, I don't know how many good things have been done. Calculated in this way, I should have accumulated a lot of yin virtue, and my life should be better.
Of course, now, for some reason, he doesn't dare to help the old lady. But he still does things like giving up a seat to the elderly when getting in the car. No matter who it is, everyone praises Huo Hai as a good person when they meet.
But where is the good reward of a good person? Is this what happened to me? If it's just that it's hard to find a job after stepping into the society, that's all. This is nothing, and no one can get the appreciation of others from the beginning.
There is no job, at least there is a psychological comfort. Since high school, my girlfriend, who has been sworn to each other forever, spends all the money I earn from odd jobs on her. Sometimes I have to eat instant noodles for several days. This is already very worthy of her. I can't ask my family for money at this time. His skin is not so thick.
But what did I get. Last night, my girlfriend who had been with me for six years proposed to break up with me.
Looking back, until now, Huo Hai still feels light all over. "Hehe, I'm a good person, we're not suitable. Bastard, we're not suitable. Could it be that you and that old guy are suitable." Huo Hai's heart seemed to have been put into an ice cellar.
Yesterday, when his girlfriend proposed to break up, Huo Hai thought it was just a joke because she was dissatisfied. Today, he cruelly took out all the remaining money, bought a ring, and planned to give it to her to curry favor with her. But what did I see. The girlfriend who just broke up yesterday fell into the arms of an old man who could be her grandfather today.
Why, they came in a sports car. If you are like yourself, even if you work hard for a lifetime, you will never even think about driving such a sports car.
Not to mention sports cars, my own life has not yet been settled. What can he do, he also wants to be like those protagonists, rushing out and giving that old guy a few ruthless blows. But can he really do this, does he dare to do it.
That's right, that old guy is definitely not a young and strong opponent, but what about the bodyguard next to him. Besides, what should I do even if I fight, can I escape the other party's revenge? Can the lost ones come back? Even if you come back, what will you take to support yourself. What if the old man takes revenge on his parents, what can he do.
The sorrow of the poor, what is going on in this world. Huo Hai didn't know, he was like a walking dead, he didn't even have the idea of getting ahead. In this way, he walked back like a walking dead, and returned to the hut he rented.
Looking at the ring in his hand, Huo Hai smiled wryly: "What about next month's rent?" After buying the ring, can it be returned? After a long time, Huo Hai took out an old book from under the bed and flipped through it.
This is what my grandma left for me. Grandma seems to have been a Miao people, and she has the unique skill of raising Gu and insects. But with the development of reform and opening up, science has become popular, and my parents don't believe in these unscientific things at all. Only myself, when I was a child, was very interested in these magical things, and learned from my grandma for a while.
Above, the official method of using Reiki to feed insects is recorded. Aura? What is this thing, is there still on earth? With blood, Huo Hai was afraid of pain when he was a child, and believed that all children were the same.
So for so many years, Huo Hai didn't raise anything, but the things in this book were clearly memorized by Huo Hai. In addition, some acupoints and meridians related to the circulation of zhenqi are also firmly recorded in the mind.
"Hey, what's the use of these." Huo Hai shook his head helplessly, the bitterness on his face became more serious. Can raising bugs make me pay the rent? Don't say it can't be raised, even if something is really raised, so what. According to the previous understanding of Gu worms, apart from being used to harm people, what other uses does this thing have.
In modern society, killing people is not as effective as a knife and a gun. After reading it again, Huo Hai put the book on the table.
Shaking his teeth, he went outside to buy a beer and some side dishes, and ate it on his own. "|Tomorrow, I will go home and never come to this place again." What Huo Hai ate was vegetables, but what he swallowed were tears.
I don't know how long it took, Huo Hai felt dizzy for a while, and then fell asleep lying on the table.
The next day, the sun fell through the window and fell on Huo Hai's face. Huo Hai, who was hungover all night, slowly opened his eyes. "It's dawn, hey, the past is over, there's nothing left to let go of. Go home, even if you go home to farm, you won't come to this place anymore." Huo Hai's face was relaxed for a while, and the pain was in his heart .
Leaving the big city is easier said than done. People who come to a big city, who wants to leave. Don't look at those rich and powerful people who are running down all day long. But those who need to support their families cannot give up the income brought by big cities.
Huo Hai felt that he was out of place with a part-time job in a big city. Of course, what he saw more was his girlfriend's betrayal. In front of money, everything can be betrayed. Not wanting to see her sad again, Huo Hai decided to leave this place.
After packing up his things, in fact there was nothing to pack, Huo Hai took his luggage and left the house he temporarily rented. No need to go to the landlord anymore. The landlord would have come to collect the rent a long time ago, and when he found out that he had left, he would naturally rent it to someone else. Huo Hai didn't want to look at the landlord's disgusting face either.
It's just a few days' rent at most, I can afford it. In the distance, Huo Hai saw an old man who was sweating profusely, loading goods on the tricycle. Instinctively trembling in his heart, Huo Hai wanted to go forward to help.
But the leg that had just been stepped out was unconsciously retracted. "Hehe, I can't even help myself, but I still help others. Is it good? I have been a good person for so many years, and I will get a good person card at the end."
Huo Hai laughed at himself, resisted the thought of helping, turned his head and left. In essence, Huo Hai is still a good young man who has not been polluted. But good young man, this kind of creature cannot survive in this society.
Huo Hai felt very uncomfortable seeing others who needed help and did not get help. After all, it is different from the education I have received since I was a child. If my outlook on life is shattered by myself, no matter who it is, I will feel very uncomfortable. Huo Hai, who was in a trance, didn't realize at all that the green light in front had turned red. Still walking forward in a daze.
"Squeak..." The sharp brake sound suddenly rang in his ears, and Huo Hai raised his head in a daze. Suddenly the body hurts, and the whole person seems to be flying like a cloud and a fog. Huo Hai, who was in a trance, finally came to his senses.
"I, I was knocked into the air." The words of the car accident appeared in Huo Hai's mind. When he was dying, Huo Hai didn't think of anything else, but thought of the good deeds he had done in the past. No matter how big or small, the good things you have done before are flashed in your mind. Unexpectedly, these are the things I remember the most.
Because of his kindness, he has a girlfriend that others envy, and because of his kindness, he gives up all opportunities to others. Until now, he still has problems with his work. In the end, it turned out to be like this.
I don't know if my parents will die of grief if they know about it. In Huo Hai's mind, the faces of his parents flashed across. Then grandma, then grandpa. "Xiao Hai, you must live like your name forever."
Grandpa's kind face flashed in front of him. "Yes, that's right, my name, I am Huo Hai. I, Huo Hai, swear to God, if there is an afterlife, I will be worthy of my name. Good people don't live long, but evil people live for thousands of years. I swear, I will never Be a good person." With anger, Huo Hai turned his last breath into his oath.
After that, my body seemed to hit something, my eyes went dark, and I didn't know anything.