$316 Feel the Meaning of Life

"This time, I knew why I was fighting. Fighting was no longer just about pleasure. When I stood up from the pile of enemy corpses, I had never felt the meaning of "living" so clearly. Although what I can feel is definitely not as strong as Ervis, it is enough for me to thank you. "Aoliting's face was expressionless, and his tone was calm but firm, which made Gu Mengmeng believe that what he said was not polite or flattery, but the truth.

Feel the meaning of "living"...

This sentence seems familiar.

Ah, Gu Mengmeng remembered that he had heard Elvis say something similar.

Before founding Saint-Nazaire, he wandered around, provoking troubles, fighting one battle after another just to seek the pleasure of killing. Later, killing made him feel numb. His biggest doubt at that time... was why he wanted to live. ?

So when he met Leia, Leia proposed to create a tribe, and he agreed out of boredom.

At that time, Leia also had no meaning of "living". His lingering life is just for revenge.

Oritin...is this the same?

Gu Mengmeng did not delve into Aoliding's past. She now understood that if you have no idea of ​​being responsible for a male, don't interfere too much in his life.

Gu Mengmeng poured a glass of honey water to Aoliting and said, "I don't know what you felt in this battle, but thank you for being alive."

Aoliting was stunned for a moment, then took the water glass from Gu Mengmeng's hand and held it in both hands. He stared at the ripples in the glass in a daze, and the corners of his lips curled up without answering.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to be alive.

Gu Mengmeng looked at Ian again. The sickly young man's face was full of tangles. He seemed to dare not look at Gu Mengmeng, but he always glanced at her with the corner of his eye. Gu Mengmeng smiled and said: "When you asked me to "come up", you seemed very courageous and reliable. Why are you so awkward after we haven't seen each other for a few days? "

Ian glared angrily and said: "Don't tell others that I let you get on my back! I acted out of desperation at the time, and I just... made this move to save you. Don't get me wrong, I didn't do it because I like you. That's why you..."

Gu Mengmeng showed a more horrified expression than Ian, and said: "Hey... please explain clearly, which one did I treat you?" "

Leia hugged Gu Mengmeng's waist and said close to her ear: "Going on the back is a very sacred ceremony. Once a male is willing to let you sit on his back, it means that he is willing to devote himself to you. I will be your slave for the rest of my life, and I will be driven by you. Even if they are married, many males may not be willing to let females get on their backs. If males have the last bit of self-respect in front of females, then it is probably on their backs. You can tell by looking at Sandy. Although her partners are all very kind to her, the only one willing to let her carry her is Colin. No matter how much he loves her, he will only hold her. Or carry her without letting her ride on your back."

Gu Mengmeng tilted her head and said, "But Ervis carried me back to the cave on his back the day he took me back to the tribe."

Leia smiled and nodded Gu Mengmeng's little nose, and said: "So I say, in Ervis's heart, nothing has ever been more important than you. The tribe is like this, the tribe is like this, the friends are like this... Even he himself is like this. in this way."

Gu Mengmeng felt sweet in her heart and turned to look inside the room. She could not see what Ervis looked like now, but she could imagine his affectionate eyes.