Chapter 783 The Son of the Beloved for the Rest of His Life (6)
Through the receiver, Gu Yusheng, who heard the paper flipping over there, knew what Qin Zhi'ai was doing, so he didn't bother her until she called his name, and he said "hmm" very softly, In response to her, he is still there.
Qin Zhi'ai turned her head again, stared at the messy letter she had torn apart, and then asked the doubts in her heart: "Yu Sheng, are you... Mr. S?"
"Hmm..." Gu Yusheng's smoke ring just hit the phone's microphone, and the whirring sound was a bit noisy, but it didn't drown out a low voice behind him: "Yes."
It's not that Qin Zhi'ai has never been curious about who Mr. S is, but she has thought about it a lot, but never thought that Mr. S, who accompanied her for eight years in letters, would be Gu Yusheng, whom she had been thinking and loving for so many years.
The letter was written to her by him on his own initiative, and she never replied at first, but he tirelessly sent her several more letters wishful thinking... So, she always thought that the heaven-sent fate between her and Mr. Could it be that he did it on purpose?
Qin Zhi'ai asked subconsciously, "Did you know that it was me when you wrote the letter back then?"
When Gu Yusheng returned to Qin Zhi'ai this time, he was no longer taciturn: "If the other party wasn't you, I wouldn't have written this letter."
The implication is that he wrote to her because the other party was her... It turns out that sometimes, what you think is a godsend, in fact, there may be someone behind your back who secretly used his thoughts.
This gift came too suddenly. Suddenly, Qin Zhi'ai was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, and did not make a sound.
Gu Yusheng didn't wait for Qin Zhi'ai to speak, took two puffs of cigarettes, typed up the draft, and then continued: "At that time, I really wanted to know whether you were doing well or not, but I didn't have the face to provoke you. Then I figured this out.”
"Xiao Ai, believe it or not, I really couldn't bear to be a soldier at that time, and I was thinking about staying in Beijing to go to university."
"But you know what happened to my parents at the time. Either I didn't care about you, or I pushed her out of my world because I cared too much and I didn't have confidence."
"I didn't forget you on purpose. If I want to know, the person you have always liked is me. No matter what I say, I will never forget you."
There was only half a month left before she went into labor. It was an extraordinary time, and he dared not say some things.
He quietly worded something in his heart, and skipped "I wanted to hand over these things to you when I married you": "...so don't blame me, telling you these is just to let you understand, those During the years, those years when you fell in love with me unrequitedly, I didn't do nothing, and you didn't always sing a one-man show by yourself."
Yes, in those years, those years of her unrequited love, she was not singing a one-man show alone.
He also used a different way to quietly come to her world and accompany her for such a long time.
The sudden surprise made Qin Zhi'ai a little unsure of how to speak. The strong emotion and touch made her nose sore and her eyes swell. One word: "The rest of my life..."
PS: Paralysis, different kind of abuse, different kind of touching, different kind of dog food!