Chapter 425 I only Think of One Future (6)

Hearing this, Lu Bancheng completely understood: "So, that day, if you didn't save those two little boys, you would have met her, right?"

At this time, Gu Yusheng's reaction was several beats slower than usual, and after a while, he gave a very soft "hmm".

As a friend, Lu Bancheng knew that he should comfort Gu Yusheng, but he didn't know what to say for a while, and after being quiet for a while, he said, "You must be very regretful in your heart."

"It's not regret..." Gu Yusheng said intermittently: "...it's just sad... Actually, I can go ashore, but I can't just watch that little boy die. I also know very well that I Go save him, I may not be able to recover from the situation at that time..."

"But, you also know, I can't just ignore death... In fact, I thought I would really die in that river, but I thought she was waiting for me, so I made it through..."

"Bancheng, do you know? When I was in the army, I was often injured. I have never had such a strong desire to survive like this time."

Lu Bancheng knew that Gu Yusheng hadn't finished speaking, and he also knew that Gu Yusheng's mood was absolutely suppressed to the extreme. He told him this not to ask him to give him something back, but just to find an outlet for himself.

So he didn't speak, just sat quietly and listened to him.

"I want to survive... because she is waiting for me..." Gu Yusheng's voice became a little blurred, but Lu Bancheng could still hear what he said later: "I can give my life for anyone in this country, but I will only do my best to survive for her alone..."

"But, after I survived, she was gone..."

"I survived because of her..." Gu Yusheng's voice trembled slightly: "...until now, I don't know what the meaning of my life is, and it feels so boring, you do you know?"

If it was said that Lu Bancheng didn't speak just now because he was listening to Gu Yusheng's speech seriously, then he is silent now because he really doesn't know how to answer the conversation.

The room was so dark that he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could feel the deep pain emanating from his body.

Gu Yusheng didn't speak any more.

The darkness in the room magnified the silence many times, and Lu Bancheng could hear him and his breathing.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Yusheng moved his body slightly again, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It's been many years, and I haven't felt the feeling of a heartbeat."

He gave up his dream and his parents passed away. At that time, he suddenly changed from full of enthusiasm to calmness.

He thought that was the only thing in his life, just muddling along.

Until she appeared, his blood became fresh again, and his beating heart gained strength.

His heart, like a stagnant water, began to revive, rippling round and round, until the day he saved someone from falling into the water, and after hearing her words, he realized clearly that quietly, he had a new dream .

And that dream is her.

But his new dream is far more tragic than the one he gave up.

He has at least pursued and enjoyed the dream of mountains and rivers, but what about her? It's over before it even started.