I Am Hu Han 3 and I Am Back

The update started to resume today. Many friends asked about Xiaofeng’s situation, so I’ll tell you a little bit first. Anyway, it’s not too late.

Friends who are familiar with Xiaofeng know that Xiaofeng will not choose to rest unless he has no choice but to take a break. From 2016, he started writing the book Super Small Forward, to the book Big Scoundrel, and now, there are two times in total. There has been no update for a total of 8 days. The first time was when I finished Super Small Forward in October 2017. I took a 4-day break before starting the book. The second time was in the past 4 days. I strained my shoulder while writing the book. I just reduced it to 4,000 words per day. I really can’t hold it anymore this time. I have a minor illness that I can’t hold on to with my willpower.

Xiaofeng wouldn't have asked for leave if he couldn't bear it anymore. In the past few days, I don't know how much he will lose after the update is resumed.

At first, the doctor told Xiaofeng not to take the headache lightly, but to take it seriously and get enough rest and not to be too anxious. Xiaofeng didn’t pay much attention, thinking that the doctor just wanted Xiaofeng to do various tests.

Later, I found out that it was not as simple as Xiaofeng thought. After taking headache medicine and infusion for a few days, there was still no sign of improvement. Moreover, from the 19th to the 23rd, I had been unable to concentrate due to headache for the five days from the 19th to the 23rd. I asked for leave from the company and didn't go to work. I stayed up late almost every day until about two o'clock before I managed to write 10,000 words. In the past few days, I wrote 50,000 words in total. I struggled to write every day. By the 24th, I couldn't hold on anymore. Okay, let’s take a break and stop updating.

I went to the hospital for a detailed examination on the day I took leave last Thursday. The doctor said Xiaofeng’s symptoms were a mild migraine.

Xiaofeng truly understood that emotions can affect the body's organs, just like the heart hurts when you are sad. Positive emotions will bring certain benefits to the body, while negative emotions will make the body suffer.

People who don’t understand this thing may have no idea. Mild in mild migraine does not mean the degree of “pain”, but “early”. In the late stage, it is usually for middle-aged people, and the physiological structure of the brain has been damaged due to long-term effects. Migraines begin to cause disease, and cerebral hemorrhage and stroke may occur if you are not careful.

In addition to pain, the symptoms of migraine include difficulty concentrating and poor sleep quality, which affects rest during the day, leading to emotional instability and anxiety, creating a vicious cycle.

Indeed, in Xiaofeng's heart, it would be easy to become anxious if the results were so good without three updates or ten thousand words a day.

Xiaofeng used to think that this disease was a disease of middle-aged and elderly people, but now he knows that it seems that this disease has tended to affect younger people in recent years. Most of the people diagnosed are young people. It may be that middle-aged and elderly people are not willing to go to the doctor for headaches and other diseases. It has something to do with getting used to it, but in this era when young people are generally anxious, it is true that the diseases of middle-aged and elderly people in the past are getting younger and younger.

I used to always see the news about working from 9 to 9 and only have one day off a week. Xiaofeng would express support and wave Xiaofeng’s keyboard.

But Xiaofeng thought about it for a few days, and it seemed that Xiaofeng was much more tired than them. Xiaofeng has been writing novels for three years, with more than 1,000 days and nights. Xiaofeng took a total of 8 days of rest, from Monday to Friday. Going to work, going to work is fine, not too tiring, and I still have work to do, and I am not afraid of losing money in novels. For example, Mo Yutian, who recently killed a thousand people, has affected the basketball literary industry. I really hope that a certain club in Houston will go bankrupt. Xiaofeng once I was ready to support the country's ban on the NBA with both hands and then resume my old job and work part-time to deliver food for 30 yuan a day. What really hurts is that I have to spend money to buy a new battery car...

I'm wrong. Xiaofeng figured it out. He started writing about the big gangster. It took two years. On average, Xiaofeng basically got up at 7 am every day and went to bed after 11 pm. During this period, in addition to working, he was writing novels. What kind of morning? Nine to nine, Xiaofeng works from 7 to 11, with a total of 4 days of rest in two years. In these four days, I have written a total of 7.63 million words in two years. Including the new book period of two books, the average day is I have more than 10,000 words. It is estimated that no one can write basketball articles like Xiaofeng. The third book is about to have 10,000 words and is full of motivation. Every day, I think hard about how much more I can write, but I have not thought about saving the manuscript. If something happens and you haven't had a chance to rest, just hold on if you can.

Xiaofeng seems to be a bit worse than working from nine to nine

But Xiaofeng was very happy to write it,

Some friends like to read what I write. The average number of pre-orders for the previous book was still over 2,700 until it was finished, and the post-orders were still over 1,500. Before the big gangster decided to finish the book, the daily sales were always in the top three in the category. Fulfill your dream of writing and earn a lot of money.

The average price of this book is so high, it’s already over 5,000. I’m writing even harder, and I’m also trying hard to read books to improve my writing skills. If I hadn’t thought that my life was in danger and had no choice, I wouldn’t have stopped updating. Uemoto’s right shoulder once They were all fixed and unable to move. I asked the company for nearly a month's leave without interruption.

But both books encountered a similar situation. The previous one was about to become a masterpiece. When the price of the first book was raised to 2,000, Xiaofeng injured his shoulder. There was almost a month of single updates, about 5,000 words a day, and the price of the book was about 5,000 words that month. It fell by nearly a thousand, and then slowly got up again.

This book was on the best-seller list on the 10th or 11th of this month, and was the best recommended spot on the Qidian APP. When I ordered more than 2,600, I fell ill again. It was really difficult for Xiaofeng to accept it.

Before Xiaofeng decided to ask for leave, he really banged his head against the wall, wondering why such things always fell on Xiaofeng.

But during the rest days, maybe the migraine has passed. This thing seems to come and go. It will be fine after a while. Xiaofeng didn't touch the computer and mobile phone for the past three or four days. He just watched TV, read books, and occasionally opened his mobile phone to play a game of pesticides. He went to bed at 9 o'clock every night and fell asleep before 10 o'clock. He felt very relaxed and figured out many things.

It is impossible for everything to go smoothly. Maybe others have more troubles and more miserable things than Xiaofeng, but Xiaofeng doesn't know. What Xiaofeng can do is to try not to be anxious. Xiaofeng's anxiety comes from grades, because the performance of the new book exceeded expectations, or it can be said that after the performance of the big gangster rose, it exceeded expectations, so there are these troubles.

Xiaofeng thinks that he is much happier than those with poor grades. Thinking in this way, there is nothing to be anxious about.

Friends who started reading Xiaofeng’s novels after I Don’t Want to Be the Boss may not know that Xiaofeng’s first basketball novel, Super Small Forward, had an initial order of 78, and the previous novel, Big Rogue, had an initial order of 690. Now it seems that the performance of the two novels is not bad, with nearly 10,000 collections of Super Small Forward and nearly 60,000 collections of Big Rogue, which are listed as fine works. Xiaofeng is very capable and persistent.

At the beginning, Xiaofeng was not even a failure, but now he can barely be considered a super failure with a writing resume of nearly 10 million words.

I rested and had a good work and rest schedule these days, and I didn’t have any random thoughts. After a few days of adjustment, the symptoms of migraine seem to have eased. This disease seems to be incurable. It is enough to pay attention to it in the mild stage. The doctor said to take some headache suppressing medicine when it hurts. It is mainly about the usual emotional regulation and the adjustment of living habits, mainly emotions.

Many middle-aged people’s migraines turn into strokes and then fall down. In fact, they may have had migraines when they were young, or they didn’t care or just thought that they were too tired from work or were afraid of seeing a doctor, and then slowly worsened.

After this time, Xiaofeng understood that some things should be taken lightly, and of course, efforts should be made.

It is always good to work hard.

During the rest days, I don't know how many people have cancelled their collections. Xiaofeng didn't pay attention. After being on the bestseller list, it was almost 100,000. Now it is 4,000 or 5,000 short. There is nothing I can do. Whatever happens, life is more important.

But I am very grateful to my friends who have always supported Xiaofeng and choose to continue to support Xiaofeng in the future. I may lose a few thousand or eight hundred subscriptions. The worst case is that there will be no more than 1,000 subscriptions. In the past four months, it has almost been the first in daily sales in the category. It is probably difficult to return to that subscription now, but I have made mental preparations.

It may be a bit uncomfortable at first, but since I have rested for a few days, the collection has been lost, and the subscription will definitely be lost. I don't regret this choice. Life is more important. Others have strokes in middle age. Xiaofeng is only 25 years old and has graduated from college for less than three and a half years. Especially seeing that many writers died before the age of 30, it would be even more miserable if they finished their lives at this age.

There is a long way to go. Maybe it is destined that Xiaofeng's book will reach its peak at an average of 5,000 and a follow-up of 2,600. Maybe this illness is to interrupt the average that was still rising before. Thinking this way, it seems that it is nothing.

Continue to work, continue to write novels, keep a normal mind, and keep a good attitude.

Just returned to the company. The boss is kind and kind. In the past few days, the boss has helped Xiaofeng to deal with the work that should be done. At noon, Xiaofeng will deal with the things that should be dealt with first, and start writing when he is free in the afternoon. He will update one chapter before getting off work, and another chapter when he goes back in the evening. Starting tomorrow, he will resume three updates a day~ It is still the same as usual, one chapter before 2 pm, before 7 pm, and before 11 pm. If there is spare energy, add more updates.

If the body gives a signal, then moderately reduce the update, don't force it.

Finally, I wish my friends all the best. I am very lucky to be able to tell you the stories in my heart. Just like my pen name, these few days have helped me regain the mentality of writing novels at the beginning.

I have persisted in 78 subscriptions and have written more than 1.8 million words to complete the book. Even if I take a break for a few days and lose more than half of the words, it will not be more difficult than when I started.

Please give me some recommendation votes! The subscription will definitely drop badly. Give me some recommendation votes to give me more motivation and confidence~ Thank you!

I have been writing novels for three years. Let's start all over again. If there are friends who are willing to continue to walk with Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng will work hard.

Xiaofeng has come uninvited, so he will not leave without saying goodbye.