Chapter 419 The Warmth of Motherly Love

"A woman like Bai Zhi must not marry into our Lu family. Either she or I, or I or she." Xu Wanning could not maintain her noble lady demeanor, and an angry voice came out of her mind.

Mr. Lu's sigh and Lu Juefeng's persistence seemed like a scene from a drama.

Bai Zhi was the theme of the drama. Those faces emerged, and they were always unwelcoming and speculating about her.

She was not cheap, and she made money by her own ability, no worse than anyone else. Why should she go to the Lu family to suffer the cold stare?

Sister Xin said that Lu Juefeng liked her, and he liked her body!

How many months can this liking last? Or how many days can he like it with his changeable temperament?

Bai Zhi's body heat dropped at this moment, and she let Lu Juefeng's fingers ignite her body.

She was like a bystander, pulling away and looking at Lu Juefeng's devoted expression.

Lu Juefeng felt that the person in his arms was different, raised his eyes, and bumped into those clear almond eyes.

She was very calm.

And the smile at the corner of his lips was also mocking. This woman was pouring cold water on him all the time.

Lu Juefeng let go of Bai Zhi. He had no need to force a woman.

Feeling that Lu Juefeng had cooled down, Bai Zhi pushed him away and stood outside the bathtub.

She took the spare towel and wrapped it around herself, calm and composed. Before leaving, she told him, "Mr. Lu, for the sake of your injured leg, don't soak for too long."

Her indifference, alienation, strength and calmness made Lu Juefeng extremely unhappy.

He suppressed his urge to get angry.

At this moment, Lu Juefeng was keenly aware of a problem. Bai Zhi was resisting him! In the past, he could also feel her struggle, but this time was different.

Her body and mind were resisting.

He could feel her enthusiasm retreating in an instant, making his demands extremely ridiculous.

She cooled down in an instant. What did she think of at that time?

Lu Juefeng's slender fingers brushed the gradually cooling water in the bathtub, bringing up a vortex, and there was also a vortex in his deep eyes.

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Bai Zhi locked herself in the guest room and changed her clothes.

She picked up the diary next to her, calmed down, and read her mother's diary page by page.

After a long time, she closed the diary.

Her eyes were red, as if there were tears...

"He", "that person" and other nicknames lingered in her mind.

Unlike Zhongqing, this "he" was the one Bai Shulin truly loved.

"He" was her biological father.

In the diary, Bai Shulin was very careful with her words, fearing that a careless mistake would ruin the beauty.

"He" in Bai Shulin's writing is not just a vulgar handsome word.

He should be the jade woman in the moonlight night of the Twenty-Four Bridges, the elegant and profound Xu Gong in the north of the city. What a gentle and jade-like gentleman!

Bai Zhi stroked her face. When filming "The Secret", someone praised her for her classical beauty.

She knew that she had the literary talent of Bai Shulin, and now she found that she might also have the classical temperament of "him".

Bai Zhi imagined.

Back then, Bai Shulin and "he" had been in love. It should have been a romantic legend.

Unfortunately, "he" eventually broke up with Bai Shulin.

It was Bai Shulin who took the initiative to break up.

"A man of the same social class is not a good match, and a man of high social class is not a good match", this was the reason Bai Shulin gave for the breakup.

She suddenly understood why Bai Shulin was so cautious and even dared not write the man's name in her diary.

They were not a good match, but she loved the man terribly.

Bai Shulin treated "him" differently from Zhongqing before. She could have just laughed it off, or even described the past in a joking tone.

Bai Shulin was humble and happy when she wrote about "him", which was the most crazy state of a woman in love.

That man was excellent, whether in terms of background, appearance, or knowledge.

He was a dragon among men.

Bai Shulin believed that her single-parent, powerless family background was destined to be unworthy of him.

The relationship she carefully nurtured was eventually discovered, and they were strongly opposed by the man's parents.

She couldn't bear to see her lover's future ruined, and she didn't want to drag that man from the clouds to the mortal world. So she broke up with him.

She kept the baby in her belly and married another man.

She sacrificed her youth and overturned her life, but she was happy with it.

She even defended that man in the end.

So naive, so stupid!

There was a letter attached to the end of the diary.

Bai Zhi noticed that the handwriting of the last letter was a bit messy.

At that time, Ye Zhenhua cheated on her, He Lixiu came home to show off, and Bai Shulin's mental state was already in trouble.

She was sad, not because of Ye Zhenhua, but for that "him".

Bai Shulin longed for "him" to save her, probably knowing that she and "him" could not go back to their youth, "the mulberry leaves fall, they turn yellow and fall", youth is gone, and she is married again, holding a deep affection in vain, but it can't resist reality.

If that "him" still has Bai Shulin in his heart, and really swears to each other, he should come back to find her, right?

In the letter, Bai Shulin told Bai Zhi that the jade pendant was left by her biological father and was a token of their love.

Bai Shulin didn't want her to hate her father because that man never knew she existed.

Bai Zhi felt a little sad.

She didn't know her biological father, and her biological father didn't know her.

Even if she wanted to hate him, there was no reason.

Bai Shulin finally said that if she wanted, she could recognize her father.

But she didn't want her to recognize him just to get close to her father.

Bai Zhi suddenly wanted to laugh. Clinging?

Bai Shulin was extremely humble between her and that man.

She had no regrets about giving birth to a child, and she was not allowed to hate him. Even if they recognized each other, she was not allowed to cling to him.

Even if she wanted to recognize him, she had to have clues. How could she find someone with just a jade pendant?

The mother never mentioned the man's name from beginning to end. Who was that man? He actually made a young girl get pregnant and have a child with courage in that era.

Who was he?

"Mom, who is that man? Is your life worth it?"

Bai Zhi stroked the cover of the diary and whispered softly.

The diary is made of fine linen with irregular linen patterns on it. It was like stroking the fabric of her mother's clothes when she was a child.

Bai Shulin likes cotton and linen. When she was a child, she liked to listen to Bai Shulin telling her stories in a gentle voice. Whenever she did this, she would pinch the corner of her mother's clothes.

The slightly rough touch wiped the fingerprints, and the warmth of maternal love was revealed in the tenderness.

Under the light, her eyes were red.

Suddenly, Bai Zhi felt that a line was particularly rough, so she turned the diary over and looked at it under the light.

Her heart skipped a beat!

In the middle of the rough linen, Bai Zhi used her fingertips to carefully identify two words on the book - "Yue Han".

Is this... the name of that man?

She suddenly remembered something and quickly turned back to the diary. There were several strokes and she thought her mother had made a mistake.

No, she tried to imagine the original handwriting under the light, which was Yue Han.