1344th Things I Should Do
I asked myself, in my life so far, did Luo Zhen fight for anything for himself?
I'm afraid not?
Saving humanity in Chaldea is not for himself, but for the lives of Roman, Matthew and others.
Looking for the reason for the extermination of the clan in the world of ingenuity is also not for myself, but for the kindness of the Akabane family who raised me.
At the same time, Luo Zhen went to one world after another, desperately penanced, and desperately defeated one enemy after another. The reason was still not for himself, but to become stronger, so that he could more fully respond to the crisis of human reason That's all.
Therefore, what Luo Zhen is really pursuing is probably only the study of magic, the study of mystery and the pursuit of miracles, right?
This is the goal that Luo Zhen has established since he was redeemed when he was two years old. It has been engraved into his instinct and will never be forgotten.
Only on this point, Luo Zhen will actively fight for it.
However, other than this, is Luo Zhen actively striving for anything?
No.
Really do not have.
When he was in Chaldea, Rozen already had intelligence and intelligence, but his dissatisfaction with Chaldea was only manifested in resistance, and he never thought about changing it himself. This is a manifestation.
In the rest of the world, when Luo Zhen intervened in the lives of girls and gave them redemption, it was also because he had been redeemed before, and he had his own principles and bottom lines. Take the initiative to pursue.
Luo Zhen's only activeness is probably just like before, when it comes to things like human experiments, he will involuntarily become impulsive, angry, and then do some things without brain consideration, but this is why he didn't Actively strive for it, just thinking about venting the emotions in my heart.
This is childishness.
This is why it has always been emphasized that Luo Zhen is still a child at heart.
Of course, this is not Luo Zhen's fault, but the impact of fate and life that have been pressing on him all the time.
Who would want to change Chaldea who once treated her like that?
Who has the means to sit back and watch something that touches the pain in his heart?
If this is immaturity,
Luo Zhen is indeed immature.
But who can blame him? Who can say he was wrong?
Who wants to be childish all the time if they can?
Forced by the environment, there is really no way.
But just like what Stella said, it is understandable that Luo Zhen was helpless in the past, but now that Luo Zhen is so strong and so smart, he should become a man worth relying on.
After all, it wasn't at any time that Luo Zhen met someone who was willing to pick him up and raise him who had become smaller due to time and time again, and it was not at any time that others were willing to shelter Luo Zhen from the wind and rain.
He is no longer a child who should be raised. It is time to show his will and let himself fight for what he wants.
As Stella said.
Be braver.
Be proactive.
Be a little more like yourself.
That way, just now is what Luo Zhen should consider.
"Ha ha ha ha..."
Luo Zhen suddenly laughed.
That laughter was no longer as lazy as before.
That laughter, without the previous carelessness.
As if all the haze had been dispelled and everything suddenly became clear, Luo Zhen smiled happily.
"Is this the so-called cleverness is mistaken by cleverness?"
Luo Zhen seemed to make fun of it.
However, the object of teasing is not Stella, but Luo Zhen himself.
"That's it."
Seeing Luo Zhen smiling so carefreely, Stella also nodded while showing a smile.
The two of them looked at each other and smiled, they didn't say anything, they didn't do anything, only the happy and carefree emotions were constantly exuding from their hearts.
until shortly after...
"Thank you, Stella." Luo Zhen looked straight at Stella and said sincerely: "I never thought that, as your mentor, I would be taught a lesson by you instead."
"Forget it... it's a little reward for your hard work in cultivating me!" Stella looked away as if feeling a little shy, but then said: "Then are you going to find Miss Xiaoai now? ?”
Stella looked forward to it.
It's a pity that Luo Zhen spoke calmly instead.
"No, I'm not going to find her."
In a word, Stella's willow eyebrows stood upright.
Seeing this, Luo Zhen smiled wryly.
"Don't worry, it's not that I don't want to, but I feel that even if I go, I probably won't find anyone anymore."
Luo Zhen's words made Stella startled.
But it's very possible.
"Let me tell you the truth." Luo Zhen said like this: "Xiao Ai has already recognized me."
"Huh?" Stella's eyes widened.
"She already knows that I am
it's out of the question.
Although Edelweiss left directly after recognizing Luo Zhen today, Luo Zhen knew that it was not that Edelweiss gave up the pursuit, but that she was going to deal with all her affairs and then investigate clearly.
"Don't look at her like that, she really likes to make desserts, and she also likes to eat desserts. She will work as a pastry chef in that restaurant. It is very likely that after confirming that I am here, in order to have a temporary shelter So, in order to satisfy my preferences, I just became like that.”
Luo Zhen talked eloquently.
"And with her dedication to desserts, even if she finds me, she will finish today's work first, then quit her job, and then start to deal with her most important things."
Therefore, now that it is completely dark, Edelweiss has probably completed his resignation and left the family restaurant.
Even if Luo Zhen looked for it, it would only be in vain.
"Then... what should we do then?"
Stella couldn't help becoming anxious.
On the contrary, it was Luo Zhen who suddenly smiled with confidence.
"Don't worry." Luo Zhen said with a deep smile: "If my prediction is not wrong, she will come to the door soon by herself."
Before that, Luo Zhen just needs to wait.
Wait for the real reunion to come, and adjust yourself to accept what comes together.
Thinking of this, Luo Zhen turned his head and looked at the full moon hanging high outside the window.
"I need to think about what I should do."
These words were not only transmitted to Stella's ears, but also transmitted to the ears of the white girl who has always existed here in the form of a spirit body.
Let the other party stare at Luo Zhen quietly, still silent.
.........
At the same time, outside the Pojun Academy.
"It's here, right?"
Edelweiss, still in home clothes, appeared here, looking at the campus scenery in front of him.
The long white hair is like snow.
Bright eyes are like stars.
Edelweiss stared fixedly for a while.
Then, stepped into it.