Chapter 98: The Eve of the Great War (2)
Zijin thought for a while, and asked Yuxi: "Madam, why do you think Mr. Song did this? You don't have a deep hatred with her, even if you don't like you, you shouldn't do it like this?"
Yuxi smiled wryly, and said, "I don't know why either? Only Mr. Song knows why he is so full." On the surface, he said he didn't know, but he could roughly guess something in his heart. Mr. Song felt that she was too scheming, and later, after he was adopted by the eldest son, he felt that she was disobedient and unfilial, and her character was not good. But no matter how much you don't like it, you shouldn't put her to death!
Zijin said: "Should I just let her talk nonsense?" This is not a matter of ruining her reputation, it is a matter of life and death.
Yuxi thought for a while and said: "This place is so far away from the capital, and I can't do anything I want. Let's put this matter aside for now!" Originally, Mr. Song didn't like her, so Yuxi didn't think too much about it. She had her own destiny. But now, Yu Xi felt unspeakably aggrieved in her heart. Although she didn't join Mr. Song's school, she was also her mentor, so she was very respectful to Mr. Song. But this kind of respect, in exchange for this kind of result.
Zijin said: "I'm really aggrieved." She thought that she would be able to live a comfortable life when she arrived in Northwest China, but she didn't expect to encounter such a thing again.
Yuxi said: "Yeah, I'm really aggrieved." Although Qin Zhao and Xu's were against her before, Yuxi has confidence in Yunqing. As long as Yunqing is in power, Qin Zhao, Xu's and Xu's family will not be a problem . She also thought about solving these things, so that she could live a peaceful life in the northwest. Unexpectedly, there is another knife hanging on his head now, if this knife falls, he will die at any time. The only thing that is fortunate now is that the Yu family has no reaction to this. Otherwise, there would really be no way for her to survive with a three-way attack. Cough, why is it so difficult to live a good life.
It was just dark, and Yuxi was still reading in the room. Mother Qu came in and said to Yuxi: "Madam, Manager Han said that the third master of the Lu family is here." Coming here at this time, he must have come to spend the night.
Yuxi also thought of this after hearing this, and said with a smile: "It's very late today, and it's not convenient for me to see him, see you tomorrow! Please treat Mr. Lu well." Although they are relatives, they are foreign men after all. , I will definitely not see you this big night. The folk customs in the Northwest were reopened, and Yu Xi still received the most orthodox upbringing, and she was more cautious in all aspects of her actions.
Mother Qu went and came back, and then told Yuxi one more thing, saying: "Madam, Mr. Han said that Mr. Lu found a vacancy for a hundred households." He is two years older than Han Jianye, and now he is at the sixth rank, which is pretty good. As for Han Jianye, it is a special case and cannot be compared.
Yuxi nodded her head to show she understood.
In the evening, Yuxi began to exercise her muscles and bones again. Yuxi thinks it's very simple, just shake her arms. But that's it, Zijin has to watch from the side, just in case she can catch Yuxi by the side. But until now, what Zijin was worried about hasn't happened yet.
That night, Qu's mother was on duty. Yunqing was not there, and Xi's mother was worried that Yuxi would sleep alone in the house, and outsiders would not know what happened, so she asked Yuxi to have someone to accompany her. Yu Xi couldn't help it, so she set up an extra wooden couch in the room, and the person on duty at night slept on the couch. Yun Qing was not around, so Mama Qu and Mama Xi took turns on duty at night.
Yuxi lay down, but couldn't fall asleep. As soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered what was written in the letter. This time, Yuxi was really sad.
Mother Qu heard the movement, put on her clothes, went to the table and lit the lamp. Then he walked to the bed with the tung oil lamp, put the lamp on the table beside the bed, and asked, "Ma'am, did something happen in the capital? It made you worry?" After the letter came, I was not in a good mood. The lady who is usually moody and angry can show such an expression,
Definitely not an ordinary thing.
Yuxi thought for a while, and said: "Brother told me something in the letter today, saying that Mr. Song told the prince's people that I was deeply scheming and would become a disaster for the Great Zhou Dynasty in the future. I can't figure out why she would say that? "Usually, Yuxi wouldn't tell Mother Qu about such things. Only this time, she was really sad and needed someone to analyze this matter with her. Otherwise, she would not be able to regain her composure.
Mother Qu's complexion changed.
Yuxi just wanted to find a vent, and said: "Mother Qu, I respect her very much, she is my teacher, I respect her very, very much. Even if she doesn't like me, I still respect her. But why? Why If she wants to hate me so much, she can't let me die? What did I do wrong to treat me like this?" She didn't know why Mr. Song said that about her? It would be fine to just say something bad about her, but Mr. Song wants her to die! It's fine if it's an enemy, but this person is her first teacher, someone she respects!
Speaking of this, Yu Xi's eyes were red. She doesn't understand why? Sometimes she really wonders if she is really hit and miss? Otherwise why is she so annoying? Her biological father hated her so much that she wanted her to die, and her grandmother also hated that she left a message before she died, not to allow her to be filial, and now even the respected husband wants her to die.
This is the first time Mother Qu has seen Yuxi so sad, she paused, and said: "Madam, since Song Mingyue can say that, it proves that she doesn't care about the relationship between teachers and students at all. Why should Madam do this?" people are sad."
After hearing such words, Yuxi suddenly looked up at Mother Qu, and asked, "Do you know Mr. Song?" Even now, Yuxi still respects Song Mingyue as her husband.
Mother Qu shook her head and said, "I don't know, but I have heard of some deeds of Song Mingyue."
Yuxi shook her head, she really didn't know about it: "Could it be that mother knew?" It's been many years since this happened, and not many people knew about it back then. And because Mr. Song is her teacher, Yuxi didn't want to inquire about her.
Mother Qu nodded and said, "This was not a particularly rare thing at the time. Song Mingyue's father and the then Lord Lv Hou, that is, the father of Lu Song, the second master of Lu, were close friends, so they set up a baby for the two. Dear. Later, the Song family got better and better, and the Lu family has been in bad shape since the death of Lord Lu Hou. But Master Song is a man of faith. Even if the Lu family declines and Lu Song fails to become a talent, he will keep his promise. Otherwise, With Song Mingyue's talent, appearance and reputation in the capital, she won't marry Lu Song, who is extremely mediocre!"
Yuxi had long guessed that the two would become husband and wife. The marriage should be a marriage contract made by the parents, otherwise the two would not be able to become a husband and wife, because they are too unsuitable.
Qu's mother glanced at Yuxi, seeing that Yuxi's expression had calmed down a lot, and then continued: "Madam must have heard about what happened later, the Lu family was afraid of being responsible for something wrong with the Song family, and wanted to kill Song Mingyue , but Song Mingyue reconciled with Lu Song safe and sound."
Yuxi nodded and said, "I've heard of it."
Mother Qu said: "Song Mingyue brought back the dowry, and used the dowry to support the people of the Song family who stayed in the capital. Later, she came out to teach and accumulated a lot of contacts, all of which were brought by Song Mingyue to the sons of the Song family The road has been paved, otherwise the Song family wouldn't be able to get up so quickly. Song Mingyue has made great contributions to the family."
Yuxi asked: "Mother Qu just speak up if you have something to say." It's a waste of time to go around so many detours.
It was the first time that Mother Qu felt that Yuxi was so impatient, but anyone who encountered such a thing would feel uncomfortable: "Madam, it's hard to say, because the third old master and the old lady passed away, many people feel that Yuxi is so impatient. You are disobedient and unfilial. Even in the eyes of many people, the eldest lady has been influenced by you." The relationship between the lady and her biological father is like a stranger, and the relationship with the old lady is extremely bad, otherwise the old lady would not let her go. Yu Xi's filial piety. Therefore, in the eyes of many scholars, this is treason.
Yuxi was not angry because of Qu's mother's words: "Mom continued."
Seeing this, Mother Qu continued, "Scholars pay attention to 'filial piety, loyalty, propriety, righteousness and shame', but they don't care about what Madam has done." Song Mingyue was naturally included among these people.
After hearing this, Yuxi smiled bitterly: "If you can be filial to your father and daughter, who would be willing to bear the charge of disobedience and unfilial piety?" He has died once in his previous life, and if he doesn't resist in this life, he will still die. She doesn't want to die, she just wants to live well. But now it seems that this road is not easy to go. Unknowingly, so many enemies have been erected.
Mother Qu said: "Madam has difficulties, we all know these things, but these people don't care whether the above have difficulties or not, they only believe in their own way." Yuxi's ability to bear is very strong, so far, she has not been greatly affected.
Yuxi looked up at the top of the bed and said, "Yes! It wasn't their flesh that was cut, and it wasn't their blood that was shed. Naturally, I don't know how painful it is." If they fall into their own situation, see if they still Can you stand on the moral high ground and blame yourself?
Mother Qu paused and said, "Madam, do you know why Song Mingyue has been married to Lu Song for several years but has not given birth to a child?"
Yuxi felt that this question was a bit strange, and asked, "Didn't it mean that Mr. Song couldn't have children?"
Mother Qu nodded and said, "There are concubine sons and daughters in Lu Song, so Song Mingyue didn't have a child and everyone said it was her problem?"
Yu Xi was confused, and asked: "What does mother mean?" If Lu Song only had one child from a concubine, it could also be said that this child might not belong to Lu Song. But Luzon has several concubines' children, and it cannot be said that all these children are not from Luzon. Therefore, Luzon's body is not a problem at all.
Mother Qu said: "Ma'am, Lu Song's talents are limited. From the time he entered school at the age of five to the age of eighteen, he only got a scholar. It is not sure whether this scholar was admitted by himself. And Song Mingyue is a well-known talented woman in the capital. Ma'am, do you think Song Mingyue has a crush on Lu Song?"
Yuxi heard the implication at once, and said: "Mom means that it's not that Mr. Song can't have a baby, but he doesn't want to have one?" Thinking about it seriously, this is not impossible. But since he didn't like Lu Song, he tried to get rid of this relationship at the beginning, so why put himself in it for the rest of his life.
Mother Qu did not give a definite answer, but said: "This is just my guess. But one thing is for sure, the students Song Mingyue accepted are all talented, intelligent, and of high status. Has potential." The first few didn't say anything, just said Yuchen, but she didn't marry very well. After all, Song Mingyue taught these students not for profit. But she can do the right thing, but she thinks that Yuxi can't do it, it's really ridiculous.
Mother Qu actually doesn't like people like Song Mingyue very much. They always feel that they are on top and demand this from others, but often these people do things on their own without a bottom line.
Regarding this point, Yuxi has long seen it. Yuxi didn't have much feeling about this before, and this teacher naturally hopes to teach talented and intelligent students. Why did Mr. Song say such things to Chen Yu about the matter she cared about: "Then mother thinks, why does Mr. Song hate me so much that he hates me so much that he wants me to die?"
Mother Qu thought for a while and said, "Song Mingyue hates it so much that she wishes Madam could die. I guess she thinks Madam is rebellious, and the General is someone who can fight. Because of Madam's influence, she felt that she would bring disaster to the world in the future, so she said that to the prince's people. In Song Mingyue's eyes, she did it for righteousness." Song Mingyue has no feelings for her wife, so she did these things There is no burden at all. On the other hand, madam, because of her emotional input, she feels so uncomfortable.
Yuxi looked at Mother Qu and asked, "Do you think I'm rebellious?" People who are rebellious refer to those who are unfaithful and unrighteous. What Yuxi didn't expect was that one day this word would be put on her body.
Mother Qu shook her head and said, "No. Madam has a clear distinction between grievances and grievances, and she is a lover of nature." Women from rich families are required to be filial, gentle, considerate, and chaste. Such a disposition with clear grievances and grievances is really not flattering.
Yuxi laughed at herself, there was no clear grievance, she had no choice but to be forced. If she doesn't sever ties with Han Jingyan, she will be restrained for the rest of her life, and she may still end up like her previous life in the end.
Mother Qu said: "Madam, since Song Mingyue doesn't take you seriously, why do you feel sad for what she said? Madam, it's not worthwhile to be sad for such a person."
Yuxi was silent for a while, and then said quietly: "It's really not worth it." From now on, Song Mingyue is just a woman who wants to kill her, not her mentor. (to be continued)