Prologue
One by one, the wooden door panels were removed, and Xu Yue's small clinic started a new day of revenue.
The white fog made the door panels wet, and after taking a breath of the humid sea-salt air, Xu Yue's eyes were not focused.
It has been a while since he came to this world, and with the medical knowledge ahead of this era, he can be considered to have initially gained a firm foothold and has taken over the small clinic in this concession.
Xu Yue is a transmigrator. He was an orphan who grew up in a welfare dean before transmigration. Relying on his talent and the path arranged by the dean, he was like a puppet. When he entered the hospital, he took the red envelope in a vague way, and has been confused by a little-known surgical expert.
From childhood to adulthood, he has not had his own character, his own thoughts, or his own path. It seems that these natural feelings of human beings are slowly lost and dissipated with the confusion again and again.
No family, no friendship, no purpose in life.
There are only endless disguises, endless masks.
Passively taking the expectations of the dean and the hopes of other members of the orphanage as his life goals, he kept crawling forward and moving forward.
Perhaps it was the loss of the ability to exchange for these emotions, but he was quite good in terms of learning ability, with an almost unforgettable memory.
A lot of professional knowledge, as well as the novels and anime that I watched while passing the time, can be firmly remembered in my mind.
But for this, he never felt any pleasure.
I only know that the numb person is performing surgery, the numb person is giving speeches, the numb person participating in the consultation, the numb person participating in the suggestion and research and development of new drugs, the numb person donating all the red envelopes that he has worked so hard to collect, and the numb person standing on the podium.
Wearing a signature smile that makes you look funny, sunny, bright, and heart-warming, becoming a role model, benchmark, and moral model in the eyes of outsiders.
Live for others with a mask.
In front of the reporter, he said what he had already said countless times, and went back to the orphanage to see the children, looking at the admiring eyes and the happy smile of the old dean.
But my heart is still cold and dazed, with no goal, no joy, and no direction, and I don't know what joy is at all.
I only know that the machinery continues to go on, and the machinery completes the road that everyone expects.
What I did before I crossed, but it was rare that I could not remember it, and I vaguely remembered that it seemed to be on the operating table.
And after discovering the fact that he had traveled through, there was nothing he couldn't accept, only the numbness and confusion he was accustomed to.
If there is no other accident, open a small clinic, continue to habitually hang the sunny smile of the signboard, do the things that have been done before, see a doctor, make money, collect red envelopes, and then donate all the income, in confusion and loss With this inertia gear, the machine continues to run.
Maybe this is the future of life.
However, in this numb gray-white world, after buying a newspaper about the news of the World War, and looking at the mecha pictures in the newspaper, Xu Yue seemed to notice a new brilliance in the gray-white world around him.
The world that is completely incomprehensible, the world that is completely incomprehensible, is obviously still in the early twentieth century, and has just completed the second industrial revolution.
In the First World War, the Allied forces with the Mecha Corps were defeated by the Allied forces with the Jedi Knight Corps, and finally surrendered in humiliation.
For this unknown and mysterious world that needs to be found and explored, Xu Yue feels as if his whole person has come to life, and his surroundings have regained their colors.
The original black and white world seemed to become vivid all at once, feeling his heartbeat, feeling his body temperature, and feeling alive for the first time.
【Are you eager to find the real life and know the real self? 】
A cold mechanical voice appeared in his mind, and the next moment Xu Yue's eyes went black and disappeared.
What is the true self...
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Ahh~ It was posted on August 23, and it really was around August, and I didn't break my promise. . I originally wanted to rescue "Unique", but the rescue failed, and now even "Interstellar" has entered, Dianniang is too sensitive, and there is no way to take her.
The new book has infinite flow, only the protagonist knows the infinite flow of the specific plot, and the protagonist's character has been considered for a long time. If you don't want to be too dark in the infinite flow, this character should feel just right. As for whether it can change from cold to hot, it depends on the follow-up progress.
New book for support, support, all kinds of requests~
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Because there is still work and limited energy, the festival bacteria will only spy on the screen in the group and will not speak. I also hope that everyone will forgive me and wipe my tears.