Four Hundred and Fifty Eighth, I Don’t Know if I’m Alive or Not
"laugh…"
With a slight sound, the burning turbid purple flame covering Fang Li's body began to slowly extinguish.
There was only one person left in Fang Li, lying on the ground, the skin all over his body was scorched black in patches, it was extremely miserable.
At this moment, Fang Li only had one feeling.
----"pain".
Very painful.
The body is aching.
The soul is also hurting.
Waves of severe pain hit Fang Li's mind and nerves one after another, making Fang Li feel as if he had been thrown into the mountain of knives in hell, excruciatingly painful.
Vision has begun to blur.
The brain has started to cloud.
Fang Li recalled this feeling.
Recalling his death when he first entered the space of the main god.
Although there was no blood that stained his vision, the painful feeling that hit his whole body was much greater than the pain caused by being hit by a car.
"...are you dying?"
With this thought in mind, Fang Li's pair of ice-blue magic eyes quietly faded away, leaving only a pair of extremely dark eyes.
Inside, it was extremely peaceful.
In the next moment, several breaths entered Fang Li's induction.
You don't need to see it with your own eyes, Fang Li knows who these auras belong to.
Who else could there be besides Sanzhuchen?
"It took a lot of effort..."
Supporting his crumbling body, Xiu Denan came to Fang Li with a steel gun in his hand.
"I have to say, we really underestimate you, human."
Belupe Olu, with broken chains wrapped around her body, also came in front of Fang Li, with blood still hanging from the corner of her mouth.
The remaining Hecate held the triangular tin staff in one hand and covered his chest with the other, looking at Fang Li lying there covered in charred black, but he could clearly see the emotion in the other party's eyes.
There, there is no panic, no terror, just an incomprehensible calm.
Seeing the incomprehensible calm, Hecate couldn't help but speak.
"why?"
Hecate said in a longing and puzzled voice as if he was looking for something.
"Why can you treat death so peacefully?"
The sudden question made Xiu Denan and Bellepe Olu equally stunned.
As for Fang Li, he turned his eyes away, looked at Hecate, and said as if chatting: "You should understand, right?"
Indeed, Hecate understood.
Because, Hecate is the only one who has seen Fang Li's soul essence.
Those who have seen the ocean formed by death must not understand why Fang Li can treat death so calmly.
It's just because Fang Li has seen too much of this kind of existence, and even has too much, so much that he can't feel any emotions at all.
No matter what kind of creature, it is a matter of course to accept things like "habit".
Like eating, no one is surprised that they need to eat.
For Fang Li, understanding death is as natural as eating.
That being the case, why panic, why fear?
And Hecate, who has seen the sea, should understand this.
It's just that Hecate just didn't understand.
"If you are like this, even if you are alive, can that be considered alive?"
Hecate spoke softly, as if confiding.
"Your personal survival is so small compared to the death you have had."
How small is it?
It is not a strange thing to be swallowed up when it is so small.
Hecate didn't even understand why Fang Li was able to survive until now with that ocean full of death.
No, not right.
It should be said that it is because of having that ocean that Fang Li can live until now.
If the ocean is too small, Fang Li, who has no way to get used to it, may be tortured by the pain and despair of death to the point of death.
It is because the ocean is too vast,
It is so vast that it is filled with so many deaths that people get used to it and make people numb. That's why they have been able to ignore the pain and despair of death and survive until now.
But, can that count as living?
"That's nothing but the walking dead..."
Hearing Hecate's whisper, Fang Li finally smiled.
"Perhaps." Fang Li said lightly.
"Although this is indeed a defect, other than that, I don't have any shortcomings in being a "human". "
"So, I can be considered alive."
"And you, I don't know if it counts."
Hecate immediately fell silent.
Yes.
At least Fang Li was still alive.
At least, Fang Li is very rich in emotions other than death.
He can't be sad about "death", but he can be happy about the "life" of others.
He can't cry for a person's pain and despair, but he can respond to a person's emotions and thoughts.
In this way, Fang Li is considered alive.
"But you are different."
Fang Li spoke indifferently as if talking about someone else's business.
"Will neither laugh nor cry."
"No emotion, no heart."
"There is only an empty you left, no real sense of being alive, and no things you want to do, just blindly act according to the established reality, even the matter of being a "masquerade" big witch is just The leader's arrangement is not your own wish. "
"So, you don't even know whether you are alive or not."
Fang Li's words made Hecate fall silent again, and uncontrollable fluctuations appeared in his eyes.
"Clang!"
At this time, a heavy steel gun swung in front of Fang Li with a sound of steel, aiming the sharp point at his throat.
"Hey..." Xiu Denan looked down at Fang Li, suppressed his angry voice, and said, "Can you please don't say something unpleasant to my Hecate?"
"Heikadi is very important to us, please don't let her be shaken." Belupe Olu was like Fang Li, as if talking about other people's affairs, and said nonchalantly: "You are a human being! Dangerous in every sense of the word, it looks like the next thing to do is to redraft how you're treated."
Saying this, Bellepe Olu turned around and said this to Xiu Denan.
"General, please take him back, and then we will take care of him personally, so that he can never escape again."
In one sentence, Fang Li's future fate was determined.
At this moment, a mechanically cold notification sounded in Fang Li's mind.
"Number 11273 triggers the A-level side mission: Survival from a desperate situation."
"Mission content: Before being captured again, escape from the hands of San Zhuchen, leave the base of the "Masquerade Ball", and escape from birth. "
"Mission reward: 30,000 exchange points."