Chapter 178 Heart Demon Tribulation

After thinking about it carefully, Zhang Qingyuan really has no other good method.

I can only accept the advice given by Lin Yan.

After all, the price of these two main materials is too high.

As for purchasing a complete magic weapon-level alchemy furnace, Zhang Qingyuan didn't even think about it.

Despite the previous exploration of the ruins cave, Zhang Qingyuan has gained a lot. Compared with other ordinary monks in the ninth-level realm, his net worth is extremely rich.

However, only some slightly larger families can afford the purchase price of the alchemy furnace of this magical instrument series.

Take it as one of the foundations of family development.

Zhang Qingyuan, who can't even pay for two main materials, let alone a complete alchemy furnace with a series of magical instruments.

Say goodbye to Lin Yan.

Leaving Lieyang Peak.

Zhang Qingyuan turned around and went to the Internal Affairs Hall.

Here, disciples in the inner sect can spend some contribution points to publish tasks.

The 100,000 outer sect disciples and even inner sect disciples of the Yunshui Sect can accept them at will, and the rewards are self-determined. It is a development platform provided by the sect.

Looking at the main hall of the Internal Affairs Hall.

People come and go in the hall on the passage.

Huge stone carvings stand on both sides, giving people a majestic atmosphere.

Zhang Qingyuan suddenly felt a little dazed.

A few years ago, when he was in the Seventeenth Courtyard of the Outer Sect, Zhang Qingyuan had also accepted the tasks issued by the brothers and sisters of the inner sect to take care of the spirit beasts in Lingtian to gain contribution points.

At that time, the brothers and sisters in the inner sect were still the objects that he looked up to.

Thinking that one day I can become a person who publishes tasks, instead of doing errands to earn some hard work on Weibo.

nowadays.

In the eyes of the newly entered disciples in the outer sect, he has also become a character such as the inner sect brothers and sisters who are the inner sects who issue tasks.

In retrospect,

This is just a mere two or three years of effort.

This change in status has made Zhang Qingyuan feel a sense of vicissitudes.

This feeling spread in my heart in a short time.

Then an inexplicable feeling came to my mind.

Why practice?

Why do you have to practice so hard? With your current realm of strength, it is not impossible to find a mortal area to be king and hegemon, establish a family of self-cultivation, and be called an ancestor.

Beautiful wife and maid, surrounded by servants.

With your current level of cultivation in the middle stage of the Ninth Layer, you can easily obtain everything in the mortal world that you couldn't enjoy in your previous life, which is comparable to the kings in the ancient past.

Then why do you practice so hard?

suddenly.

Under the cover of that inexplicable feeling, Zhang Qingyuan had such a series of thoughts in his heart.

The thought of this question came violently.

It was Zhang Qingyuan who had the idea of ​​doubting his own cultivation path.

practice practice.

In addition to practice or practice.

What is the meaning of this kind of life like a tool man?

In his heart, Zhang Qingyuan's Dao Heart was suddenly shaken.

This kind of heart shakes violently.

It is also extremely secretive, and there is no fluctuation in the outside world.

There were people coming and going around, constantly walking by Zhang Qingyuan, and he didn't notice any visions of the person who stopped in front of the internal affairs hall.

What is the meaning of cultivation?

Why endure this boring practice?

The changes in status and status over the years, the vicissitudes of time are like vicissitudes,

Make Zhang Qingyuan in this

Such skeptical thoughts.

Constantly flushing Zhang Qingyuan's heart.

Let his Dao heart be shaken.

This is the robbery of the heart demon!

Actually.

This calamity is not without reason.

The inexplicable feeling caused by the passage of time and the change of status is just an introduction.

what it detonated.

It was the concentrated outbreak of all the negative emotions caused by Zhang Qingyuan's rejection and alienation from this world over the past few years.

That's right!

The root cause of everything is Zhang Qingyuan's rejection of this world!

Perhaps even Zhang Qingyuan himself had never thought that the reason why his character could become so determined from a salted fish in his previous life after he crossed over was in addition to the progress displayed on the proficiency panel itself.

In fact, with the sudden change of the world, Cumin lives alone in this world, and has a special sense of alienation from the unfamiliar world, which has a great relationship.

Traversing into this world and communicating with others is just a simple conversation.

I don't want to make friends with others.

Spend more time in the practice retreat, use the busy practice to let yourself forget, let yourself escape this sudden change, and escape this strange world.

Unwilling to engage more deeply with the world.

From the past life to the present life, the reason why Zhang Qingyuan jumped up and turned over after he crossed over has a lot to do with the alienation and rejection that he hadn't even noticed himself.

This sense of rejection of the world made him accustomed to being in his own little world independent of this world, and it also made him change unconsciously, becoming a legendary hard-working genius.

Actually.

His perseverance is not the beautiful quality he imagined.

The heart of the beginning.

Just to escape.

and this,

It is also under this kind of chance and coincidence that the biggest source of the inner demon tribulation that shakes the doubts about oneself is drawn!

This kind of calamity is extremely terrifying.

Everything is intangible and intangible, but it is one's own doubts about one's own path of self-cultivation.

No one can help.

Only rely on yourself.

Once passed.

The sky is vast.

Can't pass.

So sink.

meaning of time.

At this moment, Zhang Qingyuan's mind has been lost.

in a trance,

It seems like a long time has passed.

It seemed that only a moment had passed.

"There are so many whys!"

Zhang Qingyuan suddenly opened his eyes, and the depths of his dark pupils gradually revealed brilliance, becoming brighter than ever before.

something,

suddenly see the light.

"I practice because I want to practice!"

"I work hard because I'm not willing to live at the bottom forever in this bright and vast world, to be that frog and ant that sits and watches the sky!"

"Since I exist here, then this world also exists!"

"I want to stand higher, become stronger, see the scenery farther, see the wonderful outside world, see this vast and vast world...even one day, touch the world That ethereal fairyland of legends!"

This is open and closed.

Not long after.

The world is already different.

Zhang Qingyuan raised his feet without any slack, and walked briskly into the door of the Internal Affairs Hall.

in the heart.

Some invisible shackles shattered.

It seems that something is quietly changing.

The crowd of cultivators coming and going around, just felt that this person around him seemed a little strange, especially not knowing that he had undergone earth-shaking changes.

Xiongguan Mandao is like iron,

Now step forward from scratch!

That step forward seems to have spanned the entire world!