Chapter 375 Ting Still Has the Woman in His Heart
He refused to admit such a shameful thing, "It's just a mistake, it's nothing."
"Do you still hate her now?" She recalled the last time, how he gritted his teeth in hatred when he mentioned 'that dead woman', and vowed to scratch her with a thousand knives, beating her to death for her courage without even admitting it, and turning the hero into a bear. .
Yan Shiting was silent. When he was first raped, he really wanted to peel off the woman's skin, pick out her limbs, chop her into pieces and throw her into the mountains to feed the wolves.
But then, he thought about it, that woman gave him the first time.
And his words and deeds were outrageously bad...
He didn't suffer much from being raped by her. After all, it is men who take advantage of this kind of thing.
Instead, he became angry, embarrassed, resentful, and his dignity was trampled...
During the difficult days when he was betrayed by his fiancée, disfigured, and severely burned, because of his overwhelming anger towards her, he was actually raped. He was immersed in pain not a day after, because he was crazy and wanted to find her and tear her into pieces. Kill her!
The search lasted five and a half years.
There was never any news about her, it was as if she had never existed in this world and disappeared without a trace.
Sometimes he even thought she was just the woman he imagined when he was severely burned.
But the bodyguard outside the ward also saw her that night. The surveillance outside the hospital showed her escaping in a van, and the hospital's internal surveillance was hacked by her.
She is real.
He sent someone to compare her face with a computer database, but no face matched hers. There were several similar women who he rejected after seeing them.
I regret that I didn't take a closer look at her face that night because of my anger and the darkness in the ward.
More than five years of searching made him understand that it was better to say that it was hatred and annoyance than that he could not let go of that woman.
Want to see her again.
For two thousand days and nights, every time he recalled her vicious behavior towards him, even when she said she wanted to hang him naked out of the window, unknowingly, her behavior had become cute in his mind. ,naughty.
On the days when he couldn't find her, he worked hard.
When he was in San Francisco, outsiders thought he was burned and disfigured and used his work as an outlet.
Few people in the country even knew that he had been burned because the news was never reported.
After returning to China, he worked even more crazily and only slept three to five hours a day.
In fact, he was just using work to numb his thoughts about that woman. He vaguely understood that when the woman was in his situation, she wanted to help him and not to let him become decadent.
In the past few years, he has been living like a zombie. In addition to work, his life is still work.
until……
Met Cheng Yingxuan.
He didn't know why, maybe it was her too beautiful appearance, Cheng Yingxuan made him unable to take his eyes away at the first sight.
She pretended to be a loser in front of him, but he still didn't mind and was uncontrollably attracted to her.
After getting in touch with her, several times, he actually felt that Cheng Yingxuan had a similar personality to the vicious woman who raped him back then.
Sometimes, he even wondered ridiculously, could Cheng Yingxuan be the same woman back then?
But she had a son who was conceived half a year after he was raped by that woman.
It shows that she has no motive for doing this, and the two of them look different.
Over the past few months, Cheng Yingxuan has gradually entered his heart.
Now that the nasty woman from back then had disappeared, of course he was seizing the moment.