Chapter 196 The Heartbeat Is Out of Rhythm

Inside the taxi, the atmosphere was a little awkward, Yun Yiyi just hung up the phone and hugged her ** unhappily. M. was wearing big sunglasses, and Su Lin couldn't see her specific expression, but from her pouted mouth, she could tell that her sister Yun was obviously unhappy.

"Sister Yun, this concert was a success. Many of our classmates applauded, and many of them saw you live for the first time..."

In order to ease the atmosphere, Su Lin began to change the subject, talking about the concert in Jian'an No. 1 Middle School that day. In his opinion, as long as he talks about music, with Yun Yiyi's love for music, he will definitely forget his troubles for a while.

"It has always been my wish to be able to return to my alma mater for a concert. This time the effect is not bad, especially with your joining. Su Lin, your singing is really good, and your ability to compose and write lyrics, Judging from your impromptu song "Original", it is definitely of the first-class level in China."

Sure enough, when talking about the concert, Su Lin successfully diverted Yun Yiyi's attention. Yun Yiyi's mind also reverberated with the melody of the original song "Original" sung by Su Lin that day, and hummed softly in her mouth: "It turns out that the most helpless sign is the periodic ebb of love..."

"Love? Su Lin, what do you think love is?"

Yun Yiyi's eyes were a little confused, but she was wearing big sunglasses, so Su Lin couldn't see it, but from Yun Yiyi's tone with a hint of sigh, she could also smell a trace of Yun Yiyi's mourning.

"love?"

Su Lin was surprised for a moment. Why was he talking about the concert just now? Now, did Yun Yiyi forgive the topic again?

"Shakespeare said in "The Two Gentlemen of Verona", 'The love of youth is like the weather in April, when the sun's brilliance just shines on the earth, and in a moment it covers the dark clouds.'. Su Lin, My youth has not yet passed, but I have never experienced this feeling of love. The disputes and fetters between lovers, the feeling of worrying, why can I only see it on others? "

Yun Yiyi, who is full of romantic feelings, has read all of Shakespeare's works, from Shakespeare's sonnets to major plays. Whenever Yun Yiyi sees descriptions of beautiful or tragic love, she will sincerely He showed his envious look.

From childhood to adulthood, Yun Yiyi has been looking for her own love. But unfortunately, she has never been able to find the kind of feeling that overflows in words and singing. On the contrary, because of the family relationship, Yun Yiyi had to become the fiancée of another man she didn't like at all.

"Sister Yun, have you never been in love?"

Su Lin was even more surprised by what Yun Yiyi said. According to common sense, a beautiful and excellent woman like Yun Yiyi should have many excellent suitors. With so many excellent suitors and such a large base, there should be someone who can make Yun Yiyi's heart move? What's more, on the other end of Yun Yiyi's phone just now, wasn't the man Yun Yiyi called Wang Yu the baby kiss Yun Yiyi had set since he was a child?

"What is love? I don't know. Su Lin, do you know? I think sister Yanran likes you very much. Is she... is she in love with you?"

Yun Yiyi remembered Qin Yanran, who was blushing and staring at her with a hostile expression on her face. The tension and strength of that little girl is really cute.

"Me? With her? Not yet...no. I don't know either."

Speaking of Qin Yanran, Su Lin couldn't help feeling guilty. At first, he confessed to Qin Yanran in public, and later he got his wish and was admitted to the tenth grade. However, the two of them had a tacit understanding, and neither of them really pierced this layer of window paper. But Su Lin felt sorry for Qin Yanran in her heart because she had so many ambiguous relationships with Fang Liping, and besides that, Sister Zhu, who had been by her side since she was a child, occupied more in Su Lin's heart. The place.

"Hazy, no one can say it, this is the kind of love that high school students should have. I think when I was in high school, there were so many invisible couples in the class, although no one said it. But we all know, They are a couple who love each other. But what happened later? Hehe... On a windy day, are the leaves still blown away from the treetops? Young love is always so hot and short, full of unreliability and betrayal , Maybe I haven't had these experiences, but it's good, but I always feel a bit of unwilling regret. Could it be that I'm going to marry someone casually like this?"

In Yun Yiyi's view, the heroines in those tragic love stories are not pitiful. Although their fates are bumpy, their emotional fetters, and their tragic endings, at least they have an unforgettable love and a lover who will never change. Juliet has Romeo who has been with her all the time, Zhu Yingtai also has Liang Shanbo who is willing to turn into a butterfly with her, and even Chang'e, who has been imprisoned in the Moon Palace for thousands of years, has such a person's concern?

Looking at herself again, Yun Yiyi felt even more sad. What is this yourself? Do you really want to marry music all your life? Do you not even have someone in your heart to pursue and miss?

That feeling of emptiness and no sustenance is the emptiness that every woman who has no lover in the season of love will have.

In Yun Yiyi's view, true love is one that absorbs everything and the other that excludes everything. Absorbing everything and wanting to know everything about this person who is a life partner, from his birth to the present, the people around him, what he has experienced, and what is in his mind, this is a woman's desire to find out and possess. Rejecting everything is a manifestation of women's possessiveness, rejecting all the opposite sex related to the other half. This seemingly complicated behavior has a uniform and vulgar name, and people call it "jealous".

Yun Yiyi has never been jealous, and she doesn't know what that sour feeling is like. At the banquet today, it was purely to anger and run on Su Lin, so he pretended to be jealous and fought with Qin Yanran. In the end, she fell in love with this little girl who dared to love and hate, and was as decisive as her mother Fang Liping.

Perhaps it can be said that Yun Yiyi locked her heart in the thick armor of self-protection, thinking that she could avoid the unexpected emotional damage. But in the end, she found out that no one could open her self-protection and walk into her heart.

Lock yourself inside, and indeed, there will be far fewer fantasies. Yun Yiyi thought that she could devote all her energy and time to her favorite music career. However, the triggering of hormones and the call of spring sowing made her spring heart without expectations and relying on objects. , germinates alone.

It is often said that true love is love at first sight. In this case, demeanor can play an important role, as can unintentional competition for a certain period of time.

Yun Yiyi has no shortage of suitors, but her closed heart can't allow anyone to enter.

A touch of sadness is the feeling that Yun Yiyi will have before this season. Even Yun Yiyi often thinks that according to the arrangement at home, after graduating from college, it is not a bad thing to marry Wang Yu, the eldest son of the Wang family.

However, in this way, Yun Yiyi felt that she had lost her soul. Her songs will also lose their souls, and what can she gain by surrendering to the political marriage of emptiness and injustice?

Do not! I am also going to find my own love, to find a prince charming, drive him into my heart, and then lock the door of my heart, and never let him escape. My heart was so empty that I couldn't live without it any longer.

Yun Yiyi looked at Su Lin, and Su Lin also looked at her. Su Lin didn't speak either. He knew that his senior sister Yun was thinking about some very distressing things, and this kind of thing was also the kind that Su Lin was distressed about.

In Su Lin's view, man is the meanest animal in the world. Other animals, having enough to eat and drink, are already very satisfied that they can survive and reproduce in peace and happiness. There are only human beings, who can't find happiness on their own, love love, kindness and resentment, can these be eaten as food?

Are there any more headaches in life? Which of these things is not caused by these nonsense love affairs?

However, can people really ignore the emotion of "love"?

That kind of strange thing that makes you feel very happy and can make you collapse. You can't see it, you can't touch it, it only exists in time, and when you recall it in memory, when you are chasing it, you will burst into tears and cry bitterly. snot.

People's lives are wonderful because of love. In Su Lin's mind, Sister Zhu, Teacher Fang, Qin Yanran, Fang Liping, and even Han Xiaoxiao, who was beaten by himself at the police station, came to mind. In such a small life, although it is a headache and troubles continue, but ask yourself, when is there a moment when you are not filled with happiness?

"Sister Yun, I think, as long as you work hard, you will definitely find the person you like."

With a relieved smile, Su Lin felt that he seemed to have figured out something. To live is to live, and to love is to love. It doesn't matter how many times it loves, it doesn't matter who it loves. Since I love it, I will do it for this. Love to work hard, to strive for, unearned love, it is not love.

"As long as I work hard? Hehe, Su Lin, how do you think I should work hard? There are many excellent suitors around me, and I already have a baby relative appointed by the family. By the way, the one who just called, His name is Wang Yu, and he is the eldest young master of the royal family in the capital. The family industry of their royal family involves energy, communications, and even the heavy industry of the arsenal, which is the lifeline of the country. The assets of the entire family add up to more than 100 billion. And he, Wang Yu, is the third of the Wang family. The first-in-line heir of the generation, if I marry him, there is almost nothing I want in this world. But do you think this is the love I want? You said let me work hard, yes Let me try to find a good person? With Wang Yu as a comparison, what kind of person do you think can be better than him?"

Yun Yiyi smiled bitterly, Su Lin's words made her feel that Su Lin was naive. After all, it is the thinking of high school students. How can love be such a simple thing that can be easily obtained with a single effort?

"Excellent? No! Senior Sister Yun, why do you have to be excellent when you like someone? Like, it's a feeling. Love is a kind of chance. Maybe you think I'm naive and superfluous when I say this, but the truth is It's like this, when you really meet the person who can make your heart fall, your heartbeat rhythm will be accurate and timely to tell you, your Prince Charming, he...here!"

The afternoon sun shone down from the side window of the taxi, Su Lin smiled brightly, and explained to Yun Yiyi the love and liking he understood. As for Yun Yiyi, who turned her face to look at Su Lin, when she heard Su Lin's words and looked at his bright and sunny smile, her heart pounded and the rhythm was out of order. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to subscribe (this site), give a reward, your support is my biggest motivation.)